After an hour, running in the mountains, there was often no meal,

When I was older, I followed the people from my village to the city, and the people in the city were actually very good.

But at the time, I didn't understand, I just thought why I was given food,

It's just enough to give me a half-full meal?!

One day, an old man carrying a basket of vegetables fell,

There are radishes, greens, and several big steamed buns rolling on the ground.

I walked over, originally wanting to pick up steamed buns,

But I just saw that the old man's knee was broken and bleeding,

I.. I walked over and picked up the old man...

----Memoir----

on the road

I held the heavy basket in one hand (broken),

With that old man in one hand...

He asked [What's your name?!]

[No..]

[Where did the call come from?!]

[Yamazato]

[Illiterate?!]

[I don't know]

The old man sighed slightly, [Is there anyone else at home?!]

[None]

That old man is the father-in-law of the palace,

If you want me to help him first, go back to the small room and take medicine,

From the small door, into the high wall that I have always been curious about,

Since then, my life has been like paper cut by a broken knife,

I can't put it together anymore..

The old man sent me to cleanse myself, and I was uncomfortable for a while.

That's it;

There were many boys of my age in the high walls, who had eaten three full meals,

At night, a dozen boys, all sleeping in a remote chase,

A few times, I heard strange whimpering, and wanted to get up to see what was going on,

The other big kid who slept next to me would always tap me on the shoulder and tell me not to do much.

After waiting for a long time, you will get used to it;

Until one night, everyone whispered that a boy did not return to the room,

When I got up the next day, I heard that he had committed suicide by jumping into the lotus pond last night.

It was a good-looking boy...

For all of us in this courtyard are newcomers,

Some small chores, a dozen or so boys took turns,

There will always be a time when I have free time, and my grandfather will come to see me.

Tell me some simple truths, write a few words on the ground and teach me...

Over time, I also understood a few words...

That time the wise man of the foreign country came, and the father-in-law in charge looked at us a few cleverly,

Transferred a few of the boys in our room to the pavilion in the palace,

On the way, I kept telling you to have more eyes and pay attention to the eyes of the master..

That day I stood respectfully by the flowers,

Waiting for the dispatch of the sisters in the palace (there are some palace ladies in the palace, who like us to call them sisters),

When I heard the ringing bell, I heard the person next to me shouting [Meet the Protector Lady]

Before I could raise my head, I knelt down.

I quietly looked up and saw the figure swaying in the gazebo from a distance.

Soon after, my father-in-law, who was in charge that day, came to me and said that I was well-behaved and sensible.

He asked me to go to the concubine's garden to be assigned by the sister who was in charge;

Under the leadership of the steward's father-in-law, I went to the courtyard of the concubine,

In the woods, there are a few figures;

I was attracted by a clump of gold, and for the first time I saw it like gold,

Flashing blonde hair, I was stunned...

The father-in-law in charge pulled me to the small courtyard and whispered to me

[Concubine Sei is quiet, especially when she is in that acacia forest..]

Acacia forest has become my only way, although there are countless small sheep intestines in it,

But I still hope that when the soup is served and the dishes are delivered that day, I can see that touch of gold again...

At this time, sometimes I still go back to the yard where I used to live.

The number of boys dwindling and some being sent into different temples, different courts,

Some were eliminated by the jungle, like the beasts I had seen in the mountains before,

It's just that when the little beast dies, it will still cry and wail,

Here, everything happens as naturally as the seasons change.

No one will care, no one will hold accountable,

Even, I'm afraid no one remembers these ever times.

Once, when it was my turn to take a holiday, I thought I was going to find my grandfather, and I passed by the rockery and was about to go to the door.

Suddenly, a woman pulled me behind the rockery and shouted viciously for robbery.

I looked up and my bones began to tremble. Protector of the country.. Madame?!]

The little face of the delicate beauty is wrinkled, pretending to be fierce, I am afraid of the identity of the Protector Lady,

And not the face of a half-tone robber ... [Yes Yes Yes]

took out some broken silver under my body, but I didn't expect Mrs. Protector to rob me of the money,

He even roared again. But since you have money, then take a robbery by the way. ]

I'm pale, no, I don't want to be like the boys who disappeared one by one

[Husband, madam, slaves can't serve madam]

[What nonsense!] Take it off! Mrs. Protector roared louder, and I immediately took off my outer robe, middle coat,

Holding back the tears in the frame of my eyes, I suddenly remembered my grandfather..

Suddenly, Mrs. Protector roared [It's okay, roll] As soon as I heard it, I blinked,

[Ma'am, can the minions really go?] ]

Mrs. Protector sighed slightly [Yes, leave your clothes, get out!]

[Yes!] I don't have to die... I ran out of the palace gate quickly.

When I ran to the market out of breath, I looked back at the high wall of cornices in the distance,

reminds me of a few years ago, when I helped my grandfather to cross the threshold,

The old man whispered [In this wall, there are all poor babies]

At that time, I was still thinking, what is there to be pitiful about eating and dressing warmly?!

