Chapter 1166: Final Redemption
Xia Xin didn't know how long he had been lying down or how many days he had been lying.
The deathly silence in the room reminded him that Leng Xue Hitomi was not as she said and would be back in a few days.
Xia Xin sat up indifferently and looked blankly at the bedside table, the white hook jade.
There was a glimmer of memory in his eyes.
He hadn't eaten for many days, so he just drank some water.
In fact, Xia Xin didn't want to drink it, he thought it would be good to die like this, but the strong desire of human beings to survive was beyond his expectations, and in a daze, he didn't know when he drank the water put by the cold snow pupil on the bedside table.
If Leng Xuetong didn't release the water, Xia Xin estimated that he might really die, and he wouldn't even have the strength to pour the water if he was hungry.
After so many days, Xia Xin's mood calmed down a little, and he could barely accept the facts.
The first thing he did when he got up was not to eat, but to take the white magatama and look at it, he was stunned for a while, then he got up and opened the desk, flipped it over, and opened the drawer under the computer desk, the compartment in the middle of the wardrobe, the previous school bag, the computer bag, but wherever he could put things, he looked for it.
Everything has been turned over.
However, he couldn't find what he was looking for.
Xia Xin sat on the edge of the bed with a blank face and thought about it, as soon as he thought about it, the scene of his parents being covered in blood immediately appeared in his mind, and his mother was shot in order to protect herself, and she pushed out the summer night, as well as the screams and sorrows of children, old people, and women, and the panic, unease, and resentful gaze, so that Xia Xin didn't dare to close his eyes at all.
I don't know if it's an illusion, when holding this jade, Xia Xin felt a little warm, perhaps, it was because he felt Leng Xuetong's concern, which brought a slight warmth to his cold body, and his depressed mood was also a little calmer.
Xia Xin thought about it, put Magatama around his neck, and then opened the lunch box by the bedside table.
It's a pity that it's summer, the weather is a little stuffy, the dishes have become moldy, and the rice has gone rancid.
Xia Xin still grabbed the rice and took a bite, which directly disgusted his stomach water came out.
In fact, even Xia Xin himself didn't understand what he was doing.
He got up and went to the kitchen, grabbed the last thing left in the fridge, such as jelly and ice cream, put it on a tray, and sat down on the sofa in the living room.
I didn't turn on the lights, just sat alone in a dim environment, and ate a little casually, which was considered to fill my stomach.
After eating two bites, I heard a little glass rubbing sound, and turned my head to see that it was the kitten brought back on that summer night, black and white, I don't know when, came out of the cage, on the balcony, "meow" screamed and patted the floor-to-ceiling window.
Xia Xin was stunned, got up and opened the floor-to-ceiling window, and the kitten came to his feet and rubbed his calves.
Apparently for food.
Xia Xin found a plate, opened the few remaining jellies, put them on the plate, and scooped some ice cream for it.
This kitten usually eats everything, and has lived tenaciously until now, no matter what it is, he bowed his head and licked it without hesitation.
That cute little appearance reminded Xia Xin of a summer night.
My mind flashed when I was smiling sweetly on a summer night, when I was coquettish, when I was sleeping, and when I laughed terribly.
He missed a summer night.
As Leng Xue Hitomi said.
There aren't just bad sides in life.
While Xia Xin thinks of his sinful past, he can always think of Xia Ye, which is his only salvation.
It is precisely because of the existence of summer nights that Xia Xin occasionally sighs that he is so lucky to be able to come to this world.
Xia Xin...... I really miss summer nights.
Thinking about it now, what the woman said at that time had always been vague, and he didn't even ask why he said that Xia Ye belonged to the Xia family, and what the specific situation was.
Even if Xia Ye is not his sister, but hasn't he been living with him all the time, and he pushed her to the tip of the knife, Ye Ye didn't die, she survived.
And the sickness of the night......
Xia Xin has a lot of questions.
However, in his mind at this time, these doubts are actually not important.
He was simply thinking about summer nights.
At that time, because he remembered the past, he broke down and wanted to die, his brain went blank, and he didn't react to anything, so he let Xia Ye be taken away by that woman.
Although she said that she was representing the Xia family, is there any proof?
Xia Xin was actually starving to death at this time.
Those two jellies, a little ice cream couldn't fill his stomach at all, but he cared more about summer nights than eating.
Xia Xin took out his mobile phone and wanted to make a call to Xia Ye.
I want to know how she is now, how is she doing, is she well fed, is she warmly dressed?
Of course, these are all nonsense, after all, if it is really the Xia family, it must be much more comfortable than following him.
But, what if, what if you miss me all night and night?
In the process of escaping the world in the past few days, Xia Xin thought about the summer night the most, and he was most fortunate because of the summer night.
He finally understood the meaning of what Summer Night had said.
Reminds me of past conversations between the two.
"Brother Ge, Brother Ge, we can't sleep, I want you to tell us a story."
"Well, I'll tell you a story about a prince and a princess."
Because little girls usually like to listen to the story of the prince and the princess.
"No, let's not listen to the story of the prince defeating the evil dragon, saving the princess, and then living happily, let's listen to the story of the demon king defeating the prince, snatching the princess, and living happily with the princess."
“……”
At that time, Xia Xin was thinking, this story is too weird.
And also.
"Kukukuku, we are the supreme and evil queen, the embodiment of the evil of the world, and you are our half."
“…… Ah, I still want to be a partner of righteousness, why should I be the embodiment of the most evil? ”
“……”
Isn't it clear that children like to be the embodiment of justice?
