Volume 1 Spring Chapter 36 The world is full of flowers
When He Hao was sent downstairs to the girls' dormitory, He turned around and asked, "Yang Tassel, have you ever liked someone, it is the kind of person who is very serious and serious." ”
Yang Tassel stood in place, silent for a long time, he thought of Xiao Shu, there was only one Xiao Yu in his life.
From his temperament, you can see the mountains and rivers he has seen, the cities he lives in, and the person he loves. It's just that everything is like a mirror, and everything is gone.
He didn't answer the question of He Hao, there is only one Xiao in the world, and she has disappeared, so her heart seems to be empty. There is no place to be, and there is no other place to live.
"I see." He Hao turned around with a bitter smile.
Pedestrians on the road are hurrying, looking at their watches anxiously waiting for a person, as if they don't know what they are waiting for?
Whether sweet or bitter, there is always someone who learns to taste it.
Our life is always so dull, we get up early every day, then go to work, and start to pass the boring time. Then after work, I occasionally go out for a walk, mostly lying in bed and learning something new about the computer.
Such a life may be complained about at first. Day after day, year after year, it became what it is now.
We don't seek merit, but we seek no fault.
Learn to keep to yourself, learn to be busy. I learned more things, and I became the person I didn't want the most.
But we know that there is nothing that can be done for nothing, so we have to do our daily work.
Yang Tassel didn't play the game again, and originally wanted to sleep directly, but was called out by a phone call.
Yang Weiyang called, he said that he had come to Rongcheng on a business trip. I remember the last time he came to Rongcheng was several years ago.
At that time, he came to attend Zhang Mingyue's wedding, and at that time, he began to sincerely bless Zhang Mingyue, and he also began to let go of the past.
A few years have passed, and I don't know if he is married or if he has children.
At that time, he always said that he wanted a daughter, and I don't know if this wish has been fulfilled. may have come true, or may still be clinging to his poor self-esteem, always thinking that he can find a person who has a similar interest and then is together.
When he saw Yang Weiyang, Yang Tassel was still extremely surprised, because the helper was young again.
It seems that many people are starting to change more and more, but he is getting younger and younger, and he is becoming more and more good-looking.
He simply wore a jacket and pure gray jeans, a pair of black-framed glasses on the bridge of his nose, half a head shorter than himself, but he showed his temperament.
Looking at such a person, those pairs of eyes, you will feel that there is a story hidden in his heart.
I have wine, will you tell me your story?
The two ordered a lot of barbecue, then ordered a dozen beers, chatting about homely cooking.
"Helper, are you married?" Yang Tassel eats greasy skewers and stares at the beer in his cup.
Yang Weiyang smiled: "No! Although they are urging, I think it is better to save a little more money! And I didn't find the right person, so I didn't want to go away. ”
"You used to be a person who could only drink half a bottle of beer, but now you've drunk three bottles, it's okay!"
"It's going to be fine, I'm getting older, and I'm much more able to bear it. Sometimes you have to drink even if you don't drink at this bar, so the amount of alcohol increases. ”
"I thought you were married, after all, after so many years, you should have let go of what you should have let go of a long time ago."
"Maybe I'm at your age, and it's easy to let go! After all, this world is not a world where no one can live without whom. But the older I get, the worse my memory becomes, and I always recall the laughter and tears when I was alone, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I become. ”
Yang Tassel didn't know how to comfort him and mentioned another topic.
"You, have you seen Sister Yueyue in the future?"
Yang Weiyang shook his head and nodded: "I haven't seen it, but I've heard a friend mention her." said that she was divorced and now lives alone, goes to work every day to enrich herself, and lives a good life. ”
"Then did you want to go and find her back?"
Yang Tassel feels that since you still love her, now that she is divorced and has no other concerns, then you should go and chase her back. If she is living happily, then it is right not to bother.
However, Yang Weiyang is many years older than him, so the understanding is different.
"I know what you mean, but some things are over. If she had chosen me in the first place, I would never have allowed her to leave under any circumstances, unless I really didn't love her. But she chose someone else and married someone else, that person else is not me, I have self-esteem, and my self-esteem tells me that it is over.
I don't care if she's divorced or not, if I met her after her divorce and I love her, then I don't care what her previous relationship experience was, I want to be with her and want to be with her. But she didn't choose me, you know? She didn't choose me. ”
Yang Weiyang suddenly coughed violently, and you can know how uncomfortable his heart is.
Love has nothing to do with family background, nothing to do with education and knowledge, the first thing I see is you, then I will break through the obstacles and do everything possible to be with you.
If you choose someone else, then when you choose me again, does it mean that I am a substitute?
So, leave a little self-esteem for everyone, just a little self-esteem left.
The rest of the barbecue stall all looked at Yang Tassel and the two, and then sighed, they hadn't been like this before. It's just that as I get older, some people and some things have been seen clearly.
They did not sympathize with themselves, because it was too late for them to sympathize with themselves, and they would not have the strength to sympathize with others.
In the distance, a boy and a girl seemed to be about to break up, the girl was crying, the boy was relieved, and then only the girl was left squatting in place and crying.
The people around them just glanced at each other and maintained an indifferent attitude.
Pedestrians didn't care about the squatting and crying girl, because there are so many things like this happening every day in this world.
For the embarrassment of life, for the occurrence of many things, they have made them too indifferent and tired.
The girl cried for a long time, and finally stood up tremblingly, and a boy appeared beside her and gently held her.
The girl threw herself into the boy's arms and continued to cry, and the boy wanted to pat the girl on the shoulder with his hand, but the hand stayed in the air.
Maybe it's called a spare tire!
Some people, some scenes, and some things are just the flowers of the world, and what you need to do is to embrace yourself, open your mind, and welcome rebirth.