Chapter 321: Resistance
When Ji Ran heard Jiao Anlei's words, he quickly shook his head, "No, I didn't mean to tease you, I just wanted to be at the same table with you, isn't it good to make friends?" ”
Hearing Ji Ran say this, Jiao Anlei's eyes became even more unconfident, a dignified beautiful school girl, she actually wants to be friends with a boy with poor grades and ugly appearance?
How is this possible?
Even if you can figure it out with your toes, there must be something greasy in it.
Jiao Anlei is used to being indifferent to girls on weekdays, so suddenly there is a school flower-level beauty who takes the initiative to be friends with him, but he is very uncomfortable, and even resists.
Ji Ran looked at Jiao Anlei's distrustful gaze, and felt a little regretful in his heart, why was he so unconfident?
Could it be that his classmates are very indifferent to him on weekdays, so he lost confidence in his classmates?
The more Jiao Anlei has no self-confidence and the more he has low self-esteem, the more Ji Ran feels that he needs help.
Maybe it's because I'm really too cold on weekdays, so I didn't notice that there was such an inferior boy next to me.
In the face of this kind of classmates in the class, she felt that she had an obligation to let him get better slowly.
"I advise you not to waste your efforts, we are not people of the same world, and I don't have any money to satisfy your vanity, and you can't get any sense of accomplishment from me, don't waste your time." Jiao Anlei lowered his head and said, as if he was talking to himself.
However, Ji Ran knew that he was saying it to himself, but he didn't have the courage to say these words to himself.
Although Jiao Anlei's words were very harsh, Ji Ran did not blame him, but sympathized with him.
Because Ji Ran used to be a boy who was uncared for, had low self-esteem, and had no self-confidence, she understood the pain of being indifferent and having no friends, so seeing Jiao Anlei at this moment, Ji Ran felt that she was more obligated to let him regain his self-confidence.
If a person does not have self-confidence, he will not be able to accomplish anything, and a person without self-confidence will be like living in a corner without sunlight, and after a long time, the soul will become moldy.
"Jiao Anlei, I think you misunderstood me, I really didn't mean to tease you, if you don't believe me, let's be at the same table for a few days, okay? If, after a few days, you still hate me like that, then I'll leave and go back to my old place, okay? Ji Ran said to Jiao Anlei very sincerely.
When Jiao Anlei heard this, he glanced at Ji Ran suspiciously, only glanced at it briefly, and then quickly turned his head.
He didn't believe Ji Ran, he didn't believe it at all, because he was often teased by his classmates since junior high school, I remember that in the second year of high school, he had been secretly in love with a girl for a long time, and suddenly confessed to him, he was so excited that he couldn't, and he stupidly believed it, the girl said to him, [If you really like me, just run ten laps on the playground and come back and say "I love you" loudly], as a result, it rained heavily that day, and he was really on the playground, stupidly ran ten laps.
When he finally returned to the class, the whole class burst into laughter, and everyone thought he was stupid and laughed at his stupidity.
And that girl laughed the most, but the laugh was the most cruel.
Her smiling face has always been deeply imprinted in Jiao Anlei's heart, becoming an eternal shame in his heart, he doesn't want to be a fool anymore, he doesn't want to be ridiculed by others anymore.
Since then, Jiao Anlei has never believed in any girl, no matter what kind of mentality the other party has in contact with him, he has avoided it, so until now, Jiao Anlei has never really dated any girl.
Jiao Anlei likes to watch martial arts very much, especially the old martial arts decades ago, which is his favorite.
He likes to immerse himself in the world of martial arts alone, forget all kinds of troubles in reality, and incarnate himself into various heroes in martial arts.
He especially likes "Heaven and Dragon Slayer", especially the description of Zhang Wuji's most miserable and depressed childhood, he sees it the most, he always feels that his various encounters are the hardships that Zhang Wuji experienced when he was a child, and he believes that one day, he will also be like Zhang Wuji, becoming the focus of attention.
Although the reality is cruel, this thought in his heart has never been extinguished.
No matter how humble a person is, he also has the dream of getting ahead.
Of course, among many martial arts, there is a sentence that makes Jiao Anlei the most distracted, that is, Zhang Wuji's mother Zhao Min said when she said goodbye to him, in this world, the more beautiful a woman is, the more she can deceive people, she keeps Zhang Wuji away from beautiful women, this is a mother's advice to her son when she is dying.
Regardless of the geometry of the fictional components, this sentence is as unshakable as the supreme truth in Jiao Anlei's heart.
When he read this sentence for the first time, his heart trembled fiercely, and the girl who teased him back then instantly appeared in his mind, and his down-and-out and stupid appearance that day, and the shame of that day, which made him have a deeper understanding of this sentence.
Therefore, when he saw Ji Ran, who was known as the most beautiful school flower in the past hundred years of S University, the protective film deep in his heart protected him firmly, like a hedgehog covered with spikes all over his body, not allowing anyone to approach the softest part of his body.
Ji Ran looked at Jiao Anlei's resistant mood and sighed helplessly, but she didn't give up, this seems to be a good challenge for her, if she can make a boy like Jiao Anlei regain her self-confidence, then what difficulties will there be in the future?
"Okay, if you still don't believe me, then I won't say anything, you just treat me as your substitute teacher, another purpose for me to be at the same table with you is to let you improve your grades, your grades have been bad in the last half semester, is it the wrong way to study?
If you have any learning difficulties, I can help you. Ji Ran looked at Jiao Anlei and asked.
"I don't need your help, it doesn't matter to you whether your grades are good or not, you're just a substitute teacher." Jiao Anlei said unappreciatively.
"Hey, I said, why are you like this? I'm kind enough to help you, are you still raising the bar like this, is it interesting? Ji Ran said with some emotion, but as soon as the words came out, he regretted it a little.
However, if he said it, he couldn't take it back, so he had to freeze in embarrassment.
"I'm such a person, I don't need anyone's help, and I don't need to thank you, if I were you, just go back to my old position instead of wasting time here." After Jiao Anlei finished speaking, he put on earplugs and listened to music.
(End of chapter)