Today I was robbed of my clothes and silver by Mrs. Protector, I thought,

It turns out that the master who looks like a human being, in fact, is the same as the robbers in the mountains, they are all scum...

When I returned to the palace, the father-in-law in charge said that the emperor had summoned the study,

I went trembling, and as soon as I entered the room, I knelt down.

I thought that the emperor wouldn't find out that I was robbed by the Protector Lady today, right?!

I knelt in the study for a long time, thinking that the emperor was gone, and when I looked up,

Seeing a pair of half-masked eyes, a pair of amber eyes,

I think of the bright blonde hair in the garden, and the palace is full of beauties...

The emperor didn't speak, but threw a few gold beads to me, [go down]

When I returned to my lodgings in the garden, my clenched palms were full of sweat,

You can buy a lot of delicious food with gold beads, and you can also send some small toys to the old man...

The next day, I discussed with several other fathers-in-law,

Arrange the fake together, so that I don't have to cross the rockery and go out of the palace by myself.

One day, I went back to the big courtyard to visit the boys who lived with me in the Chase Shop.

Originally, there were more than ten people, but now, there are less than five left, and the remaining two are still sleeping in the Chase Shop.

The other two, as well as me, serve the three great masters in the palace respectively.

The one who accompanies the queen is called 'Little Third Son', and the one who accompanies the emperor is called 'Little Qiuzi', and the other one,

It's me, I haven't been given a name yet, and my father-in-law in charge calls me 'Xiao Wangzi'...

We chatted all afternoon, and before the evening, everyone dispersed and had to go back to their respective rooms to fetch meals.

Following the trail, I just bypassed the rockery when I heard someone whispering...

[Wow!] How did you bury so much silver here? Oh! I've got to be quiet,

Don't let anyone hear it, hee-hee-hee, get rich..]

I doubted, but before I remembered it, the gold bead felt very good in my hand,

Maybe this sister needs my help digging ...

I just poked my head out, and when it was dark, I didn't know...

Then in a trance, I heard the emperor... The Emperor's Voice.. I woke up suddenly [um..]

The mouth was suddenly covered by a hand...

I didn't notice that the other hand that was raised was already clenched into a fist,

Rather, I felt that the body sat on a soft and warm .. Person....

Suddenly, I remembered how I was robbed by Mrs. Protector before. Looking down at the body,

It's late....

The emperor and the adults have seen it...

Looking at the woman sitting on top of me, her clothes and long hair scattered, I pushed the woman hard,

crawled and knelt at the emperor's feet [Emperor Mingjian, Emperor Mingjian, it was she who knocked the slave unconscious and attempted to misbehave.

The minion has just woken up. I don't know anything, please believe in the minions, the emperor. The minions really don't know anything!! ]

[Let's go!] The emperor gave amnesty, [Emperor Xie, Emperor Xie] I immediately ran away.

When I ran to the dining room in the garden, the sister in the room saw that I was disheveled, and looked panicked.

Comforted me, said dinner, just sent a little fun first. (Xiao Lezi is another little eunuch)

Later, my father-in-law, who was in charge, came to me again and said that the emperor wanted to see me in the imperial study.

This time, I was more stable in my heart, and I followed the back of my father-in-law, and I still thought,

Will there be another gold bead to take?

When I entered the study, I was about to kneel, when I heard the emperor say [exempt]

I was apprehensive in my heart, and I bowed my head,

The emperor left his seat and walked around me,

I even asked [How long have you been in the palace?!!] In which courtyard are you waiting?! Is there anyone else in the house?!]

I shook my head [I have been in the palace for five years, serving meals in the concubine's garden, and there is no one at home..]

I suddenly remembered the old man who brought me into the palace, but although he was old, he still lived in the palace.

It's just in another cold palace ..

The emperor [I owe an ink boy in my study, so I'll come and serve tomorrow]

I was terrified, my feet shook, and I immediately knelt down [slave Xie.. Emperor Xie]

The Emperor [Down]

The father-in-law in charge took me back to the garden with a trembling man, and took my little baggage and a few clothes.

Comfort me [Mo Tong's errand is good, and the salary is a lot, don't shake it..]

The old grandfather who brought me into the palace once taught me a sentence,

The more dangerous the place, the safer... Hopefully, this sentence is talking about my future...

The emperor's master gave the name 'Xiaolianzi';

After serving ink for a few years, I know more, and the emperor's master allowed me to flip through the books.

And I never speculate on the thoughts of the emperor's master, I only do my part,

I heard that the wind is flying in the court, but the imperial study is always quiet.

Except for the beginning, the woman who knocked me unconscious has been stationed for months...

The old man, also in the winter, passed away...

