I put my hands on my face, and through the faint light outside the window,

looked at Shu'er beside him and slept quietly;

The red lips were gently pursed, I don't know what I dreamed of, the corners of my eyebrows were slightly tangled,

I gently stroked it away, and smoothly brushed off the slightly messy strands of hair on her face,

In the blink of an eye, it was a piece entangled on the pillow, and I gently smoothed it away with my fingers;

In Shu Garden, everyone follows her and spoils her,

Whether it's a water chestnut smoothed Yue or not,

I love to pretend to be a mirror with a deep belly of ink,

Not to mention Shanshan, who always revolves around her, a few back strings...

Shu'er, who I once lost and regained, huh...

If one day, I can't accompany you, in Shu Yuan,

You're going to be happy forever?....

That day, in the flowers, before you left, you murmured that I would be 246 to sleep, heh,

At that time, my heart was clenched, and I only thought that as long as you were okay, I could do whatever I wanted;

Now that I have this opportunity, if I really go to the mirror and ask for it, maybe it's really feasible,

Moyo can be double fei in those few nights, although I know that you have the strength to be inferior,

But I still didn't give up, and when it was my turn to be in the night, I deduced that I was not feeling well, and I wanted you to sleep well;

Unexpectedly, I said it casually at the beginning, but now it has come true...

------------ Memories Dividing Line-------------

From the time you died, I have been inquiring about you all the time,

Originally, Yuanchen's case may have pulled up the power of the Feng family in the court,

But I didn't, because she still has the Shadow Palace,

And I still need the Shadow Palace, to help me find you;

Yue somehow got the news,

Knowing that I went to Tianji Palace, he asked me to go to the hot springs,

It's rare that the two of us can have a peaceful coexistence, that night, the stars are shining,

There was a staccato singing voice in the distance, and I knew that it was Shu'er,

made an agreement with Yue, and the first one to find is the winner;

On the way back to the palace, I heard a pleasant flute sound on the official road, and I looked at the scroll in my hand,

Somehow, remembering when you were still fluttering,

I always love to look at idle books while taking my eyes and peeking at me.

Hearing the Protector's voice asking, I put down the scroll,

Let's get out of the car and check it out?! I don't know it's you, we staggered by,

At that time, you should have been full of pride in your heart, and slipped away from under the eyes of my dignified emperor again;

At one point you slipped away, Shu'er, oh, if I think of that day,

Watching you by the carriage, holding the ox cart, hiding in the dust, the back of the distance, the heart hurts again.

Shu'er, you always let go so crisply, never look back,

I carry deep affection for you, and I offer it to you every time,

But like a fine gravel falling into a deep pool, the splashing ripples,

So small that it's almost invisible...

Feng Xueyin's movements are getting more and more, and only Zi is left who my subordinates can trust and trust,

Shanshan often runs errands, and no one is seen;

Fortunately, Yuanchen can help me share the burden..

Feng Xueyin failed to capture the palace, and now he is more careful, when he acts,

There are several more masters next to him, and there are a few figures at first glance,

Like a protector of the country;

Protector Mansion, oh, the place where you once had beautiful memories,

I don't want to touch it, and the people inside,

In the court, I summoned Mrs. Protector and asked her to rectify her subordinates;

One day, the spy reported, and the wind and snow brought back the song that had gone crazy;

That night, I watched from afar, and she closed the room where she left the song,

pondered whether to burn the poison that killed Shu'er;

Unexpectedly, the fire really started, heh, I smiled, turned around and went back to the palace..

..

It didn't take long for Feng Xueyin's belly to grow, and I knew it wasn't mine,

Because, I have never touched her, and the other two concubines also sent someone to serve the medicine,

In this palace, it is impossible to have my species.

I didn't expect it at the time, and Feng Xueyin didn't want my seed to be in the palace,

Take the medicine and let people serve me with food;

Shu'er once asked, why don't I bring a hundred guards and a thousand masters? scold

At that time, she was still the Protector of the Country, and she helped me deal with the wound that was stabbed by Yue.

The panicked expression, on that slightly immature little face,

To this day, I still remember it clearly;

..

