I'm sorry to keep you waiting, it's not easy to pull myself out of the abyss, but with the help of my friends, I managed to do it. As for the update, I can only update these first, it's already more than 4,000 words, and if you count the 3,000 words of battle, this chapter is too long.

In the next week, the update may still not be a daily update, I want to take a closer look at myself, and make more adjustments---- I have to make good use of the inner holes that have not appeared for a long time, and I want to make myself stronger for the future--- I am eroded by the so-called reality, and I really want to keep looking forward to the changes that I may never see.

Also, thank you to the guy with the username Lwc20 who helped me advertise on Baidu Tieba.

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The various charts projected on the mask continued to roll up various program codes, then blacked out, and finally appeared after a few seconds and became regular again, showing that the psychic system had been fully linked to the driver's suit--- which meant that the installation that lasted more than twenty minutes, or the end of the dressing operation.

"This should be no problem.,But I really didn't expect it.,The application of the psychic frame has reached this point.,The fluidized frame forms a network to synchronously strengthen the driver.,It's really something I couldn't think of before.。。。。

Teresa, a researcher at the New Humanity Research Institute, operates behind the driver's seat of silence. Ramros sighed as he gently unplugged and powered it. Guo Zhouyi, who felt the fixation of his whole body disappear, immediately felt light, then he twisted his body, then turned his head to look at Researcher Teresa, and after getting an affirmative nod from the other party, he stood up and left the seat and walked to the outside of the cockpit. He saw that Harman was looking at him, or rather his sky-blue pilot's suit, but he thought Harman was actually looking at some distant place.

It was as if he was regurgitating and chewing on a look called contradiction, and he felt a hint of helplessness flowing through Haman's induction waves, unable to grasp what he was doing. So he looked at Haman's pupils, and in the next moment, Haman's tiredness disappeared, as if sensing his senses, and his eyes returned to their usual sharpness:

"Is the final adjustment over?"

"Well, Researcher Ramros says it's done."

Guo Zhouyi, who said this, left the lifting pod and came to the covered bridge where Harman was standing, with some discomfort surging in his heart, although he knew that she was talking about the adjustment of the driver's suit, but he didn't know why there was a kind of heavy feeling that had been precipitated all the time turned into three words that stimulated him --- strengthen people. Shaking his head and putting aside the term that flashed through his mind, Guo Zhouyi looked at Haman, looked at her pupils, which had already endured countless burdens and emotional bumps, and decided to keep this pimple to herself.

"Stretch out your hand and stand for me to see." But Ehamman, who seemed to feel something, suddenly changed his brisk tone and made a gesture to Guo Zhouyi, just like a couple asking the other half of the person trying on clothes to turn around to see the effect when they were shopping for clothes.

Guo Zhouyi felt that the precipitation in his heart seemed to jump up at that moment, as if it was lighter, so he smiled and stretched out his hand, and turned around------ the set of driving clothes that were enough to afford many Zeon families to eat and drink all year round was quietly attached to his body, just like an ordinary set of sky blue tights, but Guo Zhouyi knew that in the middle sandwich of the clothes, there were crystallization of nanotechnology and psychic induction frame technology, and the dissolved frame. These solutions flow in tiny pipes that rely entirely on his angiography, synchronized with the network of solutions on the surface of the Silence Body, driven by the energy of the Silence itself, which senses his mood, his biological changes, and synchronizes him with the body to the extreme he has never had before...

Yourself and the machine ... Thinking like this, Guo Zhouyi, who had his back to Haman, looked at the mobile suit facing him at this time, and the Elmo-based human operating machine was glowing dark blue at this time, and did not respond to the gaze of her only driver, but only looked at him with an expressionless face obscured by an armored mask. Looking down again, you can see that the retrenchers are closing the last armor--- a section of the mechanical arm that exposes the flow network of the frame inside, just like the arm of a person who has been skinned and exposed his blood vessels--- Guo Zhouyi, who felt the chill, suddenly turned back, trying to find warmth from Haman's sight.

"A message has just been sent to the Resistance Front and the Federal Army's defense command center, and in 27 minutes you will be leading the attack." Haman took a sip from the liquid bowl he was holding, and suddenly seemed to ignore his lover's look for comfort.

