Willful because of happiness, carried away because of happiness (2)

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[No matter how miraculous it is, or how beautiful it is, as long as it has nothing to do with people, or even no one recognizes its existence, then no matter how magical or beautiful it is, it will be reduced to something that never existed]

When I look at this Mei Zu He who is sitting next to me, I can't help but think of Ming Heping, and when I think of Ming Heping, the things that made me feel desolate before will follow, so driven by this emotion, I unconsciously lie down in Mei Zu He's arms.

Sure enough, when you are emotionally lost, being able to lie in the arms of someone who reassures you is also a kind of happiness and a kind of warmth. However, this warmth did not last long, because I was immersed in this warmth and was still fantasizing about it, and I was pulled back to reality by his sudden words:

"That, that, that......, Nana, isn't it a bit bad for you to do this? After all, you're a girl, I'm a boy, isn't it a bit of that if you suddenly lie in my arms? You lay down in my arms without saying anything in advance and without my consent, and I was nervous and embarrassed by this sudden event."

The atmosphere that I had finally imagined was ruined by him, so I yelled at him impatiently:

"Shut up, you Leo's shaking M perverted Lori controls the house, you're shy like this for such a big thing? I'm lying in your arms, obviously you took advantage of me, I didn't say anything, why do you talk so much nonsense? You're so excited that you dare to say you're embarrassed? Obviously excited to be like that, still pretending to be pure? Now that your arms have been occupied by me, the protests are ineffective, and all feedback is useless. I'm going to sleep in your arms now, and dare to wake me up again, be careful that I throw you out of the sky."

Really, this dead house sullen virgin's resistance is so weak, from the moment I first lay in his arms, I noticed that his heart was beating faster. Then again, isn't it the best of both worlds for me to lie in his arms and enjoy the warmth of immersing myself in fantasy, and for him to enjoy the excitement of a girl lying in his arms? As a result, this stupid guy suddenly changed his personality to the shy personality because of his excitement, and he said such things. まったく (really),This stupid guy is really hopeless.。

"Nana...... Na, I'm ...... I'm afraid of heights, can I go down a little bit? I didn't dare to look down because I was afraid of heights, and my heart was beating fast because I was afraid of heights."

Immersed in the warmth of fantasy, I was once again broken by his dreams, and I couldn't bear it anymore and yelled at him again:

"Are you finished? Why do you talk so much nonsense? Are you stupid? If you fly low and are discovered by humans and cause a sensation, do you want those people to think of you as a flying alien and chase you all over the world? Shut up if you don't want to, close your eyes if you're afraid of heights, and believe it or not, I'll throw you from the sky right now? Why so much nonsense?"

After yelling at him, I lay back in his arms again, and who knew that this idiot would wake me up again after a while.

"Nana, that ......."

I was furious at him who woke me up for the third time, and yelled at him loudly:

"You're not done yet, are you? Hurry up and talk about any nonsense."

"That, that...... This one...... Nana...... Nana, the dress you're wearing today is very, very, very, very ...... It's cute, it's beautiful, it's beautiful, and I'm not trying to say that you only look good when you're wearing this dress, but I want to say Nana...... Nana, you've always been so good...... It's beautiful."

I didn't expect him to answer me like that, his face was so red and he looked so shy when he answered me, and I couldn't help but forgive him for disturbing me in the warmth of fantasy when he was so shy. So I pretended to be a little unhappy and asked him:

"Really? So why didn't you say that I looked good in this dress when I first went out? Why do you say it now? Are you afraid I'll throw you out of the air?"

"It's not like this Nana, when I first went out, I expected that there might be some danger outside the door, in order to protect Nana, so my vigilant intuition also changed my personality, and when you walked down the stairs and appeared in front of me in this dress, I was already shocked and didn't know how to describe the beauty of this Nana in front of me."

"But I know I'm going to keep you safe, and I can't be careless for a moment, so I didn't let my guard down about my surroundings, and I couldn't say with a smile that Nana looked good in this dress, and if I said it with a smile, then I would lose my vigilance at this moment, and it would be bad if Nana was in danger at the moment when I lost my vigilance."

"If I said you didn't smile when you looked good in this dress, then you must think I'm lying and sad, right? That's why I kept holding back."

Hearing this explanation, I slapped him directly in the face and yelled at him angrily:

"Stick your face out! Don't hide."

Then I slapped him in the face again...... After more than thirty blows, I then shouted at him:

"Shut up, you lowly human, I'm a monster more than 100 billion years old and need you a lowly human to protect? Also, even if you are vigilant about the surrounding environment, but when you are in front of me, you have to smile and say what you want to say in your heart, if you are worried about the surrounding environment, then I will protect you, you better remember to me that you are just a lowly human being, and I am a monster for more than 100 billion years, although the strong protect the weak, but you remember to me that you are the weak."

"As punishment for your stupidity, I will cut off your left arm now as the price of your stupidity, and if there is a next time, I will send you straight out of this world."

