The sun is warm, and the sea is caressing.

Zhu Bajie suddenly stretched out his hand, covered it in front of him, and then said with a smile: "Brother Monkey, do you say that my old pig has any hope of being with Chang'e in this life?" ”

"Yes, you are infatuated with Chang'e, one day you will move her, come on."

Chen Li encouraged.

But in all fairness, he felt that this was too unlikely.

Of course, feelings are an unreasonable thing, maybe one day you will see a ghost, Chang'e has a good impression of Zhu Bajie?

Zhu Bajie suddenly got up from the beach, he picked up a shell buried in the fine sand, swiped his hand, and threw it violently.

The shell only rolled over a wave on the surface of the sea, and then it was swallowed by the waves, and I don't know where it went.

"Brother Monkey, you don't need to comfort me, my old pig knows that he is two pounds, and Chang'e will never be with me."

He said with a calm face.

Chen Li frowned and waited for the next word.

"I think five hundred years ago, my old pig as the marshal of Tianpeng, can be described as a very human minister, how high-spirited at that time, Heaven does not know how many little fairies secretly promised me a heart, if it is not for the famous saying in Heaven, the fairy god can not talk about love, I estimate that at this time, there are a lot of children."

He looked back and grinned confidently, but soon, the confidence on his face vanished again, replaced by a touch of helplessness and loss.

"It's a pity, no matter how high-spirited my old pig was at that time, Chang'e in the Guanghan Palace was cold and indifferent to me."

"She has been boring to me since then, not to mention after that incident, in fact, we went to Guanghan Palace before, and the reason why I wanted to lure Wu Gang away was that I felt a little guilty about her and didn't dare to see her, of course, I didn't want her to see my old pig now."

"Look? Do you think Chang'e is a woman who judges people by her appearance? Chen Li asked rhetorically.

Zhu Bajie smiled and shook his head.

"Of course she's not, otherwise my old pig was also personable and powerful back then, how could she be indifferent to me?"

"Then why are you still worried about your appearance?"

Chen Li frowned.

Zhu Bajie didn't speak, just bent down and grabbed a touch of golden soft sand on the ground.

He squeezed hard, as if trying to keep the sand, but it backfired, and the harder he pushed, the faster the sand drained from his fingers.

Zhu Bajie spoke again, his voice calm.

"Back then, I treated Chang'e the same way I treated this sand, I wanted to get her, I wanted to get her by any means, but in the end? Far from succeeding, I paid a huge price for it, and the distance between her and me became more and more distant, and she gradually disappeared from my life like this sand. ”

"Five hundred years of time, just like this sand, gradually passed, when I went to the Heavenly Palace with you that day, to be honest, my heart was not so happy, I was very strange at the time, I obviously thought that I had been thinking about that day for five hundred years, but for some reason, when I really went to the Heavenly Palace, I didn't want to go."

"I couldn't figure it out, just in such a daze, all the way to the outside of the Guanghan Palace, I thought I would be very excited and excited, but in fact, even if I saw the familiar palace, there was no trace of waves in my heart, and even Chang'e's appearance never appeared in my mind, Brother Monkey, do you say it's ridiculous?"

Chen Li didn't think it was funny, but Zhu Bajie seemed to think it was funny, so his mouth kept grinning, and his face was full of smiles.

That kind of smile, very calm, very relieved.

Zhu Bajie sat back on the beach, looking into the distance, and his voice suddenly became a little lower.

"Brother Monkey, you may not believe it, although Chang'e's appearance did not appear in my mind that day, another girl, after hundreds of years, suddenly appeared in my memory."

"It was also when she appeared, that I suddenly understood that in fact, what I love is not Chang'e at all, the reason why there was that incident five hundred years ago, but because I couldn't get it, I think it was the best, and these five hundred years of thinking about it are just regrets about my own choice back then."

"So, Chang'e is just a piece of sand that I can't grasp for my old pig, and that girl, although vague, is like a gust of wind, she is not like sand, you can see and touch it, but when I am willing to calm down and feel it, I find that the wind is everywhere."

"She has long been lingering in my heart, so that day in the Guanghan Palace, when I suddenly thought of her, I never wanted to go to the Guanghan Palace again."

Zhu Bajie's face was filled with a happy expression, probably saying that he was almost done, he turned his head, looked at Chen Li with serious eyes, and said, "So, Brother Monkey, do you understand?" I actually don't love Chang'e, and I don't mind how you and her are, on the contrary, if she can be with my old pig's most iron brother, it's too late for me to be happy. ”

After he finished speaking, the two fell into a long silence.

After a long time, Chen Licai smiled and asked, "That girl, is it still ...... Are you there? ”

He asked very tactfully, but Zhu Bajie still understood what he was asking.

"I don't know if she's still alive, probably long dead, after all, she's a goblin."

"Leprechaun?" Chen Li's head tilted, his face puzzled.

Zhu Bajie smiled: "Yes, a brocade mouse, she has two brothers, all evil, back then I and Li Jing's bastard were ordered to arrest, her two brothers were very powerful, I almost broke in their hands, and then she desperately saved me, but ......"

At this point, he paused, and a hint of remorse seemed to flash in the depths of his eyes.

Chen Li patted him on the shoulder, he was silent for a while, and then said with a wry smile: "It's a pity, at that time, I was pretentious and disdained to be with demons, so instead of repaying the favor, I also set out the Achilles heel of her two elder brothers in her mouth, and in the end, her two elder brothers lost to me, and then were included in the Linglong Pagoda by Li Jing, of course, she was no exception." ”

"Although I later pleaded with Li Jing to let her go, I don't know what the final result will be......"

"Brother Monkey, do you say that I am an old pig, am I an ungrateful bastard?"

He grinned wryly.

Chen Li remained silent, and his mood suddenly became a little melancholy.

This is probably the first and only time that Zhu Bajie confided in people what was hidden in his heart through that heartless smiling face.

From Marshal Tianpeng, to the pig demon, to the scripture learner, this nerd has experienced too much.

Fairy Chang'e, who has been chattering for five hundred years, was relieved and laughed by him for a while.

And a brocade mouse that has never been mentioned has been re-attached to his heart overnight.

(End of chapter)