Chapter 499: If I Die, Will You Shed Tears for Me?

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Ji Ran heard Ma Kai crying on the phone for the first time, a big man, but crying like a child.

"Wife, I love you, maybe I love in the wrong way, but, I really love you, I love you very much..."

"That day, after you and Chen Zihao got me drunk, I woke up and found that you were gone, do you know how anxious I was? It feels like the sky is falling, I can't find you all over the world, I call you, and you don't answer, it's as if you suddenly evaporated from me, do you know how desperate I am?

Actually, I don't want to hurt you, I just want you to be by my side, as long as you are with me, I will feel very steady.

I'll admit that I was a big jerk before, from my sophomore year in high school, after I had my first girlfriend, until my junior year, I dated no less than a hundred girls, sometimes two or three girls at the same time, sometimes every Sunday on dates, eating, singing, and then going to hotels, doing the kind of things that both men and women do, but no matter how beautiful girls are, after a few days of playing, they get bored, and then go to find the next target.

I have always dumped others, I have never been dumped, there was once a girl who was made by me to have a big belly, she cried and asked me to be responsible for her, I gave her a slap at the time, threw thousands of dollars to her, told her to get out of the house immediately, the girl with tears in her eyes, picked up the money, and walked away like a dog.

I was so glamorous at that time, and emotionally, I never lost.

But... Since I met you, I feel that the trajectory of my life has been deflected, I found that I fell in love with you unconsciously, just like the horse that I soaked in the first place, I fell on your hook, and when I was with you, all my means seemed to be ineffective, always let me can't help but revolve around you, try to understand your thoughts, and try my best to please you.

Remember when you invited me to eat hot pot?

You put so many crotons in the hot pot that you almost killed me, I pulled it all night, and I almost collapsed, but, you know what?

I don't hate you at all, but I think I'm so stupid that you have played tricks.

Later, I don't know when I started to like you, every time you go to physical education class, I will lie by the window, holding a telescope to look at you, at that time, as if the whole world is only you a girl, you are like an angel in my eyes, your smile touches my heart, makes me fascinated.

At that time, I wanted to run down and confess to you, and I wanted to hold you in my arms in front of so many classmates and teachers, and say loudly that I love you.

When I was even alone, I imagined that we were walking hand in hand on campus, and others would be very envious of me, and they would be very jealous of me.

I'd rather be beaten up than show off our love..."Ma Kai said on the phone, and the bits and pieces of the past also clearly appeared in Ji Ran's mind.

None of what Ma Kai said was false, all of them were his personal experiences, and they were all something that Ji Ran could feel.

It's just that Ji Ran really can't understand that he loves himself so much, but why does he torture himself like this?

"I really want to love you well, but I don't know how to love, I always want to spoil you as a princess, but I often think of other men who have walked into your life, sometimes, I feel very happy, because I finally married the most beloved girl, but sometimes I feel very sad, the most beloved person has been occupied by others, I know it's not your fault, I shouldn't blame you, but, who should I blame?

Whenever this kind of regret continues to ferment in my heart, my mood will become more and more entangled, more and more depressed, painfully want to hit the wall, and finally, it will be uncontrollably vented to you.

However, after every time I vent, I also regret it, I swear in my heart that I will not hurt you again in the future, but it will not be long before I will repeat the same mistakes again..."Ma Kai said, slapping himself hard, and the piercing voice made Ji Ran on the other end of the phone also feel frightened.

"Wife, forgive me one last time, okay? I'm not going to hurt you anymore, and if you don't believe me, I'll chop my little finger off right now and make a promise for you, okay? Ma Kai said, suddenly got up and went to the kitchen, picking up the kitchen knife.

Chen Xiumei was startled when she saw Ma Kai holding a knife, and hurriedly rushed over.

"Xiao Kai, Xiao Kai, put the knife down, put the knife down, for a woman who doesn't love you, is it worth it? Put down the knife. Chen Xiumei shouted nervously.

"Mom, you dodge, you dodge! ~" Ma Kai yelled and pushed Chen Xiumei away, but Chen Xiumei pounced again despite the pain in her leg.

"Xiao Kai, put down the knife, put down the knife, what do you have to say, she doesn't love you, you just die, she won't shed a tear for you, are you worth it?" Chen Xiumei shouted anxiously.

When Ma Kai heard this, he smiled sadly, "My mother said that even if I die, you won't shed a tear for me, will you?" ”

Ji Ran heard Ma Kai's question and sighed softly.

"Wife, tell me, if I die, will you shed tears for me? Even a tear? Ma Kai asked again.

Ji Ran groaned and nodded slowly, "Yes, I'll be very sad." ”

Hearing Ji Ran's answer, Ma Kaihaha laughed, he threw away the kitchen knife in his hand, and sat down on the kitchen floor.

Chen Xiumei hurriedly picked up the kitchen knife that Ma Kai had discarded, took it into the bedroom, hid it under the bed, and then quickly turned back.

Now my son's state is very unstable, he has drunk a lot of alcohol, and he is no longer drunk, he just had alcohol poisoning a few days ago, and the doctor said that he can't drink anymore, but Ma Kai has drunk a lot now, and it is like self-harm.

Chen Xiumei looked at her son's current appearance, her heart ached, she never thought that her son would be tortured like this by a weak woman, she was full of resentment towards Ji Ran, if she had known that her son would be tortured like this by Ji Ran, she would not agree to the original marriage if she said anything.

"Wife, thank you, it's worth marrying you as a wife in this life..." After Ma Kai finished speaking, he actually fell asleep on the cold ground, and the phone did not hang up.

Ji Ran sat on the sofa in the living room, listening to the other end of the phone, as if there was only Chen Xiumei at home, she tried to drag Ma Kai into the room, but Ma Kai was too heavy, she couldn't drag it, so she had to bring a blanket, spread it under Ma Kai, and cover Ma Kai with a futon to prevent him from catching a cold.

Chen Xiumei made Ma Kai tea again, put it on the table, looked at Ma Kai lying on the ground with blank eyes, and tears blurred her vision unconsciously.