Feng Xueyin's child is getting older, she carefully protects and takes it with her,

In the past few years, the Feng family has rested and raised soldiers, and recently there have been more movements.

I had a deep talk with Yuanchen, and the next day, Yuanchen began to go out on patrol,

In our hands, it is not enough to hold the handle of the Feng family;

Yuanchen sent back the news, he said that there were clues, whether it was a kidnapper, or a special arrest of young children,

Why, isn't the carrier pigeon the one that sent the letter?! It's been flying for several years, maybe it's on the way, right?

The spies sent back the news, this time the case was solved,

In addition to Yuanchen, there is also a Mrs. Shuya, surnamed Shu?!

The news stated that her child was also arrested, so she brought her own people to track it down;

I sent spies to find a way to find out and see the lady surnamed Shu.

Who is around, the father of the child, who is it?!

If, that's really Shu'er, if,

We've got kids, kids, they're supposed to be that old, right?!

I quietly went out of the palace and contacted Yuanchen's ship,

I asked him, who is Na Shuya?! He smiled lightly and said nothing.

On the shaking sea, looking at the crimson and furious fire dragon not far away,

Trembling spewed out strings of fire,

Yuanchen clenched the railing with both hands and muttered to himself [Madame..]

Ignoring the turbulent currents of the sea, I followed the reef where I could settle,

Run to the island;

I stood beside the stone lion at the foot of the steps, looking at acquaintances with different expressions;

I was surprised to see that Lige didn't die,

And one by one they walked through the stone steps and stood, each one,

Although they are all dusty, they have an unconcealable momentum, they, if they want to enter the court,

can be on the top of the next side for me, but now, everyone is anxious, staring at the mountain...

'Bumping' a hole in the cliff, silver hair flowing in the wind, and then,

Her chest was filled with joy and anger at the same time, Shu'er...

Shu'er, the Shu'er that haunts me, it's really you.

Shu'er took my hand and ran back to the boat,

I didn't see the pillar of fire, I didn't hear the rumbling,

In my eyes, it is all the silver-haired Shu'er, the dazzling and beautiful Shu'er...

Back on the boat, the hull shook violently, and I reached out to help Shu'er,

Unexpectedly, when I left the song, I put my hand on Shu'er's shoulder first..

I lowered my eyes and put my hand back in my sleeve, afraid to look at Shu'er again,

I couldn't help but extinguish the song;

Why?! Isn't Shu'er supposed to hate him?! Why??

I made a gesture, and the royal ship came to my side,

Didn't look back, Shanshan on the ship, must know, as my subordinate,

I didn't even know about it...

My anger has an outlet for catharsis;

When I got back to the ship, I stood on the deck, and I didn't call anyone.

Hands clasped tightly, afraid of an impulse, Shanshan let me kill,

Shu'er, Shu'er, I'm afraid I'm going to be sad...

despised himself fiercely, and at this time,

Still thinking about this conscienceless woman, she is alive, she is still alive,

But the whole thing has been forsaken for four years, and forgotten me for four years,

If I hadn't followed it this time, God knows, I might never see you again until I died;

I looked coldly at the parallel ships, and the boats,

Two men standing side by side...

Looking at Shu'er's light vertical leap, he crossed the boat,

In the past four years, she, how has she lived?! How are you doing?!

I turned around, suppressed my thoughts for a long time, and was at a loss for reunion, and said coldly [Follow me]

Finding her looking back, looking back at the two men, my helplessness turned back to deeper anger,

Stopped, not daring to look back, for fear that Shu'er would see through my cover, my vulnerability

[One more look, and I'll have the ship bombed]

didn't take a few steps, this conscienceless person, even stopped for Shanshan,

I couldn't wait, so I held her hand back, for fear that one would be careless and let Shu'er slip away.

That night, Shu'er, you are the lord of the Feng family, I am the emperor of the dynasty, do you want to share the world?!

Why don't you want to stand by my side?

Yue was seriously injured, I was surprised,

This man is usually very precious to his own little life,

Even when you compete with me, you need to get to the point.

