Chapter 59: The Subtle Influence
Bai Ze failed, and the adjustments of the previous months did not allow him to continue to suppress his negative emotions, but was further eroded by it.
In fact, when Bai Ze was adjusting, he had already found that his method was useless now, and he couldn't suppress negative emotions again.
So, after struggling inwardly for a long time, he decided to let go of his heart, let the erosion and integration of negative emotions, and planned to restore his true self.
Bai Ze also felt that since he had left the original world, and he couldn't even recover his divine power here, what was the use of continuing to restrain himself? Can you still become a saint?
And even if he completely blends with negative emotions, he doesn't necessarily become an evil person, maybe he was too radical before.
At the beginning, Bai Ze chose to abandon part of himself in order to become a saint, but hundreds of millions of years later, he is still only a quasi-saint, and he can't see any hope of becoming a saint at all.
This also made him wonder if the path he chose was not correct, and whether he could become holy if he continued like this.
Therefore, not only could he not resist the erosion of negative emotions, but with these two thoughts, Bai Ze resolutely chose to completely integrate all his emotions and restore his true self!
He felt that perhaps only in this way could he see the possibility of becoming a saint later.
But in fact, when Bai Ze's emotions were perfectly integrated, he didn't feel anything unusual, nor did he return to the cold-bloodedness of the Demon King period, and he didn't even feel even the slightest change in himself.
It's just that what Bai Ze doesn't know is that these hundreds of millions of years of saint habits are not vegetarian at all, and they have already subtly affected his own character, even if he returns to his true self now, it is impossible for him to become the demon king at all.
People will change, as long as they have human nature, even if they are demons, demons, or gods, they will all change.
At this moment, Bai Ze's positive emotions and negative emotions in his heart have just reached a kind of equivalence, a state of balance, just like opposing light and darkness.
After that, it will only follow the external influence to break the balance in his heart, and decide whether his heart is dominated by light or darkness at that moment.
However, when Bai Ze reappeared in front of Pan Zhen and the others, even if he felt that there was no change, the few people in the center could still feel that Bai Ze's whole temperament seemed to be different from before......
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Sun City, General's Mansion.
As soon as Bai Ze came out, he found Pan Zhen and said teasingly: "Old Pan, this time are you still looking for someone from outside to deliver Lingqing?" ”
The matter of the second elder before did scare Pan Zhen, after all, if Bai Ze didn't use his ability to see through their plan in advance, then TM would really be finished.
The corners of his mouth twitched when he heard this: "No, you will still deliver the baby when the time comes." ”
As for what men and women don't kiss? Pan Zhen said that in front of the future of the Burning Sun Star, it was all! It's all paper tigers!
"Oh? Somebody said I was a man! You don't need me to deliver the baby! ”
Bai Ze raised his eyebrows and continued to tease Pan Zhen.
For several months, Bai Ze has been alone in his room, he has never molested Pan Zhen, and he really feels a little unaccustomed, and now it is naturally impossible to let go of this opportunity.
"Nope! Bai Ze, you can't think like that, you must know that before you were a man, you were a healer, and healers are genderless! ”
For thousands of years, Pan Zhen had long been resistant to Bai Ze's flirtation, and he directly ignored this kind of flirtation, and then said righteously.
After Pan Zhen went through Bai Ze's training, this thickness of the skin is also a must! It's invulnerable!
actually used Bai Ze's words to refute him to correct Bai Ze's thoughts.
"! Pan Zhen! Don't you know what shame is!! You ......"
As soon as Bai Ze heard this familiar words, he immediately exploded, and when he was about to continue scolding.
Suddenly!
Boom!!
Lingqing kicked the door open hard, walked in from outside the door with a big belly, and took Bai Ze's arm and walked out.
"Brother Bai Ze!! What have you been doing these past few months!! Hurry up and hang out with me!! ”
"Hey! Lingqing, you wait! I'm not done yet......"
Bai Ze was directly pulled out of the General's Mansion by Lingqing, but from outside the door, Pan Zhen could still hear him cursing himself.
At this time, Pan Zhen gave a thumbs up to Lei Yan, who came in later.
"Lei Yan, you did a good job this time, and you found your wife in time, otherwise this seat is really ......"
Speaking of this, Pan Zhen wiped the sweat on his head with his hand.
"Where, the general is still clever, knowing that Lord Bai Ze will definitely come here to find fault, he ordered him to go and inform his wife in advance, and the news that Lord Bai Ze came out ......"
Lei Yan quickly lowered his head, not letting Pan Zhen see his smiling face.
And who is Pan Zhen? Seeing Lei Yan's trembling shoulders, how could he not know that Lei Yan was snickering.
"Lei Yan!! Don't laugh! ”
Puff~
Lei Yan laughed, and then replied, "Haha...... Well, yes! ”
"Bastard!"
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Milky Way, Earth Star.
Juxia City, inside the office of a military base.
A man in a green military uniform is sitting here working, judging by the stars on his shoulder, this person is at least a lieutenant general!
Knock knock.
There was a knock on the door.
The man raised his head and said with a full sense of anger, "Please come in!" ”
The person outside the door was dressed in a special blue skin, it was Ryze, and he pushed the door in when he heard this.
"Lao Du, I really didn't say you! Your wife is about to give birth, and you don't even go to accompany you! ”
That's right! Sitting in this office is Dukao!
After thousands of years, Du Kao and the others have not only appeared in the earth civilization, but now he is even in a high position and is a general in China!
"I'm a soldier! How can you leave your job and go home because of such a trivial matter? Besides, Applejack, didn't he stay there in my place? ”
When Dukao saw that it was Ruiz, he didn't care and continued to work with his head down.
"Alas......, Lao Du! That's your daughter! Aren't you afraid that their mother and daughter will hate you in the future! ”
Ruiz shook his head helplessly, sighed, and then said.
Hearing this, Dukao raised his head and said in a serious tone: "Since they are my Dukao's family, they will naturally understand me in the future." ”
"Forget it, I won't talk about your private life, I'm here to discuss with you about the Super Divine Academy this time."
Seeing Dukao's stubborn look, Ruiz stopped talking.
"Regarding the Super Divine Academy, I have already approached the No. 1 leader before, and he approved it, and the construction can start next year!"
"Really? That's great! ”
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