Chapter 61: Du Yanhang's introspection

Du Yanhang is also a little embarrassed now.

Just now, I just had that impulse for a moment, but now that I think about it, I seem to have gone too far.

Du Yanhang shook his head and threw out the messy thoughts in his mind, feeling a very strange feeling in his heart.

Feel sorry for Qi Duxue? To be honest, Du Yanhang really didn't feel that way, and even had a strange sense of relief. Feel like a carrot? But I can't feel that I have that kind of feeling for Ling Chen in my heart. Therefore, Du Yanhang doesn't know what to do now, although he said that he had broken up with Qi Duxue, but after all, he broke up because of a misunderstanding, and Du Yanhang always had a feeling in his heart that after the misunderstanding was solved, he could get back together. It's just that Du Yanhang may not have felt it himself, because Qi Duxue's distrust of him made his feelings for her fade a lot in an instant.

Obviously, before that day, I still liked that girl so much, and that feeling had never changed, but at that moment, I even hated her a little in my heart.

"I have dreamed that you and Mo Wei have become a couple again, I have dreamed that you and Tingting have become a couple again, and even Xing Chuchu, Kong Minghan and Guangyan, but I have never dreamed of a world where I became the person next to you."

Lu Qingyuan's words suddenly appeared in his mind, and Du Yanhang couldn't wait to slap himself immediately.

Have you really become a carrot? But now, Du Yanhang also understands a little why he became a couple with Ling Chen in Lu Qingyuan's dream. If something didn't happen, and if this matter was postponed a little bit later, maybe I would really become a couple with Ling Chen, maybe I just made that decision because of the pity for her in my heart......

"That, Brother Lingwen......"

Du Yanhang turned his head to look at Ling Chen, revealing a somewhat embarrassed smile: "I'm sorry, I ...... at the time"

"No need to apologize." Ling Chen shook his head with a smile and sat down beside Du Yanhang, "I know why Brother Lingwen did that at that time, and I won't think about it much." ”

Hearing Chen's words, Du Yanhang didn't know what to say. Is this girl bad in the early hours of the morning? How can it be? Maybe at first she wanted to take advantage of herself, but later, what she has been doing for everyone, everyone has seen. It's just that Du Yanhang himself understands that just like Liang Ruolan at that time, he doesn't have the feeling of being a lover in his heart for her, so he shouldn't deceive her, that will only make her sad.

"Mo Wei ......"

"Huh? What's wrong? ”

"Nothing." Du Yanhang shook his head and swallowed his words back, but after thinking about it again, he still asked the question, "Am I not a special thing?" ”

"Why do you ask?" Ling Chen asked with some confusion.

"When I was in school, I was already a couple with Xiaoxue, but I still got a little confused with you......" Du Yanhang felt a little uncomfortable, "I should have separated myself from you a long time ago, but I have been provoking your feelings in various things...... When it comes to feelings, I'm too indecisive. ”

Ling Chen suddenly didn't know what to say, she didn't have such an idea, but when she heard Du Yanhang say this, she also had some such feelings, but she always felt that something was not right: "Actually, this is also something that has no choice." I feel that for a person like Brother Lingwen, who values feelings, what you did was not wrong. Without your encouragement and help, I wouldn't have gotten this far, and maybe I'm still a puppet of Dusty Whisper...... So I want to thank you, at least from my point of view, that you're not doing anything wrong. It's just that this may be ...... I'm a little sorry for the light snow. Maybe Xiaoxue gradually became distrustful of Brother Lingwen in these things, so this kind of thing happened. If Brother Lingwen had kept your distance from us from the beginning, maybe we would have lived a more miserable life, but Xiaoxue would definitely be able to live a happier life now. If she still believes in you like that, at least in this sad time, there is still Brother Lingwen who can be by her side......"

Du Yanhang was silent, what Ling Chen said was very reasonable, maybe he can be regarded as a good companion, and he has done a lot for the people around him, but he is not a qualified boyfriend at all, let his lover disappoint him, let her stop believing in herself little by little, these are clearly caused by herself, all the cause and effect are generated by herself, and no one can blame her......

"Mo Wei, thank you, I understand a lot of things." Du Yanhang smiled and nodded, he secretly made up his mind in his heart.

Obviously, he is a person who is fighting for the happiness of the people around him, but he always makes his closest people suffer, Xie Qingquan was also at the beginning, and then Yue Mohan was too, and now Qi Duxue is too, it seems that they have nothing to do with themselves, but their tragedies are caused by many things, and they are their own fault.