"Ah, I know, I just got in touch with Captain Hill." Guo Zhouyi nodded a little disappointed.

"How does it feel?" Haman stepped forward, fought to Guo Zhouyi's side, held the gauntlets of the covered bridge with both hands, and asked softly as he looked at the silence that was being prepared in the end.

"Confusion, restlessness, fear, I think there are many people in the fleet who feel the same way as me." was finally asked by his lover, so Guo Zhouyi exhaled the depression in his chest in a breath.

"You know, if this was me before, I wouldn't hesitate to call you an incompetent vulgar thing, but now I think that's not right," Harman turned around, leaned his hips on the armrest, leaned back slightly, and tilted his head to look at Guo Zhouyi, "New humans, you have to be honest and sincerely admit the existence of your feelings, which is probably why I lost to Jado back then... On the battlefield, the average good soldier will see danger, but when danger as a phenomenon is captured by the sensory organs and walks into the brain, those veterans will not let it become an emotion called fear, and their heads will be like a floodgate, and they will not let their emotions affect their behavior, why, because war itself is chaos, if it is affected by that chaos, it is the time of death... But ah... ”

"But ... New humans are different, they must let go of their consciousness and induction, as well as their emotions, and use themselves as a medium to expand the force field, whether it is Camus. Vidan's final battle, Jedo. Asta's awakening is still the impact of Axis that I couldn't see with my own eyes.,Heh,It's like a fantasy to say.,But it's proven time and time again that new humans can't close their hearts like veterans.。。。 Haman couldn't help but laugh dumbly when he said this.

"But for what, some people would say that it is to turn itself into a more powerful weapon... Guo Zhouyi swallowed his bitter saliva and lowered his head, "And this war, to be honest, I can feel the uneasiness and confusion of the fleet... ”

"That is probably inevitable, because there are emotions that cannot be eliminated by reasoning, speeches and charisma of leaders--- hatred of the bereaved by the fall of a colonial satellite, the remorse of the Zeon soldiers who have violated their own families and they cannot stop ... Hopeless, painful, scared... ”

Haman clutched his chest slightly, his head raised, as if he didn't want something to flow down:

“。。。 Everyone will think about the pain experienced by the people they love and care about, and forget the infinite future when they think about the lost existence, for Zeon's soldiers, even if they are cutting-edge soldiers, because of the influence of their predecessors, the concept of helping the Federation is probably unforgivable, but this is the way of survival of human beings so far, so that the infinite future is eroded by the so-called reality, and at the same time, it drags the broken body forward, but even if it is only for a moment, it only looks tiny to many people, It is only the erosion of --- that those beautiful thoughts are the key to keeping the entire human race moving forward in the midst of hardship ... ”

“。。。 And so it flickered, and flickered, until one day everyone could reach that glorious future, Zeon. That's what Dyken looked forward to, George. Grimm wants to build a bridge called the coordinator in order to get to that place, Aeolia is looking forward to change--- sense the anger, remorse and pain in everyone's heart, understand them, and then expand the light in everyone's heart--- this is the new humanity, in order to become a so-called more powerful weapon, in order to become a bridge, it has nothing to do with us, how people who are shrouded in light forget that moment of emotion and repeat the mistakes of the past has nothing to do with us, we just need to recognize a concept. ”

"A concept?"

"The new humanity is not a specification of human beings, it is only a tiny part of hope, but it is precisely because of this that our existence has meaning, because the future represented by the real new humanity is the fundamental reason why mankind can come to the universe now!"

"I feel a little arrogant."

"Arrogant? Why do you think so, it is not arrogant to look forward to a future, but to deny a future is, for the new human beings born because of expectation and trust, how can it be considered arrogant to live on expectation and trust? ”

"I'm just scared...

"Why?"

