Elpis⑧

"It doesn't matter what happens if you have the ability, right?"

"Well, that's right. But...... I'm with Kaihara-san and Misaka-...... It's different......"

(Wouldn't that be too nerveless?) )

Although I thought so at the beginning, when I think about it, I can't say that there are any obvious mistakes.

Speaking of which, the Dome is able to understand this emotion. The feeling that you can't do it anyway is always not so pleasant.

However, is this feeling itself a misunderstanding?

The current self is different from the past self, but if you think about it, the powerless part is actually not any less than the past. On the contrary, because I stood in a higher place and understood the parts that I could not touch, I understood more of the "untouchable" categories.

So, why is it that I can be calm now?

The answer is not in the difference between the self in memory and the self in reality. The core content is the object of comparison.

Compared to others, it does not cause people to have negative emotions. In this world, there are always people who are more powerful than themselves. In fact, no one will not know this common sense.

No matter what, one's power is always limited. Even if it's the superpower of the school city LV.5 here,,I don't arrogantly think that I can be the enemy of the whole world.。

In fact, man is not a creature that can be dissatisfied with his limited abilities.

The reason why people feel unwilling is not such superficial things.

That kind of extreme unwillingness is actually dissatisfaction with one's past self.

In fact, as long as you feel that you have surpassed your former self, you will be able to look at your current self calmly.

The change in the state of mind of the dome is actually only because of this.

Why is this overlooked?

I always feel that Zuotian Tears is not the type who cares about how different she is from others, and I don't think she is a strong person, so I neglected this crucial point.

In fact, she doesn't care about the fact that she is not as good as others. All she cared about was the fact that she couldn't move forward anyway.

It was exactly the same feeling as I remembered that I didn't know if I really existed.

I would have overlooked such an important thing.

So when I heard the news from Hatsuharu that Saten was in a coma due to using the Fantasy Mite, the person who was hit the hardest was actually her.

"Kaihara-san, would you like to hear my opinion?"

After the marriage, Mitsuko put down the teacup and put on a rather formal look. Although she usually gives people a proud peacock-like feeling, as a well-bred eldest lady, when she puts on such a look, she also looks quite bold.

"Please."

"I don't think you're fit to put on a look like that."

After marriage, Photon asserted.

They only sat together to drink tea because they happened to meet, and originally just wanted to enjoy a little leisure time, but they discovered a side of the dome that was not well known.

To put it a little excessively, she even felt a little happy. Because only at this time, I will feel that the girl in front of me is actually just an ordinary person.

"Huh?"

"Like you know, I'm not one to be accommodating. I used to want to show my good side to others, thinking that in this way I would be recognized by others. I never actually thought about others, and in retrospect, it was really my shortcoming. After the marriage, Mitsuko said this in a rather emotional tone, "But even so, I still don't want to accommodate others now." ”

Dome tilted her head in confusion, she didn't quite understand why Mitsuko would say such a thing after marriage.

"You see, I know that there are people who are stronger than me, and there must be people who are weaker than me. So what? Is that why I have to think about so many things outside of myself? No kidding. ”

After the wedding, Mitsuko put down the teacup, picked up the folding fan and turned it between his fingers.

"By the same token, if a friend is in trouble, I don't care why. I just need to know the thing and do what I can to help. Let me understand my friend's thoughts? Sorry that's not my style. It's not like I can't do anything. ”

As she spoke, she pointed her folding fan at Doni's forehead.

"I don't want to know the specific situation of Saten-san, I just want to know if you can't do anything in this matter? Come, answer me. ”

For a moment, Dome realized that he couldn't say anything.

Indeed, because she often performs too well, it is easy to unconsciously ignore a point.

As Mitsuki Umihara once said, she is so accustomed to seeing and thinking from the perspective of others that she is always habitually unaware of what she can do. She needed someone to remind her to realize what she was holding.

She is not like Mitsuki Haihara, who is always able to grasp the conditions she has. Responding to other people's expectations is not something she's good at.

In other words, she's actually a girl with an extremely bad ability to make decisions on her own. Although she is not weak, it can even be said that she is quite strong.

In this sense, she is actually quite dependent on others. She needs the help of others to be able to clear her direction.