If he didn't have to take revenge, Xie Qingquan would not have been infected with the virus and died. If he could still maintain some vigilance at that time, maybe he would be able to protect Yue Mohan. If she could care more about her feelings, Qi Duxue would not be disappointed in herself and would not misunderstand herself......

At the end of the day, it's all your own fault! But these mistakes are irreparable.

I can only do my best to make up for all this.

Suddenly, Du Yanhang felt a little grateful to the organization of Chenyu, at least it gave him a chance to make up for it.

Sighing softly, Du Yanhang retracted the thoughts in his heart and looked at Ling Chen on the side, who was also looking at him.

"Mo Wei, I won't make those mistakes again in the future. It may be impossible to do everything perfectly, but I will do my best to do everything well. After Du Yanhang said this, he stood up directly. I could see that there was something in his eyes that had changed.

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"General Wu, General Zhong, Colonel Yang and Colonel Jing, welcome to your arrival." Two days later, Major General Gao finally waited for the troops who came to assist, and he was a little relieved in his heart.

"General Gao, this time has been hard, and Lao Zhong and I will definitely help each other in the future." Wu Guofei laughed, "General Gao, don't worry, we are just here to assist, the real command is still in the hands of General Gao, and we won't say anything." ”

"Thank you." Major General Gao also breathed a sigh of relief, for Wu Guofei and Zhong Zhenxiong, he still knows a lot, these two generals are former subordinates of Commander Kong, and they are both very righteous iron-blooded generals, so Major General Gao is not worried that they will cheat or play tricks or something.

However, for Colonel Yang and Colonel Jing, he had a headache. Originally, the leaders of special forces like them were arrogant, and this Colonel Yang was the "best" among them, so his Xuanming unit was also disliked by many people. Compared with Colonel Yang of the Xuanming Army, Colonel Jing of the Dijiang Army is much better, but it is only relatively.

"General Gao, Colonel Zheng, the two of us came this time, mainly to deal with the opponent's ability holder, I hope the general can Beihe us act." Sure enough, although Colonel Yang was only a colonel, he had an commanding tone in his conversation with the officer who was a general, which made Major General Gao sound very unhappy.

"Colonel Yang, Colonel Jing, about those few servants, I will hand them over to your Xuanming troops and Dijiang troops." Colonel Zheng had dealt with these people a lot, and he knew how to deal with them.

"Colonel Zheng, our Xuanming Force and your Tianwu Army are also husband and wife, so it's a bit wrong to hand them all over to us, right?" Colonel Yang directly heard the hidden meaning of Colonel Zheng's words, and immediately fought back.

Colonel Zheng frowned, didn't say anything more, his intentions were detected, and he didn't say anything more, anyway, there are still people talking here, and he is not afraid that the two of them will be able to make a fuss.

"Hello, two generals, two colonels." At this time, Mr. H also came over, "The old man is a cadre of Chenyu, and his code name is H, because one of those people is a traitor to our Chenyu, and he is here to act together." ”

In order to improve his prestige, Mr. H directly said things like "cadres" and "old husbands", which always felt a little strange.

Colonel Yang frowned tightly, he didn't expect to kill such an old Cheng halfway, which made him a little unhappy. Although he said that he was a soldier and a member of the country, he was very clear about the deterrent power of the organization of Dust Whisper, after all, people are organizations that can resurrect the dead, who is not greedy for this technology? These soldiers are not very clear about the specific situation in the dust language, but they also know that those who have a single letter code, some of the people in the first letter are under very great power, and the letter "H" is relatively high in the front, so it doesn't matter if you are careful.

It's just that, except for ABCDEF, in fact, the identities of the other members of Dust Language are the same, but this point is unknown to everyone else except for Dust Language. I guess this is also the reason why Chenyu asked Mr. H to come out to negotiate, after all, his letters are relatively high.

"It turned out to be a friend of Dusty Language, easy to talk about." Colonel Yang immediately greeted him with a smile, "Everyone is contributing to the country, so don't say so many polite words." ”

Hearing Colonel Yang's words, Wu Guofei and Zhong Zhenxiong both frowned tightly, but after all, they were not generals of the special forces, so they couldn't control this guy at all, and they could only sulk on the sidelines. As for Major General Gao, he breathed a sigh of relief, at least his command should still be able to be kept.