I had insomnia last night and thought about it a lot!

I think Xiaowei, you have a deep misunderstanding of me!

I don't know if you remember, but a long time ago, I wanted to send you a specialty from my hometown, and I asked you for an address, but you politely refused.

Later, when I had a stalemate with you, I asked you for your mobile phone number, but you also refused.

Your QQ space is not open to me.,I know.,I also thought of this thing by chance.,And then I want to go in and have a look.。

I asked you for permission, but you didn't let me through.

These three incidents make me feel that my relationship with you may not be close enough.

Later, although you made a promise, I have been cautious, I want to talk to you more, I want you to trust me more, and I want you to be more at ease.

But at that time, it was late July, you were very busy, and I knew that you were very busy, and occasionally chatted, and it would take you a long time to reply, and I was worried that I would get bored if I pestered too much, so I kept the scale and the number of times.

Later, something happened to your family, and you were busy, tired, and annoyed, and you didn't even reply to me, which made me even more worried that you would hate me.

I've cut down on you.

I think it's okay to go through July, but after July, and at the beginning of August, you'll have some free time.

On July 28th, I found out that August 14th was the Qixi Festival, so I decided on the same day to give you a small gift on the Qixi Festival.

To be honest, I haven't figured out what your attitude towards me is, all along, it's always been me who took the initiative to find you, and I have hoped several times that you could take the initiative to find me and release some of your meaning, but you don't seem to care.

I feel like I still need to work hard, so I've been out of the field, caring about you, chatting with you, hoping to make you trust me more!

And the gift I am going to give you is not very valuable, but I have practiced four songs, and I am ready to sing it when the time comes, in the name of the words "Happy Tanabata", for you!

I am full of interest and confidence, starting from the 28th, practicing these four songs every day, and preparing to ask for your mobile phone number when I send them to you on the 14th!

- It's an afterthought, though, but my plan really was at the time!

You think I'm cowardly! It's because I've always kept in mind what you said, you said don't want a long-distance relationship! I thought that the relationship between me and you on the Internet was just that the lovers above the friend were not full!

I carefully maintain this relationship, hoping to win your favor little by little and make you like me!

I still vividly remember the promise you made to me on July 10th!

I was very happy at the time, but in late July, because of your busyness and some things happening in your family, I feel that my relationship with you is gradually cooling!

I'm sorry, but I did feel this way at the time, and your behavior of replying and not replying made me feel very insecure, and I was a little cranky for a while.

So I wrote the second letter - so strictly speaking, the previous one was the third and this one was the fourth!

I didn't give you this second letter, because you explained to me that day why you didn't reply to me, and I was relieved when I heard it.

But although this letter has not been sent, it has been placed on the computer desktop, and it has not been deleted, I will put it in the work related to you, if you read this letter, you can also look at another letter related to the work, maybe you can understand, why I have been cautious, why do you think I am 'cowardly'

In the second half of July, I feel that my relationship with you is cooling, but I think this should be temporary, and I hope that in August, you can regain your enthusiasm for me!

While I practice singing hard, I greet and chat with you every day.

Finally in August, you are free, the development of one, two, three, I feel very satisfied, I think the relationship between the two of us, finally on the formal, I just have to work the 14th, send a gift, maybe I can get a mobile phone number from you!

However, I didn't expect that on the night of the 3rd, everything would be shattered.

To be honest, during the day, I talked to you about fair and unfair things, I thought it was flirting, but you took me seriously (wry smile).

At night,You sent me a photo,It's beautiful,It's just that the pixel is a little low,The picture is a little dark,But I really didn't think you're ugly,I didn't think the photo was white or anything,I was also a straight man possessed by cancer.,Purely I think,Mi8The pixels are really too low! (Bitter smile.)

Of course, I quickly came back to my senses and felt that I had made up for the wrong thing and the wrong thing, but obviously, you had misunderstood me.

You were angry, but I thought that this anger would soon dissipate, but I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was such a long accusatory statement.

You pulled the black so quickly, you didn't even give me a chance to defend myself, and I was completely confused......

Because of the previous three nail encounters, I have always thought that you don't trust me very much, and I have always thought that you still insist on not having a long-distance relationship, and you only allow me to chase you after I meet your requirements and get to you!

But in retrospect, I was so cautious, so cautious, I was so wrong! T-T

I know it doesn't seem a little too late until you get angry that you wake up.

But I really care so much that I'm so careful with you!

I know your birthday is the 16th day of the 4th lunar month! I know you can cook spicy dishes, but I like to eat light food! Based on the fact that you ordered takeout twice, I guess you like to eat multigrain rice......

I groped little by little, little by little to understand you, and I didn't dare to enter your life too presumptuously and understand your circle of friends......

I thought that after August, my relationship with you would be normalized, and I would be able to do more......

But now it seems that I couldn't have been more wrong......

I regret it......

My heart aches......

You think I didn't take the initiative to understand you, in fact, I've been trying to understand you! It's just that I've always remembered what you said not to be in a long-distance relationship!

I thought that I could only get the key to open the door if I met your requirements, but I didn't expect that the key was always in my hand, and I, as long as I took a step closer, I could push the door open!

To be honest, I didn't really notice the color of the constellations or something...... I don't even know what my zodiac sign is, as for the colors I like...... Maybe that's the difference between a man and a woman!

Xiaowei, I don't know if you'll read this letter, I just hope you can give me another chance, okay?

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06:44:44 Aug 4, 2018