1.

My name is Xiaojue. Actually, I don't remember what it was, or maybe I never remembered my name. When I was two years old, my master was ordered to go down the mountain and pass through our town to rest, and by chance he saw me and said that I was quite wise and wanted to be accepted as a disciple. Then the master went back to our town to pick me up after finishing the work and took me to Tianji Mountain. Then, just over a year later, our town was hit by a great plague. My family is gone. In the future, Tianji Palace will be my only home.

All of this happened before I was sensible. I also heard from Ah Lai. Ah Lai didn't say who he heard from him, and I didn't ask.

After I became sensible, I didn't feel much when I heard those things. After all, not too emotional. The one I have the most affection for is Tianji Mountain, which is the master, the brother and sister, and the Alai. What I look forward to the most is going down the mountain.

Ah Lai often said that there is a senior brother who is unusually cold and lonely, and he is the most talented in our generation. It is said that this senior brother began to go down the mountain at the age of ten to practice, which made Alai, who only got down the mountain at the age of thirteen, admire.

And I'm fourteen years old. If I don't get the master's consent this year, if I don't have the opportunity to practice, my qualifications are not too high.

It will make me sad.

Although Ah said, it doesn't matter, if it doesn't work this year, there will still be a chance next year.

However, the one-year qualification gap is obvious in Tianji Mountain.

Sword Mountain produces spirit swords, and only those who climb the Six Heavens and Heavens can enter Sword Mountain to choose swords and practice with swords.

I belong to the Four Heavens. It's more qualified, but the qualification is still not high enough. So you can't go to Sword Mountain to choose a sword.

Luckily, one day, the master called me to his room. After some earnest teachings, he said that he would take me to choose a sword, and after choosing a sword, he followed a senior brother down the mountain to practice. Then he led me around the back of his dormitory for a long time, and came to a stop outside a separate room. The master said that there were a few swords of his predecessors here. The predecessor has passed away, but the sword has been lonely. He had been hoping that the sword would find a new owner.

Look at your creation, the master said to me, I hope you can find the right sword for you. I also hope that a certain sword can be relied on.

I opened the door and stepped inside. In a very ordinary room, there are more than a dozen swords standing or horizontally.

I heard the sound of water.

Looking around, there was no running water, but I was sure I heard it.

When I got closer to the sound of the water, I realized that it was actually a sword. It stood there so gently, singing the song of the water, drawing me into it, as if it were going to melt me into the water. I touched it, and its voice changed, and it became light, like a small wave crashing on the water's edge. I didn't think anything of it, and with a little effort, it left the scabbard in my hand.

I couldn't be happier. There is really a spirit sword willing to follow me.

Running to the master's side excitedly, wanting to invite credit. But when the master saw my sword, he didn't show the relieved expression I had hoped for. After he looked at me with a strange expression, he returned the sword to me, sighed, and said Xiaojue, do you know what kind of sword this is.

I don't know.

The master said that this is a water-patterned sword. Then he sighed again. My sister's sword.

I didn't know what to say, but the master saw my confusion and said that the water was originally calm and waveless, but because of the ripples caused by the wind, it became a pattern. Then after a meal, the master instructed you to control more of this experience. Don't follow in the footsteps of your sister.

I didn't understand what the master meant at all, so I had no choice but to respond. After all, if I disobey my master, my experience will be in vain.

2.

I really didn't expect that this experience would be able to follow Senior Brother Jun. It's the senior brother who has a high degree of talent. Looking closely, this senior brother really looks like a celestial, cold, lonely, and does not eat the fireworks of the world. The faint detachment didn't feel excessive, but it felt like he should be like that. Unlike Senior Sister Ziyun, who pretends to be tall all day long, as if she is afraid that others will not know that she is a high cultivator.

Ah Lai was very envious of me, and he felt that it was a great honor to be able to train with Senior Brother Jun. When he heard me talk about the master's words about the water pattern sword, he was very happy. Although I don't know why he was happy to be like that. Then when he heard that I was training without him, he became very frustrated. When he learned that I was going to follow Senior Brother Jun's training, he was so happy again. I don't know how he could be like this. After all, in Tianji Mountain, there are not many people who are happy and angry, and this is also a manifestation of insufficient cultivation. He behaved so obviously in front of me, aren't you afraid that I will tell him about my master?

Senior Brother Hejun has gone all the way, and there are only a handful of things that have been said to him. He has an unapproachable loneliness. With a faint glance at me, I could only bow my head and make a promise.