One night, I was about to go to the study to serve ink, and at the door, I stopped,

saw that in the study, in addition to the emperor who was crimson and embarrassed, there was also the prince,

The emperor held a red piece of paper in his hand, and the two of them did not speak for a long time,

I hung my head and stood at the door of the study all night...

From that night on, the object of my ink service became the former prince and the current emperor;

The new master has just entered the palace, and he has more expressions, and sometimes he will laugh with us,

He found a clump of bamboo in the backyard, and was very happy, and asked me to go to the Protector's Mansion and move some bamboo to plant;

I moved a few bamboo shoot-sized seedlings, grew up a little, bamboo classes, like tears,

The emperor's master is very fond of it, and he often comes, touching and touching with his delicate white and tender fingers, and stands all afternoon at a stop.

Later, there was a little master, the little master's birthday, a big banquet in the palace, that night,

Outside the banquet of various princes and officials, mothers and concubines;

There was a small banquet in the backyard, and it was the queen mother who was present.

I saw a guest, taking off his robe,

Under the slightly drooping eyebrows are amber eyes, which are the previous masters!!

After three rounds of drinking, several masters at this table talked a little more,

I stood aside and served the wine, listening and listening, the man was stiff and stiff in stroke, and his face twitched...

The former master of Amber Eyes mentions that I was robbed by the Lady Protector...

The masters of the table are all laughing..

And I saw the amber eyes turn...

I'm surprised, why did the former master leave the palace and come back as if he was a different person?!

I haven't had time to think about it yet,

I heard the former master mention that I was knocked unconscious and stripped of my coat by that woman.

Waiting for the adult's family, and, the queen mother has resigned one after another,

I poured the wine cups of the two masters, and heard the emperor speak slowly [she.. Okay?!]

The former master drank all the wine in front of him in one gulp, got up and put on his robe, and then walked past the emperor.

I don't know what I whispered, the emperor was stunned for a moment when he heard it, and then laughed,

It's just the bitterness in the laughter, only I can see it....

The new master has just entered the palace, and he has more expressions, and sometimes he will laugh with us,

He found a clump of bamboo in the backyard, and was very happy, and asked me to go to the Protector's Mansion and move some bamboo to plant;

I moved a few bamboo shoot-sized seedlings, grew up a little, bamboo classes, like tears,

The emperor's master is very fond of it, and he often comes, touching and touching with his delicate white and tender fingers, and stands all afternoon at a stop.

Later, there was a little master, the little master's birthday, a big banquet in the palace, that night,

Outside the banquet of various princes and officials, mothers and concubines;

There was a small banquet in the backyard, and it was the queen mother who was present.

I saw a guest, taking off his robe,

Under the slightly drooping eyebrows are amber eyes, which are the previous masters!!

After three rounds of drinking, several masters at this table talked a little more,

I stood aside and served the wine, listening and listening, the man was stiff and stiff in stroke, and his face twitched...

The former master of Amber Eyes mentions that I was robbed by the Lady Protector...

The masters of the table are all laughing..

And I saw the amber eyes turn...

I'm surprised, why did the former master leave the palace and come back as if he was a different person?!

I haven't had time to think about it yet,

I heard the former master mention that I was knocked unconscious and stripped of my coat by that woman.

Waiting for the adult's family, and, the queen mother has resigned one after another,

I poured the wine cups of the two masters, and heard the emperor speak slowly [she.. Okay?!]

The former master drank all the wine in front of him in one gulp, got up and put on his robe, and then walked past the emperor.

I don't know what I whispered, the emperor was stunned for a moment when he heard it, and then laughed,

It's just the bitterness in the laughter, only I can see it....

It was only a long time later that the emperor explained to me that the lady who robbed me at that time,

The same woman who knocked me unconscious...

..

I always have a touch of gold in my heart, and Concubine Sai was sent to the cold palace,

That is, the yard where the old man lived before,

I occasionally go to the old grandfather, and I always go out of my way to probe the tone of the girls.

Once, her yard was full of fallen leaves, and she asked for a sweeper temporarily.

I took off my robe, changed into the clothes of the little girl, took a broom and went over to sweep.

I bowed down, but I saw the figure hidden in the acacia forest,

The brilliant golden yellow that passed by the wrong body faded into color, and the frost was gradually full.

..

On the day the emperor died, I knelt in front of his bed with the queen and princes.

Because the emperor was afraid of the recurrence of the cannibalism in the past, he issued an edict to designate the prince;

The edict, I remember very clearly, there is a sentence in it that is written like this

[If Xuanyuan Yifei has a parent, he will be tempted to find it and be regarded as the prince]

I listened to the crying behind me, the heavy sentence of the imperial doctor,

The wind rose, and the pale hand on the bed that gradually loosened, a withered yellow flower, raised with the wind, the white moon season, heh...

That woman, as much as she could do...

..

I ever thought that if I went back to that day,

Am I still going to pick up the old man?

I do not know...