Volume 11 The Warriors Who Believe in Innovation Chapter 13 Gregorian Chant, Explosion (1) - Infants
Moments of continuous sleepiness with a near-perfect sense of tranquility. Maybe it's because he can't see the pupil that has absorbed countless pain, or maybe it's because he can't see the pupil that looks like there is a colorful butterfly spreading its wings just now, which highlights his childish appearance even more. The other Meisters were the same, seeing what they saw, but the next time they opened their eyes, what would they see from the chaos of the world. This thought flashed through Guo Zhouyi's mind, so he came to the conclusion that it was better for them not to wake up for the time being. He clenched his fists and thought to himself: maybe it would be best if he didn't know anything. If they can continue to sleep like this, if they can continue to sleep like this, it will be comparative-
There was no other person in the intensive care ward, and the crowd that was still gathered in the ward just now also went to prepare for the evening party, leaving only himself, a Zeon soldier in the intensive care ward of the federal army, they really can trust themselves, Guo Zhouyi thought self-deprecatingly.
The ECG monitor makes regular sounds, that kind. The sound of beeping and beeping overlapped with his heartbeat, and Guo Zhouyi felt a sense of oppression in the depths of his body. What's going on? What am I doing? What am I here in the base of the Federation, at a time when some great crisis is looming that I will soon know? Maybe I'm just afraid to face that fact, the fact that some kind of crisis is imminent.
"It's okay if you hit me. You who have been kept in the dark may have this right, and you are in the position of worrying about your friends, and you also have this right."
In the silence, Guo Zhouyi recalled Ouyang Ying's voice. Just now, when Ouyang Ying and the others began to ask for information at the moment when they woke up in an instant, facing the people who still seemed to only use the driver of the celestial man and himself as some kind of part, Guo Zhouyi raised his slap to Ouyang Ying, who was still asking about the "memory" of the moment he remembered, and she said this to him. While admitting that she felt that what she had done was necessary, she also turned to face Guo Zhouyi, who couldn't hide her inexplicable anger, and said to him that she hoped that he could grow:
"It's true that I'm different from you, I live differently, we have different ways of doing things, and we may not have the same position at all, but just because of that, if you judge the behavior of others because of this difference, I think it's the worst behavior. As a new human who can sense others and shorten the world's longest distances, is your gentleness only for those whom you judge to be on the same side as you? ”
"A world where the Earth Federation is everything, Zeon. The world of Daikun's dreams, George. Green's vision of the future world, Hiro. Yule's dream of high hopes before he was assassinated, or the world of Aeolia, or the world of the so-called aliens...... Because of the different places of origin, our world is divided in advance. But I, although you are a member of the group, you are also an individual, right? Each of us should have the ability to feel the world for ourselves, and not be completely demarcated by past history or others, just because I'm on the side of the Federation. Is this the tenderness of the new humanity? ”
[I just want to use my eyes to see the truth of this series of things with my own eyes] Recalling what he said to Ouyang Ying, Guo Zhouyi clenched his fists.
"How can you live to change by your own strength, I understand your desire, but with your narrow gentleness, that extreme way of doing things, how can we, who are standing at this moment in a world different from yours, believe that you are enough to bear all the truth, and how can we guarantee that you, as a host of hope, will not destroy yourself before you reach that long future? Arlando. Barkina, you're still a kid, you're too young, so every stroke you draw has to be carefully planned, can you understand? ”
I think that as a soldier, I have no imagination, and asking for personal insight will only confuse myself, but the last sentence is enough to make myself stand there like a stake in confusion for the past two hours.
I'm still a kid? Guo Zhouyi asked himself in his heart, and he asked himself as he looked at his hand, which had become rough from piloting a mobile suit, and swept his stubble chin. At this moment, he felt that the world had become a little trance-like, as if the body and spirit had been somewhat separated...
"Hey, what are you thinking about standing here?"
With such a bright tone, what appeared behind Guo Zhouyi was Ouyang Ying, who was already dressed neatly, wearing a white cheongsam, but it was embroidered with a galloping black dragon; The long silver hair was spread out in a mess, but under the glittering forehead, there were black glasses and black pupils like eternal night...
"Where are you dressed as a rebellious girl?"
"I said it, you're still a child," Ouyang Ying turned around elegantly, "As your dance partner tonight, I naturally have to look younger, otherwise I won't be in tune with you." ”
"It's this I'm a child again...
"Maybe that's why the Kahn government sent you here, but I'm glad that she didn't choose a more drastic way to force you to grow," Ouyang Ying said the words that made Guo Zhouyi's heart tremble, and walked to him and stretched out his arm, "Come on, the party is about to start, and the answer you are looking forward to is coming soon, so, don't you come with me?" ”
Do you want to go together, admit that you are "still a child", what is the feeling of unwillingness that is emerging in your heart now, is it really the unwillingness of the so-called children, looking at Ouyang Ying's hand stretched out like the best porcelain, and then looking up at the face that was already radiating bright and radiant without powder, and then turned to look at the celestial pilots who were still lying in the medical cabin to recuperate, Guo Zhouyi felt that he didn't know who to stretch out his hand to.
"So, it's still a child," Ouyang Ying showed a pinprick smile, grabbed Guo Zhouyi's arm and dragged it out, "Balancing the interests and harms is something that only adults can do, and children just follow their own sensibilities, splitting their hearts in half, half of reason, half of love, you are still far from this step." ”
How could she have so much strength?! Guo Zhouyi, who was stretched by Ouyang Ying, thought in a daze, and then he felt the feeling of rough objects rubbing against his skin at the junction between Ouyang Ying's palm and the back of his hand because of the trembling.
The eldest lady in front of him doesn't seem to be the eldest lady he imagined, and his love doesn't seem to see him as he imagined, and the world is not the world he knows.
"What's that sound?"
"Finally broke free from that puppet-like state, fortunately before we arrived at the venue," Ouyang Ying stroked his hair, "This should be a Gregorian chant, because the beginning of the party seems to be going to be retro, so it's this old-fashioned thing like reading the Bible directly?" ”
The straight chanting continued, but it did not calm Guo Zhouyi's inner turmoil at all, but only brought greater agitation, an irritable and dangerous emotion made him tremble slightly, until Ouyang Ying gently touched him, signaling that it was time for him to get out of the car and then open the door for her.
In front of the huge banquet hall, the waiter who served the top of the Federation opened the car door with arrogance and grace, and then bent down, waiting for the male guest to open the door for the female companion before raising his head, but he only heard a sound of resentful footsteps away from him in confusion, and then a crisp sound sounded, so he looked up suspiciously, and found a beautiful figure dressed in silver/white trotting forward.
What's the situation?