Xiaohui and I don't care. Although Senior Brother Jun doesn't like to deal with people, he also has few restrictions. Xiaohui and I can generally chirp and make noise, as long as we don't mess with him. It's a lot easier than when you were on Tianji Mountain.

When we were about to leave the Tianyuan Palace in Tianlu Mountain, Senior Brother Xuan Mingyu asked us to take his two friends on the road together. If I knew that Senior Brother Jun would be entangled with these two people in the future, I... I can't do anything about it. After all, Senior Brother Jun will not disobey Senior Brother. The disciples of Tianji Mountain have great respect for their predecessors.

The woman was in some trouble. Be curious about everything, ask everything. She thought it was strange that we were wearing hats all the time. However, when facing her, Senior Brother Jun's 10,000-year-old iceberg expression was always slightly loose. Or a little annoyance, or a slight annoyance.

I'm also very lively, and I've followed my brother all the way, why doesn't Senior Brother Jun have any change in his expression towards me. It's frustrating to think about it. It's doomed.

Afterward... Then we had something ... Anyway, that woman saved us.

In the process, something happened, and Senior Brother Jun was drinking.

The senior brother who drank wine is really good-looking. But it's also scary. The eyes were straight and straight, as if they were looking at something, but as if they were not looking at all, just there, like a gorgeous and indifferent ice sculpture.

I forgot what the process was, and then it was the woman who combed Xiaohui's hair and taught Senior Brother Jun. Of course, Senior Brother Jun is combing for me. When my brother spread my hair and let my hair slip out of his hand, something "thudd" in my heart trembled.

In fact, the senior brother combed his hair really poorly. My hair hurt so much from him. I remember it to this day. I'm really angry with him, and I don't know how to think about others at all. Come to think of it, it's strange that a head of hair is pulled hard like a weed, and it doesn't hurt the dead. However, it hurts, but at that time my heart was very chaotic, I always felt that something was scratching in my heart, as my brother's hand stroked my hair, touched my ears, and touched my neck, the thing in my heart scratched me itchy and irritable. The water pattern sword also seemed to sense my anxiety, and the sound of the water was chaotic, eager and gentle.

This was the first time I had skin-to-skin contact with a man other than my master.

The next day, when my brother woke up, the man gave him a curl of hair, using my wooden hairpin. I'm so happy. Even, there is a hint of inexplicable anticipation.

On the third day, when my brother woke up, he returned the hairpin to me.

When I saw him again, he was wearing a silver hairpin that she had given him.

3.

Senior Brother Jun walked around with a scabbard all day long. No one knew where his sword had gone. The sword that made him his life.

I think I know whose sword is. Senior Brother Jun gave her the sword, but he believed that she would definitely return the sword, so he still carried the scabbard. There are few people who can let him down his guard like this. The one who can make him even put down the clear sword, probably, is her.

I started running towards the Seven Heavens whenever I had the chance. If there is anything that needs to be spoken, I have to rush to do it. Everyone thinks I've become more diligent. That's what I told myself. Only the master and Ah came to see me with strange eyes. The master's expression was tinged with pity. Alai always had a hurt and melancholy expression, with a faint despair.

I don't think I've hurt anything. He was in the Fifth Heaven, and I had very few chances to see him. Basically, he came to me when he had the chance, otherwise we might not have had a chance to meet.

So there's basically no chance I'll hurt him. I told myself.

In fact, even if I reach the Seventh Heaven, I won't be able to see Senior Brother Jun every time. But I still try my best to take every opportunity I can get close to him.

Even if it was just to look at him from afar. I'm also very satisfied.

That day, I met Senior Brother Jun. At that time, he was in a daze at the silver hairpin. There is no one else around.

I plucked up my courage and walked up to call out to my brother. He turned his head to look at me, his eyes out of focus. After a while, he came back to his senses and said, Xiaojue, you are here.

A burst of sourness rose in my heart. I had to calm myself down, and said to him with a smile, yes, I was passing by.

Xiaohui sometimes comes to me. She said I've changed. I didn't expect anyone to say I've changed. Haven't I always been like this? Ask her where it's changed. She thought about it for a moment and said, you're going to get distracted.

Oh. That's right. That's right. I'm often in a daze right now. In the direction of the Sevenfold Heavens.

4.

It is said that he and Senior Sister Ziyun are going to be double-xiu. I don't think so. Senior Brother Jun seems to be very elegant, but he is actually very stubborn. No one can force him to do what he recognizes.

For more than a year, he has been going down the mountain to practice. It's like going to find a family of three every time. There is no one-month break.

I didn't see her when she went to return his sword two years ago. I've heard that she's done a lot of amazing things. It's a pity that I didn't even see it with my own eyes.