Looking back now, Xia Xin understood.
The so-called worst incarnation of Ye Ye refers to her, in fact, not her.
Night Night has known for a long time.
Even if you know the truth, even if you know that you are a great sin, you are willing to be by your side every night, be your own half, and bear the sins of the other half.
I don't want to listen to the story of the prince and the princess every night, even if every little girl likes the prince, she doesn't need it, what she wants is the evil demon king.
Xia Xin finally understood the meaning of what Xia Ye said in the past.
He finally understood!
Night is telling herself that even if one day her memory is restored, don't be discouraged, don't be depressed, she will always be by her side.
Xia Xin's mobile phone still retains all the text messages that Xia Ye has sent him.
Open a few casually, and you will see that in most text messages, there will be a sentence, "Even if the whole world betrays you, we will be by your side, be brave, our half-body." ”
It wasn't until today that Xia Xin understood the correct way to interpret this sentence.
All the while, Night Night has been comforting herself and helping herself in her own way.
This is the greatest salvation for Xia Xin.
Xia Xin believes that even if he is abandoned by the world, he will be by his side every night.
He now had a strong desire to see the summer nights.
This desire even outweighs the question of food that is vital to his survival.
Xia Xin pressed the most familiar button and made a call to Xia Ye.
However, the familiar annoying sentence came from the mobile phone, "The phone in Ningbo has been turned off, please dial again later." ”
This disappointed Xia Xin.
After thinking about it, he made a call to the shadow, and the shadow immediately handed over the phone to Xia Yunwei.
Xia Yunwei's majestic voice came from the mobile phone.
"Anything else?"
"I want to say a few words to Yeye, I have something to tell her."
"What's the matter, it's the same with me."
Xia Yunwei's attitude is very tough.
However, Xia Xin did not back down, "No, I can only tell her about this." ”
Xia Yunwei felt Xia Xin's toughness, and paused and said, "She slept." ”
"Then I'll fight again tomorrow."
"We're going to a meeting tomorrow and don't have much time to answer the phone."
"It's okay, then I'll go over by myself."
Xia Xin must see Xia Ye again, last time he had a nervous breakdown and didn't figure anything out, now he thinks back to Xia Ye's crying little face at that time, his heart is like a knife.
He has important things to say.
“……”
Xia Yunwei stopped talking, and after waiting for about 2 minutes, Xia Yunwei replied, "Wait a minute, just now, I'll find someone to call her, you wait a few minutes." ”
Xia Xin replied quickly, "I can wait as long as I want." ”
Then there was no sound in the phone.
Xia Xin actually couldn't wait long, just by saying these few words, he was already panting weakly, and his head was buzzing loudly.
It's a little hard to think.
Because he hasn't eaten for many days, his body is now very weak. Extreme lack of energy.
Xia Xin's head was groggy and could lie down at any time.
After 15 minutes of waiting, the sound of a summer night finally came from the phone after a burst of electronic tones.
"Is it night?"
"It's me."
Although it was just two simple words, the childish and crisp voice unique to this summer night made Xia Xin clench his phone excitedly, and he even felt that the two had not seen each other for several years.
"Night ......"
Xia Xin's mind was in a mess, and he felt that he had a lot to say, and in the end it only converged into one sentence, "Are you doing over there?" ”
"I'm fine, Aunt Xia is very good to me, eats well, lives well, much better than my brother's."
“…… Well, yes, yes, after all, the Xia family. ”
Xia Xin smiled awkwardly.
After all, the economic strength of the two sides is not on the same line, or rather, not in the same space.
A cup on someone's coffee table may be worth more than their entire net worth.
"That'...... That's good, that's good. ”
Xia Xin nodded desperately, he wanted to apologize, but apologizing is actually meaningless, especially in the mobile phone.
So he didn't say.
Xia Xin thought for a while and asked, "Then when are you going to come over again, or when are you free, I'll go over, I have something very important to tell you." ”
"No, I don't want to hear it, so let's stop here."
"......" Xia Xin's lips trembled, and he was speechless all of a sudden.
The merciless voice of the summer night came.
"I'm doing well here, and I don't want to go back to eat such a bad food and sleep in such a hard bed."
"Yes, it's all my fault."
"No need to apologize, I'm doing well now, and I don't want to reminisce about the past, don't call, I don't want to listen, and it's impossible to go back, let's not meet again, so be it."
“…… Forehead," Xia Xin closed his eyes with some difficulty, gritted his teeth, and apologized softly, "I'm sorry." ”
However, the other party hung up the phone directly.
There was a blind sound of "Didi" on the phone.
Xia Xin didn't dare to beg for forgiveness, he knew that he had done too many things wrong, and he would become so ruthless every night, refusing to forgive himself, he felt that he deserved it.
He knew very well that he was a sinner, a sinner whose sins were unforgivable.
With the end of this phone call, Xia Xin's only small and beautiful world also collapsed and shattered......
He stood up with difficulty and wanted to go out to find something to eat, only to take two steps, only to feel that his head was heavy, and the sky was spinning for a while, and he could no longer support his heavy body, and his head smashed straight on the coffee table in front of him, and he fainted......
In the dim living room, Xia Xin was the only one left, fainting to the ground alone, life and death uncertain.
The sky grew darker and darker, even the moonlight disappeared, and there was no longer the slightest light in the living room.
Endless darkness enveloped the entire living room, and also shrouded Xia Xin's world......