Leng Xuetong didn't know what Xia Xin recalled.

She didn't know what Xia Xin had experienced, she could only judge from Xia Xin's expression, it must be an extremely painful memory.

It was so painful that Xia Xin wanted to die.

She didn't know what the relationship between Xia Xin and Xia Ye was, and what the relationship was between her and the Xia family, she couldn't interject at all.

However, she could see that Xia Xin was in pain, and Xia Ye was also in pain.

What's wrong with this world?

Leng Xuetong took a lot of effort to get the unconscious Xia Xin to the bed, and she had to help Xia Xin take off her clothes.

After thinking about it, she went to get a towel again, wiped the blood on Xia Xin's neck with difficulty, and then came to the balcony, clasped her hands, and stared blankly at the stars outside.

It's really eventful.

This time I have to go to that house again, facing a large group of people, I am afraid that I will not have a good time.

She didn't even think about how she should deal with it, and she didn't expect that something would happen to Xia Xin's side first.

Night......

No one knows Xia Xin's feelings for Xia Ye better than her,

What Xia Xin did in the past, she looked deeply at it.

If she can, she'll help a little bit.

She knows best that it is the summer night that supports Xia Xin's life, and the summer night is all he has.

And, Summer Night, in fact, she can't see through it, she has long realized that Summer Night is not an ordinary child.

It's just that she never thinks badly.

Because she can also feel that Xia Ye has a strong dependence on Xia Xin.

She felt that Xia Xin was also all about Xia Ye.

The two have always relied on each other, and no one can miss anyone.

Why do you have to do this, that woman......

"Leng Xuetong doesn't understand human feelings", this sentence is not entirely true.

She won't do it, but there are some worldly things that she can see, and her heart is like a mirror.

It's just that she doesn't want to be worldly, to be like everyone else, the perfunctory smile that is superficial, the kind of hypocritical politeness, and the superfluous twisting thoughts, looking ahead and backward, and considering all kinds of scruples.

She didn't like any of that.

She wants to be true to herself.

Be firm in your own path, do what you want to do, don't care what others think, don't do things just to make others happy and let others think highly of yourself.

She doesn't want her life to become like that kind of woman.

looks elegant and dignified, looks graceful and noble, and is surrounded by people, in fact, in Leng Xuetong's opinion, these people cannot be regarded as a complete person, they are just puppets, puppets of interests, or puppets of power, or puppets of other things.

Do these people have a soul of their own?

What attracts Xia Xin the most is Xia Xin's real energy, she will not deceive, she will not think about any hypocrisy, politeness, superficiality, just to improve the evaluation of others.

For example, Xia Xin often goes to work in the Love Club, not for the eyes of others, but just because Xia Xin wants to do it himself.

At first, she also went, but then I didn't know who spread the news that she often participated in the Love Club, and then the number of people in the Love Club skyrocketed, and everyone rushed to do it, so she didn't go, and it was enough to have those people.

Also, Xia Xin often helps others, it's not for getting anything, what kind of thanks, what reward, Xia Xin doesn't care, he will do it, just because he wants to do it.

Be the most authentic version of yourself.

In her world, this kind of reality is almost non-existent.

and Xia Xin's feelings for Xia Ye, which have always been very touching.

Leng Xuetong often asked herself, assuming that she encountered the same thing as Xia Xin.

If you swap your identities with Xia Xin, lose your parents when you are a teenager, and you won't be treated by anyone, do you really dare to take over such a sister, while coming out to make a living alone, you have to take care of an ignorant sister, can you be so strong as Xia Xin.

She wasn't sure, she felt like she couldn't do it.

She has always felt that material, background, appearance, these superficial things cannot determine a person's true value.

It should be the soul that determines the value of a person.

A true soul that insists on oneself and implements one's beliefs is precious and noble!

Maybe this idea is a bit of a fantasy, with a little bit of a little girl's unrealistic naïve fantasy.

But, she did think so.

Xia Xin has something that others don't have...... Soul!

Xia Xin has just ...... What do you recall?

Immediately, Leng Xue Tong thought of her original environment again.

In the glitzy and wealthy environment in which she was originally located, this kind of soul would never be seen.