This is something that most people don't notice, and she can barely be considered a shortcoming.

"So, what's your answer?"

After the marriage, Photon opened the folding fan with a "snap". Waiting for her answer.

Is she the kind of person who can't do anything?

With a little thought, she could actually think of the answer.

Although Mitsuko used a somewhat rude tone and behavior after the marriage, Dome smiled softly with a delicate expression that almost made people breathless. She stood up and bowed to Mitsuko.

This is the most sincere gratitude she can express.

_

Actually, it's a very different thing.

She really isn't good at relying on individuals to make decisions. However, once she decides something, she will never hesitate and be indecisive.

It is true that she rarely takes the initiative to respond to the expectations of others and pays little attention to what she can do. However, this is by no means to say that she will disappoint. On the contrary, when she realized this, she never disappointed even once.

Compared to Mitsuki Umihara, there is indeed a lack of initiative in her character. But once the matter is decided, she will go more resolutely than Mitsuki Haihara. And, too, tend to be better.

Therefore, although her understanding and investigation of this incident are much slower than that of Mitsuki Haihara, her progress far exceeds that of Mitsuki Haihara, who relies on sorting out other people's conclusions to get answers.

And her conclusions were obtained completely alone.

Relying on the theoretical knowledge she possessed, she skipped all the links and went straight to the heart of her superpowers—personal reality.

Regardless of the way the ability improvement is achieved, there is one thing that is certainly not to be skipped. That is a change in AIM's proliferation stance.

Starting from this simplest and most basic assumption, in just half a day, combined with the possibilities discussed with Mitsuki Haihara before, she completed her own inference.

In that sense, she was quite lonely. There was almost no partner to walk with her.

That's fine. Regardless of who they are, there will always be some people who will always be able to go alone.

The so-called form of creation is actually like this.

Collating the results of her calculations into a book, citing the results of research on AIM's diffusion stance, she used clever mathematical skills to arrive at a set of modified formulas.

This is the key to quantifying the results of the AIM diffusion stance.

The same equation was accidentally pieced together by interpolation after a month. Before that, they had been working on the subject for two years.

Although the Dome was based on the equations that came up with their research papers, they also have a credit for this result. But one thing cannot be denied, that is, in just half a day, the dome has topped out a building that has been built for two whole years.

This process is quite similar to the Fermi and atomic shell models.

At this time, of course, no one knows this yet. Even Dome himself didn't pay any attention to this. All she cared about was the need to use it.

It wasn't until after the end of the event that the set of equations obtained by Dome was put on the public board in the center of Tokiwadai by an eventful LV.5. And it is only after the research institute has come to a conclusion that it is really noticed.

At this time, Dome just wanted to better detect the change in AIM's proliferation stance with instruments. What she thought of after getting the equation system was also the part that Mitsuki Umihara was aware of. That's the effect of the Braginsky limit on accuracy. Therefore, she also thought of borrowing quantum non-destructive sensors.

But one thing needs to be clarified here, that is, in fact, the approach originally envisaged by Mitsuki Haihara will not bear fruit. Because he did not have the correction of the equation that he had obtained from the dome, even if he borrowed a detector and a quantum non-destructive sensor, he would not be able to measure the correct value. He did not know that the detection of AIM's proliferation stance was missing this critical link.

In other words, if he had borrowed the quantum non-destructive sensor in front of the dome at that time, the two of them would have been in trouble together.

This can only be described as a coincidence. Under a factor of complete luck, the two staggered the way forward, but in the end, they both reached the common goal in the way they are best at and got the best results.

On this point, the assessment of the Russians can be described as hitting the nail on the head.

Of course, that's all for later.

At that time, the Dome that borrowed the probe did only one thing, and that was to rush as fast as possible to the location indicated by the probe to see the greatest change in AIM's proliferation stance.

She believed that there must be the final answer to the entire fantasy Mite incident.

This judgment is correct. But again, it also made her miss an opportunity.

An opportunity she had been looking for for many years.

And this opportunity, if she hadn't made such a move, was very likely to get.

It can only be said that it is still the word full of mystery, which affects everything unconsciously.

Serendipity.

That's too hard to predict, to be expected, to be predicted.