Except that time I heard him say that he went to find the Linglong Treasure Prison for Shu'er;

Yue, this scum, usually two or three sentences, I think it's too much,

Today, I read a lot of bits and pieces, talking about the past when the book was burned,

Looking at Shu'er's eyes skimming my momentary dissatisfaction, heh...

Do you remember it so clearly?!

What Yue said, I understand, I understand, but, you, who understands the suffering of the emperor?!

Yue said that if I were not the emperor, I might marry into the Shu family earlier;

Remembering the day I saw 'those people' standing on the stone steps waiting for her,

After seeing that she was safe, he rushed up, overflowing with concern,

Why don't I want to be able to hug her without worry?

The heart, four years ago, has long since fallen... Scold...

forcibly robbed a kiss and asked her to never enter Beijing again, and also broke off the last trace of hope for me;

After going down to the court, I received a wedding card from Yue and Shu'er, I was crazy,

In the forbidden place behind the courtyard, no one can enter the flowers, crushing the flowers all over the garden...

That bright red and dazzling post, like a dagger dyed with my heart's blood,

Again and again, looking at it, my mouth full of fishy sweetness, I lay in the garden of broken flowers and leaves,

Look at the sky, that's it, just put it down early...

I summoned the secret guards and ordered the Feng family to be cleaned up,

Yuanchen, heh, it should be called Xuanyuan now, just entered the palace,

See me disheveled and decadent...

Seeing him look at the post that fell to my fingertips,

You know, since ancient times, love words grind people,

Whereas.. Affectionate and immortal.. Scold..

When I get to the mountain, I will send away the guards.

Insist, I'll just let them stare down the mountain;

Sunrise, sunset, spring and autumn, when I almost forgot that I was once an emperor,

Shu'er came, followed me around, and slapped my water all winter;

This icicle should be knocked slowly, this large piece, because of that palm.

Falling to the ground, the sunrise snow melts, and it gets dirty..

In the evening, I was going to send her down the mountain, and she said she wanted a snowman to accompany her.

Oh, I don't understand, but now that I'm free, I'm far away, so what's the matter?

At night, she squeezed to her side, smelled the unique fragrance of her body, and suddenly remembered many years ago,

The night she was brought back to the palace by me from Sanshan, that, the night like a fairy,

I blushed and threw my sleeves away.

I'm afraid that she is light every day and can't get used to eating,

I went to the back mountain and searched for a long time.

only from under the shallow snow soil, digging a few potatoes,

Seeing her eat, I put my heart at ease,

There is no fruit on this snow-covered mountain...

When reading a book, it is customary to turn your head,

You can see her building a snowman through the cracks in the curtains;

That day, I yelled at her and pushed her out of the door, and then I shut, and I relented.

Constantly reminding myself that this, a damn woman, has no conscience;

But when the meal was ready, I, I ran and opened the door again.

Seeing that she was still sitting on the original threshold,

Heart... Suddenly softened.. [Eaten..]

I always thought that it was well hidden, secretly after she fell asleep,

Just look at her quietly;

Unexpectedly, she even knew...

Pulling at a loss of heart, he kicked her out of the door again,

Unexpectedly, when the meal was ready, I opened the door, and there was only a desolate snow outside the door.

I instinctively wanted to go to her, but I immediately remembered that I was far away, and since I was gone,

Let's go...

That night, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't sleep, and I sat in the Buddha hall in a daze.

Looking at the Buddha in front of him who is smiling at all beings, I don't understand, from life to death,

How long will this continuous torture last?!

Every time I was given a glimmer of hope, and when I opened my hand to take it,

And let people take it away...

In the morning, I was in the courtyard, looking at the eight snowmen,

In front of me, in addition to the light and shadow of the snow, there seems to be the residual shadow of Shu'er...

On this day, the snowman turned into a fast one, and I panicked, this is what Shu'er left for me,

I'm going to keep it, I hastily shoveled some snow, trying to make up the snowman,

But the more panicked and anxious, the faster the sun melts and the snow melts.

I had to go around the shadow of the trees behind the mountain,

Produce more snow and come back to make up for it..

When the snow was falling, he dug up two more potatoes, and in the evening, remembering the potatoes,

Oh, the days always have to pass, and when I went into the kitchen, I found that there was less rice, less pickles...