With that, I cut off his left arm and threw it into the sky. He endured the pain and used all his strength to smile at me in a trembling voice, having my left arm cut off:

"I'm sorry, my ...... I am deeply ashamed that my actions have angered Nana, if Nana ...... If Nana hasn't deflated yet, please let me know...... Tell me how to get Nana to deflat, and I'll do my best...... Do a good job."

The pain and the beginning of blood loss made his whole body tremble, but he continued to smile for so long with this body, which made me feel that he was not ordinary stupid. I didn't relent, and I smiled and said to him:

"Well, then, I'm going to sleep in your arms, and remember, don't bother me again, or you won't make it to the destination of this trip alive."

I could not see a trace of fear or hatred in his eyes when he said those words after I had my left arm cut off, all I could see was his pity and understanding for me. I treated him like this, but he showed me that kind of look, which made me feel that he was really not an ordinary stupid person and he was really stupid and cute, and I couldn't help but get excited when I thought about how cute he was.

So driven by excitement, I hugged him tighter and tighter. His expression became more and more painful as he was hugged tighter and tighter by me, but he didn't say a word or shout a word of pain in such pain. Looking at him with a painful expression, my mood calmed down after a while, and after calming down, I began to say to myself sadly:

"Hey, why are you stupid to this extent? You are so painful after I cut off your left arm, but why don't you shout a word of pain? Why do you have such eyes in such pain? Why do you smile when you say those words?"

"Even if you didn't smile when you said those words, it doesn't matter if you hated me in your eyes, after all, I made you like this."

"But you don't have the slightest intention of hating me, instead of hating me, you want to sympathize and understand me, why do you want to do this? Is your life really worthless in your eyes? Why are you being so nice to me? You should hate me when I treat you like this, but why don't you hate me? Or is it ...... You don't really like me, do you?"

"Actually, you idiot really shouldn't be nice to me, let alone like me, because I don't have any feelings, and I don't like anyone, so no matter how hard you try, nothing will come of it. Or are your expressions all fake? If you really pretend, then your acting skills are terrible."

Well? Wait, wait, something seems wrong? What am I going to do if that dumb guy really likes me? Well? yes, that's a question, what am I going to do if he really likes me? What to do? What to do? What to do......? Or promise him? Anyway, he has a good heart, and he is also stupid, and it is easy to be deceived by me and can't tell the difference between the southeast and the northwest, so even if he agrees to him, it is not bad.

But I don't know how many billions of years I haven't liked someone else, so how do I answer him when I promise him so that I won't make a fool of myself? What clothes will I wear when I appear in front of him in the future? After promising him, what should I do if he empathizes and falls in love with another girl? Well? Yes, if he dares to like other girls, I will kill all the two of them, destroy the corpses, leave no traces, hahahahahaha......haha

Wait, doesn't that seem a little too early? Shouldn't you start by investigating what he likes? What does he like? Well? Well? Well???????? What does he like? Does he like Lori? Young girls? Or Lori? Ahh Now you should think about what food he likes, what clothes he likes, what gifts he likes, and so on. Speaking of the food he likes, yes yes yes yes ......,

Aha, I don't seem to know what food he likes, since he's a Leo, huh? Well? Well? The lion likes to eat meat, and so on, and it seems that Mezuh doesn't like meat, so he likes to eat grass? It doesn't seem right, but it's funny to imagine him lying on the ground and grazing. Wait, now is not the time to imagine the scene when he is lying on the ground and grazing, now is the time to think about cooking, cooking. Ah, it's too troublesome, I can't think of it after thinking about it for a long time, so forget it, he will handle the food matters himself, after all, I don't know how to cook, I can only solve the food problem by calling for takeout.

When it comes to eating for the rest of my life, I think of home, where is my and his home going to be settled? Domestic? Or abroad? It's still domestic, after all, his foreign language is relatively poor. Yes, speaking of which, he is just an ordinary human being, he speaks a foreign language, and his life is only a hundred years old at most, and I can live forever, after he dies, will I be lonely? Am I going to be alone again?

The world is unpredictable, if one day I leave this world before him, will he be lonely after I die? Will he suddenly forget about me and go find another girl? Oh, my desire to dominate is really strong and terrifying, even if he dies, he is forbidden to like other girls...... Immersed in fantasy, I was sometimes happy, sometimes melancholy, so I was confused by emotions and hugged him tighter and tighter, tighter and tighter, and more and more .......

I would hold him tighter and tighter, but I couldn't help it, because when I fantasized about happy and shy things, I would unconsciously tighten my arms and arms in order to suppress my excitement. When I fantasize about sad things, in order to get more warmth, my arms and arms will unconsciously tighten him again. So, immersed in my fantasies, I forgot what he was still suffering. I don't know how long I fantasized about it, nor how many times my arms and arms tightened him, until he said to me in a weak voice:

"Yes...... I'm sorry to disturb your sleep again. Nana, can you hold me tight, I feel ...... Feel happy, but can you not ...... Don't hold it too tightly, because I'm ...... I was out of breath, and I felt like my bones were ...... I'm about to be cut off by you."

