Chapter 40: Long-term grudge turns into poison
Ji Shaoyu's parents specially came to the west of the city to take Ji Shaoyu out for a meal, and after eating, Ji Shaoyu's mother took Ji Shaoyu home, Ji Shaoyu's mother didn't ask him about studying, she just said that she wanted to talk to Ji Shaoyu, Ji Shaoyu knew that his parents saw some changes in himself, and he didn't hide it and didn't want to hide it.
The only thing in Ji Shaoyu's personality like his father is that kind of stubbornness, like his father was beaten by Ji Shaoyu's grandfather when he was a child.
Ji Shaoyu's mother and Ji Shaoyu were closer, and Ji Shaoyu was very disgusted with his father, but Ji Shaoyu's mother still called his father, and she felt that the problem was very serious.
"Shaoyu, I came with your mother to talk to you. Your mother went to make up the class and asked, and you won't go for a few days. You didn't write your homework during the winter vacation, and I see that your hair style has changed. I'm in high school, it's been a year, you're studying well, and Mom and Dad just want to ask you what you think. Ji Shaoyu's father said unhurriedly.
"Hey, I heard your mother say that you also learned to smoke, it's too early, it's better to quit." Ji Shaoyu's father took out a cigarette and threw it to Ji Shaoyu, and then lit one himself.
Ji Shaoyu stood up, lit a cigarette and leaned against the windowsill to breathe, then he sat on the chair and lit the cigarette, he was already ready for a showdown.
"Well, the original head shape is not good-looking, and the clothes are like that. Not only do I not want to go to make-up classes, but I wouldn't even want to go to school if it weren't for my mom. Mom, Dad, for so many years, you two have been telling me to study hard and don't care about anything else. To put it simply, Dad, you study best, and you should be given the inheritance of my grandfather's property, but you can't compete with my uncle in terms of managing the industry, and you are not as good as the two sons in my uncle's family who have not gone to junior high school in terms of making money. Am I not studying well? No matter where I study, I am ranked first, why can't I get praise and honors for so many years, the position of the class leader, and the favor of my classmates. I'm not a saint, other people's children don't study well and need encouragement, but it's so hard to get the vanity you deserve? Mom, you teach me to be honest, then I can say that it is because I am too honest, I don't fight, I don't fight, I don't perform, so that my old classmates dare to bark like dogs, like my uncle used to threaten you with a knife than me, like those relatives of our family who came to my house to make trouble, like my grandmother was kind to her sister's children but was angry! Bear with it, I've endured enough, I can't get anything when I'm obedient, I've done enough as an honest man! I don't want to be worse than anyone else, I don't want to just learn better than others, and I don't want to be alone there every day with my head down. Sometimes I feel like a clown. Being bullied, isolated, ostracized, I didn't have a stage in that place. Why are people who are not as good as me better than me, I hate school to death now, isn't this about to start school, I also make trouble with me to be disobedient, call the teacher unfair, I let them learn badly!
Ji Shaoyu's long-term misfit at school made him angry, coupled with the isolation of his classmates over the past year and not being appointed to his position, the resentment he had accumulated in his heart for a long time had turned into a vicious revenge. Ji Shaoyu's mother was so startled that she forgot something for a while, she needed time to digest these words, she never thought that her dull and big son would care so much about these things. Ji Shaoyu's father frowned, he could understand Ji Shaoyu's thoughts and hearts, he realized the seriousness of the problem, and he knew the stubbornness of his family. Ji Shaoyu's father told Ji Shaoyu about Ji Shaoyu's grandfather when he was young, he looked at Ji Shaoyu's cold eyes and his body trembling slightly because of anger, and he remembered Ji Shaoyu's grandfather's incident again.