"Actually, I know that if this... The Empire is here to be the enemy of all mankind, and the truly terrible future is for them to unite the inhabitants of the universe against the Earth ... In that case, the geosphere of the military will ignite a new round of wolf smoke, and the inhabitants of the earth will accelerate the redevelopment of the earth, and it is difficult to say what the inhabitants of the universe who have been oppressed for a long time will do ... ”

It's not clear to say this, Guo Zhouyi felt more and more difficult to talk about it, making him feel that the enthusiasm in his heart was getting colder and colder---- the invisible future that he vaguely felt in his heart seemed to deviate from the essence of things in the moment he was stereotyped by language and words, and felt this anxiety that was difficult to break through, Guo Zhouyi's voice became lower and lower.

"It's hard in words, isn't it?" Haman's words shocked Guo Zhouyi's heart.

"Then convey this feeling, because of this the machine will exist, this driver's suit will exist, they are just the machine that augments you, can see things thoroughly and keep a clear heart, I Haman. Karn decided that you were a pure new human, not a hardened one born of a twisted prayer. ”

At the end of Haman's words there was a prayer-like earnestness and proud firmness, and he was deeply shocked by the words of women with the names of the new Queen Zeon and so on, and he felt proud and adored for her resolute posture at this time, but also felt that the burden in his heart was even heavier--- if he had the power she had spoken, if this body had this power, then the two galloping symbolized an incomparable existence, and now he was qualified to control this power?

[It is necessary to recognize yourself, and recognize what you are in the battle so far? 】

For the first time since he was born into this world, such thoughts floated in the heart of a person named Guo Zhouyi, and such thoughts penetrated a layer of artificially set barrier and floated up from the lowest level of the soul.

Haman looked at Guo Zhouyi standing there, as if he had seen something terrifying, his eyes suddenly widened, and then the whole person fell into depression again:

"What's wrong?"

“。。。 People, is there a way to block their memories? ”

"Uh... Although there will be such a thing as memory manipulation ... ”

"Is it possible that a person will be dominated by memories that should disappear and become no longer himself?"

"What's wrong with you...

"Investigate me! Let's see if I've ever been manipulated with memories like an enhancer, and I want to make sure if I'm really my true self here, and if I can become a new human, will it be a predetermined setting! ”

Guo Zhouyi suddenly hugged Haman and shouted excitedly, just at the moment when he tried to retrace his past--- he saw something that he couldn't accept, his past was dark, only occasional fragments were like flashes of light in the night, and he couldn't make up a complete picture at all, only the memories after seeing her! There seems to be some kind of darkness whispering: You are the same kind as those manipulated strengthened people, so that he has to hold on to a complete and vivid person in his memory at this time as a support, if he is to fight with the power of will, then this chaotic soul core is unable to drive himself and the future, why do you...

"Even if you are manipulated by others, the road you have walked so far is not a ghost floating without a trace, but a road covered by the footprints left by a man who has carried a burden, and no one can deny your existence, so wouldn't it be good...

Feeling the gentle breath coming through his body, Guo Zhouyi hugged Haman tighter.

"I'm the same, obviously after feeling Jado's heart, I decided to put down the burden of life and face death, but after the darkness, I floated in the universe again with a broken body, and in the world, I don't know what happened at all, but... But because of this, I began to change, because the inexplicable things obtained in the abyss of death made me start to change, and I also wondered if I was manipulated by something, but even if it was, what could I do, the path I walked, my existence, no one can deny it, I will spread the light in my heart, if there are really people who manipulate us, it must also shine in their hearts... ”

"Did we come together because we sensed each other's mood in the first place?" Both of them said the same thing at the same time.

Not because of the past, not because of experience, not because of expectations, not because of ambition, not because of ambition, not because of curiosity, not because of desire, it has nothing to do with these things, but because the light that exists somewhere deeper has come together, so that we can overcome so many obstacles to get to where we are now.

Since this is the case, there is no need to be afraid of anything at all in the battle of waiting, there is no need to worry about anything, even if you are just a dusty existence, even if you are under the manipulation of fate, there is only one thing you have to do, and that is to spread the light in your heart.

"Thank you." Inserting his fingers between her scented hair, Guo Zhouyi took Haman's lips to his lips and kissed them.

"As a thank you, I want two things."

"Huh?"

"First, an order."

"What?"

"Wait a moment in the battle, fight according to your heart."

"Yes, what about the second one?"

"I'll talk about it when you're triumphant."

"Yes, my lady."

"Then board the plane, my knight."