It's finally time to wait for this day, and it's really not easy.

Maybe for all of you, maybe it's just a book that you like to complete an achievement.

But for the sky, others may not be able to understand the bitterness, and I may not be able to describe it clearly in words.

Presence was officially released on October 9, 2017, and it has been more than half a year now.

In fact, there is one thing I have never told you, but many book friends in the readership are also concerned.

Sky, when will you and your fiancée get married? I'm still waiting to give the money.

But in fact, Sky Tears has not had a fiancée since September 2017.

Of course, Sky Tears is not married in the current household register.

So, I think I made it clear.

I'm not here to complain to you, so I won't say what happened or why, it doesn't matter, because it's all in the past.

Before God opened the book, the days in the sky were really bad, sometimes the love was too deep, it was easy to fall in, and it was difficult to climb out.

In addition, the work of the sky has also encountered problems.

Also prepare new books.

During that time, generally speaking, when people encounter this situation, they should have a good desolation and a good decadence for a while.

What Sky is saying here is that I didn't choose to go to the debauchery and decadence.

I didn't tell anyone how much I was going through during this time, I just told myself over and over again that I was going to make it.

And when I really succeed in making it through, I can tell you in the most bland tone what happened during this time, I think, I need to tell you, I really need to tell you.

People will suffer for a while once in a while, but if they are trapped in it and do not pull it out, it is very likely that they will suffer for a lifetime.

Half a year ago, I thought, I can be very miserable now, but I still have a future.

I just lost something, not my all.

I've done my best for her, so I don't need to, and I shouldn't feel sorry for her.

So, I asked the company for a month off.

Not to relax and play, but to refine the outline of Divine Arrival.

Man, the road always has to go ahead.

Therefore, I postponed the opening of the new book for three months.

It's because I need to write about God's Presence well.

I can't compromise the quality of my book for other reasons.

Now, it is about to enter June 2018.

Although the results of Divine Presence seem to be unsatisfactory, I have not asked for time off once, not once.

The number of updates every day is not much, but I definitely take care to ensure the quality well.

The story of Divine Presence is still very long, and I need to be cautious and cautious so that you can see a high-quality non-TJ and non-unfinished book.

The doctor told me that my life needed to be regulated.

Because my own job is also related to computers, and I come back to write in the evening, I spend most of my day sitting in front of the computer.

My hands are strained every day.

My spine has also become more fragile.

The doctor said that in a long time, maybe at the age of 30, my hands will be useless, and at the age of 40, my waist will not be able to straighten.

My daily work had to be cut.

So, my goal at that time was.

1. I know that I may not be able to forget her in this life, but I have the qualifications to let go of her.

2. Or, God is about to be defeated, and he will not write in the future. Or, God rises, quits his job, and concentrates on writing.

And now, Sky is really happy to tell you that I have let go, the first point I have done, and the second point is not yet, but there is still a good chance to try again.

So, today's million-word testimonial, I'm not here to complain, I'm here to tell you the results and conclusions!

Sky has long said that no matter what day it comes, there is one central idea that will not change when I write a book, and that is positive energy.

Words that sound like a lot of fuck-up, words that many people might dismiss.

Positive energy.......

But isn't that the case, the sword is like this, and the god is still here.

Never give up on hard work and hope for the future.

Otherwise, what is the meaning of living like the walking dead every day?

In the past, you could say that I was just writing stories, and they were all fake and unreal.

But now, the author himself is telling you about his own experience in the last half a year.

In the end, I was relieved, I let go, I came out of this blow, and I was even willing to promise my parents to try to contact other girls.

I have a lot of work pressure, and the only time I can squeeze out every day is after dinner in the evening, lose games, lose movies and TV series, and lose all entertainment activities, but I still haven't taken a day off, and I still try to ensure the quality of writing millions of words today.

My grades are not good, and just like the original Jianlin, the road of Shenlin is very bumpy, and the manuscript fee for the first one on the shelves is 616 yuan.

I smiled and said to the book friends in the group, I'll go, the first month of the sword is six hundred and twenty, and it's still a little short.

But it doesn't matter, Presence will get more and more exciting.

Today, Sky can already get 3,000 manuscript fees a month.

Although it is absolutely impossible for this manuscript fee to support the expenses of a family, Shenlin has been growing and his grades have been going up, this is hope!

I can tell you right now that you can complain and even curse about the difficulties you face now or in the future.

But don't doubt yourself, never!

You can go and beat it.

You must be able to, there is a living example, an example around you, an example that has happened recently.

The books I write, the positive energy I write, are never false, I have always believed in it, so I will do it.

When I am willing to tell you these things now, it means that I have succeeded.

God is in the million-word process, and it will definitely get better and better in the future, and one day, my manuscript fee will definitely support me to quit my job and write with peace of mind.

My body is not overloaded as it is now.

Maybe one day it will wait for a new person to come and live in the empty space of the heart.

Hard work, perseverance, faith.

Everything will pass, it will pass.

Just like Chu Nan and An Ruoxuan, they faced a desert where birds don't poop at the beginning, and they also survived together.

God cannot bear to fail the efforts and hopes of any good person.

I hope that the book lovers who read my books can be influenced by me and my books from my books, and can gain more spiritual strength in their future lives.

If it's always been refreshing, pushing down and pushing down, it's just a pile of words, not a story.

Well, one last thing to say from Sky is called "Commitment Periodic Review".

Do you remember the three promises that Sky has told you from the very beginning?

1. Only earn money with conscience.

2. Unless there is a major event, it will not be interrupted.

3. Update and quality, always choose quality first.

OK, now the Divine Presence has a million words, at least, in this period of time, these three points, the sky has done its best.

The sky said, if one day I change my original intention just for money, then please don't read my book in the future, and I will consciously close my pen.

Anyway, if you don't write a book, the sky is good enough to have some ability, and it's absolutely no problem to be a staff member in the company, maybe you can be a manager or something after a few years.

I've never wanted to be a billionaire in my life, but of course, I can be the best.

But either way, the first thing I want to do is that I have a clear conscience.

In front of all of you, I don't feel that I have to be high as an author, nor do I feel that you are the father of the gold owner and have to keep your voice down.

I am who I am, and I have always treated you as friends and equals.

It's almost, don't talk too much to everyone, I think, it's enough to say so much, and I believe that book friends who read it seriously will understand.

But in the end, I would like to say to all the book friends who have been chasing God's presence:

It's hard work, sorry I'm slower.

I also want to say sorry to all the book friends who don't hesitate to take a "huge amount of money" to reward.,Sometimes I can't thank you in the chapter message.,It's been half a year.,It's not easy to get through.,So,Please understand.。

The story of Divine Presence is still very long, I used to expect it to be five million words, but in fact, according to the urine nature of the sky writing, I probably can't write that much, because I don't deliberately water it.233 ......

The next time I write a testimonial, I hope it is to write good news, that is, to write about what God has finally risen, and all the tears in the sky are about to become God, and so on, and then I will thank all the book friends for giving face so much......

Ahem, okay, stop dreaming, keep your feet on the ground, and life goes on.

I wish all book friends good health and never a shortage of books.

(End of chapter)