I was shocked, is it Shu'er?!

Hurriedly walked to the courtyard and looked around, there was no moonlight, and the snowman was faint,

Is it Shu'er, or is it a snowman?!

I didn't find it, so I went back to the kitchen and made an extra one,

Sitting at the table and waiting, I didn't expect that Shu'er didn't show up all night...

The next day, I went to the yard to see the snowman, it was snowing today, and the snowman was very good,

Snowman, it's good...

I haven't practiced meditation for a few days, it's time to go...

In the next few days, I found Shu'er nearby, and I cooked more dishes each time.

Put it away, and then go to the back mountain to look for potatoes, and when you come back, there will be fewer dishes... Scold...

Shu'er, still, so naughty...

That night, the weather changed abruptly, from a light snow to a strong wind and snow.

I listened to the sound of the wind, and I couldn't sit in the house, and the snow in the small courtyard was piling higher and higher.

Shu'er, she should have never seen such a big snow, she, where would she hide?!

In case you walk on a cliff paved with fresh snow..

I panicked and rushed out of the door,

The snow outside the courtyard was heavier, and large patches were flying,

I ignored the fact that my shoes were wet and the snowflakes that drifted into my middle coat melted;

Thinking about Shu'er, did you find a place to avoid the snow?

Or do you love to play and go far?? Did you hurt from the snowflakes?!

The snow is very big, and Shu'er's martial arts are also very high, I am looking around in the wind and snow,

I couldn't see a trace, so I had to hope that Shu'er could hear [Shu'er... Shuer...]

[Shu'er, I know you're nearby... Come out soon.... Come out quickly...]

Shu'er is really as I wanted, she is smart to hide in a tree hole, it's okay,

I staggered to her;

When she flew into my arms, I immediately backhanded and hugged me tightly

[Shuer.] My Shu'er]

The mood of loss and recovery makes me feel emotional,

I forgot that I was Yuanchen, and I forgot all my anger and worries about Shu'er;

I only know that in my arms is my Shu'er, my woman, and she said that she wants me...

--- memories jump the dividing line---

After returning to Shuyuan, the relationship between several men was very delicate at first.

After a long time, I found that everyone was focused on Shu'er, but integrated into each other's days.

Playing and making trouble, very comfortable, very happy, thinking of the past, as if in another world...

Until a few days ago, when I was unable to stop the sudden Assassin,

actually let the assassin hurt Shu'er, and when Linhe and Lige saw Shu'er,

We talked for a while, and when they took my pulse, their faces were gloomy.

Leaving the song and saying slowly [Zhu Xian]

Zhu Xian? Is this the poison of the Feng family?! I've heard that;

Linhe's face was ugly [Zhu Xian, when he was just poisoned,

The signs are not obvious, but they will slowly erode the tendons and veins, and the internal force will gradually lose.

If an ordinary person gradually corrupts his internal organs, he will be poisoned for as soon as one year and as slow as fifteen months.

It will be described as boring, and after a month, it will be difficult to continue to live]

.. Is it?!.. Oh, I lowered my eyes,

Lin He patted my hand gently [You, do you want me to tell Xiao Shu?!]

I looked up and replied decisively [NO!] I don't want her to know...

Lige and Linhe look at each other [We will start to concoct the antidote,

Looking at the pulse, it is very likely that it was down eight months ago]

Eight months.. Scold..

It's before Feng Xueyin prepares to go back to the island for the sacrifice...

Unexpectedly... Final... Fate is still so short..

---- finally returned to the night where Xiao Shu slept beside him---

I pulled the quilt up a little more for Shu'er, quiet night,

When everything was silent, I heard Shu'er's shallow breathing beside me,

Slowly lay down against her, and found her hand in the quilt,

Cross your fingers and clench them gently.

I love you, Shu'er....

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This one, it's miserable enough, right? I wrote and wrote, and I cried..

Affectionate and immortal, this sentence, when I wrote 'color',

It's always turning in my heart...

These eight affectionate men, the one who loves Shu the most, I think, should be flying...

So, let him die.. Let him die... Hahaha....

(Sixty-nine for the book friend who fell into the devil for eight husbands, slowly drifted away)