1893 Once Upon a Time
Perhaps, there is joy, expectation, luck, and pain, this is youth.
Sour and astringent is more youthful.
Crying, passing, talent will grow.
The pain of youth is also the path that everyone must go through in life.
It's like Venus with a broken arm, if it is connected to the arm, it looks imperfect.
Only those with a little regret, a little sour, a little turbulent, and a little unforgettable feeling are the real youth!
In this warm afternoon, in this silent classroom, the breeze blew the ends of Su Xiaohan's hair, blew the skirt of her white floral dress, and also blew the calm classroom with a bit of hazy youth.
Xia Xin found that his heart was a little throbbing, as if he had reached that ignorant boyhood again.
He has never been a person who likes to remember the past, because most of the memories of the past are not good, but standing here, looking at Su Xiaohan who was sitting quietly, he seemed to have a feeling of traveling through time and space to the past.
He thinks that this may be the feeling of his first love.
Xia Xin actually couldn't tell whether his first love was Su Xiaohan or Shu Yuewu.
The love with Shu Yuewu is so unforgettable that he will never forget it for the rest of his life.
But Su Xiaohan's ignorant feeling is still fresh in my memory.
Is that really the affection of his first love, he thinks that maybe he will have a good impression of any girl like this to himself at that time.
Xia Xin couldn't tell how he felt.
He didn't bother to think about it, it didn't make sense.
"What are you thinking?"
Xia Xin's voice was particularly loud in the empty classroom.
"I'm thinking about a lot of people and things in the past."
After Su Xiaohan finished speaking, he slowly opened his eyes, and looked at Xia Xin with stars in his beautiful eyes.
Then she laughed softly, and said in a crisp and graceful voice, "I always feel so magical, I went around and came again." β
"It's still the same classroom, it's still the same people, I always feel so amazing, it's been a big circle, and"
The first sentence was still smiling, and when I said it the second time, I was a little choked up in my words.
There were also some sparkling tears in his eyes, and his eyes were red.
Xia Xin was startled, and hurriedly walked over and said, "What's wrong, why are you crying?" Did I say the wrong thing, or did I do something wrong? β
Xia Xin came to Su Xiaohan's side, reached out and gently stroked her little face, stroking away the little tears.
He clearly felt the heat on Su Xiaohan's cheeks.
Su Xiaohan hurriedly shook his head and said, "No, no, this is happy." It went around in a circle, and it went around to you again. β
Xia Xin took out a tissue and took a while to wipe Su Xiaohan's cheeks clean.
He found that Su Xiaohan was slender and fragile, easily injured, happy or sad, and would shed tears.
Therefore, it is even more necessary to cherish it.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, if you cry again, you'll cry like an ugly duckling."
"It's an ugly duckling."
"Ugly ducklings can become swans, and you are a swan now."
It took Su Xiaohan a lot of effort to smile again.
"Come on, let's come to that, just like before."
Su Xiaohan said and moved a position to the right, letting Xia Xin sit on his left.
"I'll give you counseling."
She pretended to have a pen in one hand and pointed to the desk with the other, as if there was a notebook there.
"Here, here, we have to put forward the same denominator, and then open the root number to listen to my counseling."
Su Xiaohan found that Xia Xin's eyes didn't look at the desk at all, so he could only bring something begging, grabbed Xia Xin's head with both hands, and asked him to keep an eye on the desk.
She thought it was interesting to recreate such a scene.
Xia Xin had to correct her, "In fact, the real reality is that when you tutored me before, I didn't listen at all. β
"Huh" Su Xiaohan was taken aback, "But in my memory, you have always listened carefully to my counseling and corrected your mistakes." β
"No, not at all."
Xia Xin replied truthfully, "When you tutor me, I usually think about when I can be home, whether it will rain or not, and. β
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Only then did Su Xiaohan realize that his memory had automatically beautified Xia Xin.
Suddenly said with some grievances, "You are too good, I am very serious to help you analyze your mistakes every time." β
"At that time, I just wanted to make a living and make more money every day, first, my grades were not good, and secondly, I didn't think I would be able to take the academic exam, so I didn't want to study at all."
"I took the junior high school exam because junior high school is compulsory and I had to go to it, and I went to high school because if I didn't study, it meant that I didn't have the ability to live independently, and someone would adopt me and my sister, so I had to prove it."
"Oh, in vain I'm so serious and happy to explain to you every time."
Seeing Su Xiaohan's cute pout, Xia Xin smiled instead, "Actually, I spend more time looking at your face than reading textbooks." β
Su Xiaohan's little face was slightly red, lowered her little face, and said shyly, "Why do you keep looking at my face."
"I think you're good-looking."
It's really simple to think it's good-looking, and I don't have any other ideas.
At that time, the two of them were actually quite simple.
In fact, adolescent girls are more precocious than boys, and Su Xiaohan thinks more.
"Speaking of which, I remembered my biggest wish in junior high school."
