Light, always light, whether cold or warm, always symbolizes the lost light. Is this what light is supposed to bring to people? When I was a kid, I always asked myself that. Light symbolizes loss, because every day when the sun rises it means that there is a companion to go out, and going out means that there is a possibility that you will not be able to come back; At night, the lights of the town shine out where we are, so that those who want to take us away can see us. Light, means to lose something.

After being with Vanessa, the same is true, during the day, we spend most of our time in the dark--- because the night work consumes too much physical energy; And at night, the lights in the room are on again...

Light, it means loss, at that time, I was afraid of light, even if I didn't know what it meant to lose, I knew that something was flowing from my body, from my surroundings, like the dirty water that flowed from my body and Vanessa's body, like Vanessa's tears, flowed away...

Then, one day, I was taken into a bath of light, and I cried in fear.

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Resurrection, that's the name of the holiday, just tomorrow--- Angie recognized that this is the celebration of a certain being who has returned from death, and this celebration seems to use a lot of chocolate eggs, so she and Vanessa's room also put a few, and even put one in the place where there is a photo plate of her and Vanessa's naked bodies hanging at the door.

I don't know why, when Angie dragged her skinny body covered with night whiplash scars to close the door, she felt very unhappy when she saw the colorful eggs next to the portrait of Luo body. What exactly is the chocolate egg for, and what does it mean, Angie thought. Then she quickly got an answer.

A man barged in, and Angie recognized him, it was the man of the place.

The man scolded "bitch" and shouted the hostess's name angrily while tearing Vanessa off the bed in front of Angie. Angie stood aside silently, this situation has also been in the past, maybe she will participate in it.

Then Angie saw the man take out a few colorful chocolate eggs in his hand--- props used in the festival symbolizing the resurrection.

Then, Angie saw the man stuff the props into Vanessa's lower body and put his mouth up. [Do you finally know that the taste there is actually not good, so you want to make it sweet?] Angie thought like this, every night someone would suck Vanessa's lower body, and even herself was pressed to eat Vanessa's lower body, but the taste there was really bad, and it didn't even smell as good as the garbage can.

But the way those men seem to be excited when they lick is really unreasonable, and now anyone finally realizes it?

But the man quickly straightened up, and said to Vanessa with a look of horror and disgust: [I almost forgot, shouldn't it be your menstrual affair today, how can there be no smell at all?!] 】

Then under Angie's gaze, Vanessa's face turned extremely pale, and her face twitched after the man scolded and rushed out.

Angie stood in the shadow of her reassurance, uneasy.

The uneasiness quickly turned to fear, and she and Vanessa were pulled out in the daylight, through the dark alleys where they had previously lived, through the crowds, and the electric car took Angie and Vanessa to a place, a dilapidated room with a miserable white light. In the room, which was much poorer than the one they were staying in, Angie watched as a man dressed in white fixed Vanessa's feet, and then took out a number of utensils from behind a curtain: syringes, for example, Angie knew this, because some guests would use them to fill her defecation with water; For example, scissors, Vanessa helped her cut her hair...

But what is that, a silver stick, very similar to something that some guests poked into Vanessa's body, but the front part is hook-shaped, not quite the same...

It must be different, Angie thought, because she saw Vanessa's face--- it was definitely not the face of the guest, Vanessa was either expressionless or smiling when she poked the guest with a stick, but now she only had horror and... Vanessa said it was called painful emotion.

[Please, let me be born, I just want another companion, my... I conceive it within myself ... It's mine... The sun that I conceive ... Vanessa said a little incoherently to the man and the man in white.

Sun?! Angie felt her heart skip a beat, what is the light, what are you going to lose, can't, can't take out the light! That kind of thing, if it is exposed, will only lose something!!

[Don't touch Vanessa!] Caught by this fearful tendency, Angie threw herself next to Vanessa.

Then Angie was punched to the ground by the man, the girl rolled on the ground, and at the same time that the pain that made her tremble welled up, a feeling that made her feel like vomiting also came up, and in the pain and dizziness, Angie lay on the ground in fear and watched Vanessa be injected with some liquid and then fainted.

[Letting you come is to help this guy stabilize his mood, you're good, you dare to protect her, look at it, hum, this is also a lesson for you, don't think about it, every guest has to wear a condom, remember!! The man grabbed Angie from the ground, pinched her cheeks, and shouted into her ear.

Angie watched in horror until she saw something being pulled out of Vanessa's body by the rod.

[Vanessa's sun is pulled out, it's really her sun, there will be a feeling that I am shining... Angie fainted.

When she woke up again, Angie found herself in their room with Vanessa again.

No, it was taken away, Vanessa's sun, which was supposed to warm her in her body, something that had coalesced and formed in that body was taken out and taken away. She didn't know what it was, but Angie felt she understood the importance of it.

What exactly did Vanessa lose? Anji clutched her throat in pain, the thoughts of this question had obviously condensed in her chest, but she just couldn't ask it, it was so painful.

Unable to ask questions, Angie could only watch as Vanessa burst into tears, the liquid dripping from Vanessa's gray hollow.

What exactly did Vanessa lose?! Illuminated by the sun in her body, what did she lose, and in the questions that brought her fear, Angie waited for the night, and waited for the miserable white light.

It's a guy who comes often, a soldier with a gun, and he often uses that gun to stab Vanessa's lower body, and let Vanessa suck his lower body.

Nothing special, something happened once that made Angie feel a little relieved, and she expertly took off her clothes and prepared to sit next to Vanessa to help her rub her breasts.

[Anji, don't. Vanessa said to Angie with a smile.

Angie suddenly felt a tremor in her heart, that smile was good... It's indescribably beautiful, it's like...

It's like the sun, like light, stinging your eyes, and if it's the light that stings you, then Vanessa's face is shining...

Light!!! It's light!! What am I going to lose ... Hit by such a thought, Angie suddenly fell on the bed and looked at Vanessa who had lowered her head to suck Yun in horror.

Both of them breathed heavily, and then there was a scream, and Angie watched as Vanessa bit off the stick that had so often stabbed them when she seemed to be at her most intoxicated.

Bang... Bang! Bang bang bang!! A series of loud bangs.

Blood spurted from Vanessa's body, and some of it landed on Anji's face, and Anji mechanically turned her head to look at Vanessa, and found that her face was full of a twisted expression of pain and pleasure mixed together, and that expression sucked her consciousness into it like a whirlpool.

Angelica. Z。 Gambino fainted.

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Vanessa died, died in front of me, in the first hour of Easter. On that day, I took possession of Vanessa's room, and they took everything from Vanessa, except for her diary, because they didn't know that Vanessa had been hiding her diary in the Bible--- yes, the Bible, the only place she had and the only place where it wouldn't be checked.

Because the female boss at that time was very religious.

Vanessa wrote her diary while I was asleep;

[The only pleasure I know is to abandon everything to enjoy the xing love that makes me feel disgusting for some reason, and the only thing I can clearly hate is men, so let me leave with the pleasure of xing love and revenge.] If I can ascend to Heaven, let me taste the sweetness of both forever ... If I am going to Hell, may ... 】

Vanessa's diary is broken, and I'll never know what she wants to write.

But all I know is that I lost Vanessa at Easter because I lost Vanessa by being exposed to the light.