I've always wondered what kind of woman she is. I wanted to know more about her than what we knew when we were on the road together at that time. But I never saw her again.

Later, I found out that Senior Brother Jun had to go down the mountain every month, which was very strange. When Senior Brother Jun could stay in Tianji Mountain, he was absolutely unwilling to go down the mountain. Unless it is an annual training that must be experienced, and then the seniors ask him to help with things, he has to do it, so he goes out of the mountain. But it can't be a monthly descent either. It's not like him.

So one time when I was on a mission that coincided with his descent from the mountain, I secretly followed him to the house.

I've never seen such a good-looking senior brother smiling. The senior brother, who has never wanted to meddle in other people's affairs, actually heals his leg injuries for others. The object of healing is still her husband. Although she looked different, I knew that she was definitely her. Only she can make the senior brother compromise.

My heart hurts. Inability to breathe.

Before the mission was completed, he returned to Tianji Mountain. Naturally, he was punished.

I'm never going to the Seventh Heaven again. Even if there is something that has been sent to me that needs to be done in the Seventh Heaven, I will ask Ah to come.

Ah, the look in my eyes was even more painful. I don't think it's much.

5.

Senior Brother Jun is leaving. I heard that he knelt outside the door of the head of the house for three days and three nights.

Leaving alone means that you are in love with the mortal person.

The head is not allowed. And he kept kneeling. Three days and three nights.

Later, I heard that the boss sighed and let him go. He said, if the heart is not here, people will not be able to keep them.

That night, I finally burst into tears. After holding it for a few years, I finally cried.

The next day, I knelt alone in front of the master's door and asked me to leave.

The master doesn't open the door and doesn't see me. I kneel in front of the master's door for a day and a night without eating or drinking, and the master does not eat or drink in his room for a day and a night.

On the third day, Ah Lai came. Without saying a word, he knelt side by side with me in front of the master's door.

On the fourth day, the master's door opened. I didn't dare look up at him.

I heard the master say, love is the saddest, desire hurts the body, Xiaojue, this is the only thing the teacher can advise you.

Then the master took the sword that was placed in front of me and said, "My sister has gone away with the water streaks and the mortal people." The following year, she committed suicide. It was the man's sword. Leaves a clean streak of water. Xiaojue, there is Ah to take care of you, rest assured as a teacher.

Then I couldn't hear anything. My ears were full of my own sobs.

6.

There is a small town next to Qingzhou, called Fei Town. It's a town, it's not a town.

We stayed there. I hear about them a lot. Ah Lai told me.

When Ah Lai and I were choosing vegetables to cook together, we often chattered about the news of Qingzhou.

said that it was what happened to the Bai family, what happened to Lord Chunyu, and then what happened to this family, what happened to that family.

And then there is, oh, what's wrong with the Shu family.

Ah Lai always wants to hide his kindness to me. But how can you hide it?

No matter how big something happened to them, I never went to Qingzhou. It's nice to know they're around here.

Until one day, Ah said that she was going to marry him.

He, so amazingly talented, is he willing to marry?

I rushed out like crazy. Ah Lai took me back.

Until the day they got married, I went to Qingzhou alone.

A gentleman is like a jade, and a beauty is like a flower.

Seeing him smile so comfortably, I couldn't stand it anymore and hid my face and cried. I cried until my voice was hoarse, I cried until I couldn't stand, I cried until there were no tears, and finally I could only feel a pair of strong arms holding me horizontally, and I lost consciousness and fainted.

7.

In front of him lay six pomegranates. Big and red. Today is August 15, Mid-Autumn Festival.

Ah said that six was a good number, so he bought six. And then they all were given to me.

Our pharmacy is closed for the next few days. Because there are happy events. Originally, I studied medicine in Tianji Mountain to have more in common with him. Unexpectedly, it would be good to know some medical skills with Alai in this small village. You can treat the people of the village, and you can also earn more money.

As for the happy event, it has something to do with yesterday.

On the evening of August 14, while mending Ah Lai's clothes, I pretended to be casual and said, Ah Lai, let's get married.

I didn't hear Alai's answer.

I plucked up my courage again and said, "There is no need to be very troublesome, just ask the village chief to preside over us." The day after tomorrow, August 16 seems to be a good day.

Ah Lai still didn't speak.

My courage has run out. Just think about it. He knew how much I couldn't let go of that man.

Just as I was mending my clothes and knotting the threads, I heard Alai's trembling "Good ---"

Today is August 15, the last day of my celibacy. With this article alone, I mourn my hopeless love.