"What wish?"
Su Xiaohan looked at Xia Xin with puzzled eyes.
Xia Xin ran to the stage, took the whip, came back to the seat, and motioned for Su Xiaohan to sit down, "Let me tell you, this is what I want to do most in junior high school, and I dream of it." β
After Xia Xin finished speaking, he pretended to be a whip and pointed to the blackboard in front of him and said, "Okay, Xiaohan, then you will answer this question." β
Su Xiaohan looked at Xia Xin with innocent eyes, stood up and said, "What's the problem?" β
"Look, why don't you even know such a simple question, okay, then let Xia Xin next to you answer it."
After Xia Xin finished speaking, he put the whip aside, sat next to Su Xiaohan, raised his hand, and then stood up, "Report to the teacher, the answer to this question is root number 3." β
Then he immediately ran up and took the whip again, and stood aside to make a teacher's gesture, "Very good, completely correct, Xia Xin, please sit down, this question, only Xia Xin has answered this question, I am very disappointed in the rest of you, come, let us applaud him." β
Xia Xin applauded happily as he spoke.
Su Xiaohan knew Xia Xin's wishes, Xia Xin actually wanted to be in front of his classmates, answer a certain question, get praise from the teacher, and get the envious eyes of his classmates.
But she was amused by Xia Xin playing two roles alone, and she couldn't stop laughing, and it took a while before she applauded, and the applause of the two was particularly loud in the classroom.
Then Xia Xin slapped his whip, pointed at Su Xiaohan, and said with an old-fashioned look, "You, classmate Su, you just stand in class, you can't do such a simple question, it's too late, you have to study with Xia Xin in the future, you know?" β
Su Xiaohan stood straight, put her hands on her sides, and replied respectfully, "Yes, Teacher Xia, I must study hard with Xia Xin." β
"Well, the attitude is not bad, after class, let Xia Xin tutor you in your homework."
"Thank you, teacher."
"Okay, sit down."
Then Xia Xin immediately sat down next to Su Xiaohan, took a small branch of the desk from the side, held him in his mouth like a toothpick, looked lazy, propped up on the table with one hand, supported his head, and looked at Su Xiaohan.
"Xiaohan, you can't do it, isn't this question very simple."
Su Xiaohan was amused by Xia Xin's ruffian-like appearance again, and couldn't help laughing, "It's me who is too stupid."
Xia Xin patted the table, "Be serious, don't laugh, give you homework, and I won't teach you if you laugh again." β
"Don't."
Su Xiaohan was very cooperative with Xia Xin, stretched out his index finger and thumb to pinch Xia Xin's arm clothes, made a pitiful look and said, "You teach me homework, classmate Xia Xin, you are so smart, your homework is good, and your studies are good, only you can teach me." β
Xia Xin just "sitting" a toothpick and replied with a cynical look, "Look at your performance, I don't think there will be any progress with your current attitude." β
"Attitude? I'm sorry Xia Xin, I, I will definitely correct my mistakes. β
Su Xiaohan glanced at Xia Xin timidly, then looked left and right, looking afraid that others would see it, and after making sure that there was no one, he quickly leaned over his little face and touched Xia Xin's lips.
The kiss lasted about 3 seconds.
It was as if the two of them, who were young and ignorant at the time, secretly tasted the forbidden fruit during after-school tutoring, and soon separated.
Su Xiaohan also immediately lowered her little face shyly, and asked with a red face, "Yes, is this so?" Now, is it okay to have an attitude? β
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Xia Xin was a little surprised by Su Xiaohan's boldness, and said a little confused, "Reluctantly." β
"Oh." Su Xiaohan responded in a low voice, "Next time, I will do better." β
Xia Xin almost didn't ask, it was better to do it, but fortunately he stopped.
Basically, this is his biggest wish in junior high school, very ordinary, wanting to be in front of everyone.
Of course, Su Xiaohan, who was the best in the class, couldn't answer the question, and then let him answer it.
The teacher praised him, everyone envied him, and Su Xiaohan, who was the first in the class, also admired him.
Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "Now that I think about it, I think that the idea at that time was really naΓ―ve, but this idea is actually still a wish that I can't fulfill to this day." β
"Nope."
Su Xiaohan corrected with a serious face, "At least, you have fulfilled one-third of your wishes." β
"Ahh
Su Xiaohan mustered up the courage, bravely met Xia Xin's sight, and said loudly, "Xiaohan admires you very much, admires you very, very much, and worships you more than anyone else, and Xiaohan, who is the first in the class, admires you more than anyone else, so at least you have fulfilled one-third of your wishes!" β
After Su Xiaohan finished speaking, the whole little face turned red, and he grabbed Xia Xin's arm in shame, and buried his little face in Xia Xin's chest, looking like he was not ready to get up again.
Xia Xin was stunned for a moment, and said with a somewhat relieved smile, "As soon as you say that, I suddenly feel that I am still very remarkable."