After hearing him say these words in a trembling and weak voice, I got up from his arms and slapped him in the swollen face.

"I'm going to break your bones? When I, a girl who is only eleven years old and has no strength, hugs you tightly, and you dare to tell me that I am about to break your bones? Do you know that you are rude when you say this? Do you know that your words have seriously hurt the psychology of a girl who is only eleven years old? Does an eleven-year-old girl have that much strength? Or do you hate this girl?"

Seeing me react like this, his face, which was already haggard from the beginning of blood loss, became even more haggard and nervous.

"Yes...... I'm sorry, I really ...... I really don't mean to hate you, if I say the wrong thing, please ...... Please also ask Nana to teach me, please Nana teach me what to say at such a time...... Is that appropriate?"

I yelled at him, who couldn't even speak clearly:

"You idiot, when you encounter this situation, you should say: It's okay, if you are sad, please hold me tighter, if holding me tight can reduce your pain, then I am willing to break my bones, maybe my bones will be painful if they are broken, but if you are sad I will be more painful."

"Yes, I'm sorry, I say it again, I you off again, I'm ...... I'm sorry. It's okay, what if...... If you're upset, hug me even closer."

When his words "please hold me tighter" just fell, I instantly hugged him in my arms, and he himself had not reacted to the fact that I suddenly held him in my arms, looking at him panicked in my arms, my sense of accomplishment and excitement also suddenly appeared.

"Nana...... Nana...... You ......."

Just as he was about to say something in a trembling and weak voice, coupled with a panicked voice, I immediately stopped him in a gentle voice and with a smile:

"It's okay, you don't have to talk anymore, after all, your injury has already made you very painful, so don't force yourself to speak anymore, I know your heart for me, I know that you are very good, and I know that you don't hate me, and you don't hate me."

"But you have to know that I'm a shaker, and I'm still a girl with serious violent tendencies, so many times I don't know why I'm hitting you. But for me like this, you have never complained about me, nor have you ever hated me, and you have never really been angry with me, you are really a very stupid idiot, you are stupid enough not to hate me, so stupid that you will not really be angry with me, although you will sometimes say stupid things to me and do stupid things, but your stupidity brings me the most touching."

"Maybe you didn't notice or notice these touches of mine, but they have always been kept in my heart. Actually, many times I don't know that feeling is touched, after all, I'm a monster without any feelings, but I know that every time I am touched by you, I feel very happy in my heart, and then I will unconsciously smile from the depths of my heart."

"Thank you so much, thank you for being willing to tolerate me with such a serious violent tendency, thank you for being able to move me and make me smile from the bottom of my heart, thank you for making me happy to live in this world, no matter how others understand, I only know that I am happy and happy to be by your side, I only know that I am lucky and happy to meet you. I just want to stay with you forever, I don't want to leave you so stupid and lovely."

"So, I need a presence of you in my life, you are important to me, I don't want you to die, and I don't want you to leave my side."

I said that I don't know when I started to feel that my chest was starting to get wet, and I don't know when he started crying, I just know that he cried.

Yes, he was crying, I couldn't hear any of his cries, I could only clearly feel that my chest was already wet. For him who was more cute when I started crying on my chest, I also unconsciously became more excited, so driven by excitement, I hugged him tighter and tighter, but this time when I hugged him, he took the initiative to move closer to my chest, seeing him so silly and so childish, I also unconsciously smiled from the depths of my heart again.

"Thank you...... Thank you, this is ...... This is the first time I've heard someone say to me that I need my presence. Never have I ever...... I haven't been needed by others. I can hear Nana say she needs ...... I need it, I feel really...... Really happy and ...... Glad and thank you, I finally ...... Finally I am no longer alone."

His voice trembled as he said this, and there was a distinct cry in his trembling voice. Looking at him so silly and so childish, I smiled from the depths of my heart again, and at this time I didn't say a word, nor did I say a word, but my arms and arms hugged him tighter......

A floating cloud in the sky, a girl in the clouds.

The girl was sleeping on the knee of a man who had lost his left arm.

The boy slept with tears on his face, but the girl was melancholy but warm.

No matter what the world argues, they just want not to be separated.

Looking at him asleep in my arms, I unconsciously composed this messy poem, although I have written many poems, and each one is tens of thousands of times better than this one, but strangely I like this messy poem I made.

Why am I so weird? Why do I like this messy poem that I composed? Perhaps, maybe it's because I have such a strange you by my side?

Thank you, Mei Zuhe, I feel lucky and happy to be by your side, because you made me a lonely person no longer alone.

If one day I disappear, please don't forget me, because I don't allow you to forget me, and I don't allow you to like other girls, because you are my own, whether I live or I die, you belong to me alone. If you feel sad when I disappear, please cry out louder, the louder you cry, the better, because I don't want to see you who are in pain but still have to force your face to laugh.

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