This time I went back and lost the Yin and Yang Twin Jade, even if my grandmother hurt herself again, I was afraid that she would not spare her ......

She could even imagine the faces of some of them.

It's really what you want to do.

While she was thinking, a phone rang, disturbing her thoughts.

Leng Xuetong looked at the caller ID, and said in her heart, trouble is coming.

As soon as I picked up the phone, a female voice came from my phone.

"Yo, Miss Bao, our Princess Bao, can't you come yet, this shelf is big enough, everyone came over 3 days in advance to accompany grandma to be lively, but I'm waiting for you."

Leng Xuetong had a cold little face, and replied lightly, "There is something wrong with me here, and what I will arrive on time is, is there something?" ”

"It's okay, it's just that grandma misses you, I want you to come over early, there are so many of us, I guess you haven't been able to make her happy alone, don't you know, at the dinner at Yeming Lake, grandma asked you every once in a while, and almost called you back in front of so many uncles and aunts, sometimes I really envy you, no matter how much we do, it's not as good as you coming back for a few days this year......"

“…… I'll get over as soon as I can, and I miss grandma too. ”

"Okay, then I'll be angry with you, since you haven't come back for the past two days, I'll requisition this exclusive 'Crystal Palace' of yours for a few nights, I like the angle of looking at the stars here, anyway, it's not something that belongs to you."

"As you please." Leng Xue pupil said in his heart, looking at the angle of the stars? Or look at my perspective?

“……”

The two chatted perfunctorily for a few more words, and then hung up the conversation.

Of course, Leng Xuetong could hear the deeper meaning of the other party's words, a little demonstration, and the taste of deliberate bullying.

The other party is mocking, hinting that he occupies the magpie's nest.

There are three meanings hidden in one sentence, is this the so-called social communication?

Or is it interesting that the upper class is like this?

Aren't you tired?

Why can't it be simpler and more realistic?

Leng Xuetong shook her head and decided not to think about her family anymore, she was now worried about Xia Xin.

However, this kind of thing can only rely on Xia Xin's own efforts.

There was a ...... in that woman's body An air of disgusting hypocrisy.

……

……

The next day, Leng Xuetong got up at six o'clock.

But Xia Xin didn't get up.

As usual, she sat on the sofa and watched TV quietly for a while, and then when the clock on the wall turned to 8 o'clock, she gently opened the door of Xia Xin's room, glanced at it, and found that Xia Xin was still sleeping with her head covered, so she didn't bother.

Leng Xuetong went downstairs to buy a cup of soy milk, bought 3 meat buns, and then came up again and put them on Xia Xin's bedside table, and then walked out of the room with quiet steps.

She arrives at the school and takes care of the last bit of work left in the student council.

In the corridor, there were still sparse people left to greet her, "Chairman Leng." ”

"Chairman Leng."

"Chairman Leng ......"

Most of them have already gone back.

Then, she meets White Feather.

Bai Yu walked over with a smile, "You haven't left yet, why don't you have a meal together and talk to you about something......"

……

……

Xia Xin actually knew that Leng Xuetong had opened the door.

Although he buried himself tightly in the quilt, although it was very light, he still clearly heard the sound of Leng Xuetong opening the door.

He felt Leng Xue Hitomi come to the position of the bedside table, but he didn't want to get up to say hello.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I was filled with scenes of blood in my memories.

I killed my parents, I killed night and night, I killed a lot of people, I was really ugly.

The world is so scary.

He felt that hiding under the covers was the best, safest, and warmest.

Just getting up to go to the toilet made him feel that the world was so cold that it seemed to freeze him.

Even the air was stinging his skin, making him want to die in pain.

Xia Xin really hopes that he can just sleep like this, so that he won't think about superfluous things.

Preferably, it would be better to be able to sleep without waking up.

Yes, that's it, it's easy to sleep, and you don't have to think about anything.

There is no need to go out to face this cruel world and the bloody reality.

He found that he was not as brave as he thought.

He understands Wu Ziwen now.

Xia Xin wanted to just nest in the quilt until the end of the world.

Just die!

This is what he thinks from the bottom of his heart.

It's best for someone like yourself to die!

He hates the world.

Hate yourself even more!!