"We're hurrying in the direction of the starting point." As if hesitating about something, the eldest daughter of the Matsunaga family, who had always been resolute and resolute, opened and closed her mouth several times before she spit out such words.

Hearing this, Guo Zhouyi suddenly felt a little disconnected, he knew that the special warship of the New Human Research Institute came to the battlefield with the premise of not participating in the battle, but it was a bit unexpected that it sailed in the opposite direction of the mission domain with itself when the battle situation reached a critical point. This kind of impact made the new human whose head was already a little blurry fall into confusion all of a sudden, the regular electrocardiogram sound and the smell of disinfectant water were blurred, and it felt as if it was connected to the Delgar system again, and the drips under low gravity flowed into his body without sound, delivering the minimum nutrients into his body...

"Dazuo?"

Seeing Guo Zhouyi, who seemed to be in a daze, Matsunaga Xuehua called softly with some worry; Seeing that the female driver, who usually had such a strong title as [Chariot Bulldozer] in the team, showed a worried expression, Guo Zhouyi unconsciously tightened his face and showed a smile:

"I'm causing trouble for everyone again, I thought I could suppress that system with my heart, ha...

"No, it's not like that," Matsunaga shook his head a little eagerly, "It's a direct order from Vice Marshal Haman, let's immediately dispatch a person to cooperate with the special ship of the research institute to escort Osa to the vicinity of the mothership for battlefield replenishment, and then it seems that there is a mission." ”

"Task? At such a critical time to maintain the front, I need to be reassigned to a mission, is it something that only a new human can do? ”

"That's it!" Just after Guo Zhouyi asked a question, the screen on the wall, which originally displayed diagnostic data, suddenly lit up, and the machine showing the words "voice-only" came out of Haman. Karn's voice was somewhat distorted.

"The subordinate is retiring." Yukika Matsunaga got up and was about to walk out.

"Matsunaga Guncao stays, because you're going to be on this mission as an escort later," Haman's voice continued, and the screen flickered a few times, swiping out a lot of text, "This is the details of the next mission, take a good look." ”

After a few minutes, after watching the task, Guo Zhouyi felt a nameless flame gradually burn from his abdomen, and the cold feeling where he felt the needle piercing his skin disappeared, making his saliva also begin to be bitter, and a sense of anxiety that could not be vented overrode anger made him feel that even the air became heavy.

"What a bastard!!" But Matsunaga Yukika, who was beside him, didn't seem to feel anxious, but simply shouted out because of anger. Looking at Matsunaga Xuehua's radiating azure eyes, Guo Zhouyi affirmed his feelings, the female driver had been engulfed in anger at this time, and it was anger without hesitation.

"How can Dazuo intercept the nuclear bomb with these people, he obviously wants to kill two birds with one stone, killing the inhabitants of the universe and destroying our new human combat power!!" Matsunaga Yukika shouted so selflessly. Guo Zhouyi looked at her silently, he felt very strange, but at this time he had no absolute anger, more of a sense of helplessness and anxiety, why? Why do I feel different from Xuehua, I clearly have a similar past, but I feel different things.

"That's also a possibility, just as it's possible that there are really people in the Federation Army who are desperately trying to stop the extremists' actions for the sake of the inhabitants of the universe, it's a possibility, but that's a history that we can't determine whether it's true or not... In Matsunaga Xuehua's shocked gaze, Guo Zhouyi sighed softly, and there was a notice in his ears of [Approaching the Aeneas and preparing for battlefield supplies], but such a voice could not shake his thoughts, as if giving Matsunaga Xuehua an excuse, let her leave the room as if she had left the room with a sentence of [subordinates to supervise the supply work].

There was a faint vibration sound from the place where the door creaked, which made Guo Zhouyi's body that had become a low-gravity captive vibrate slightly--- it was actually Xuehua's fear that shook him, Guo Zhouyi recognized it; The gravity area on the special ship made a turning sound, which could actually drown out the slight sound of the door closing, but he clearly caught the slight sound: no one ordered her to go out, no one ordered her to lock the door, but she went out and closed the door because she was afraid. It is not so easy to take a step forward from the position that you have been in before, there is a price, someone has to pay for the peace of life, someone has to pay for their status, and even someone has to pay for life and dignity...

"It may be too difficult for that girl, after all, as the daughter of Matsunaga Chaebol, who is a close confidant of Zeon, it is really difficult to pay the price of faith and self-esteem. . . ." Guo Zhouyi, who realized such a thing, said softly what he thought in his heart, "But even I inevitably feel helpless and anxious, why did this kind of thing happen... Why... Why is it that at such a time one can think of destruction rather than cooperation ... Why are they still able to do such a thing as changing the coordinates of missiles... Why would anyone support them ... ”

"A hundred years ago, when humanity began to invade the universe, in the later colonial era," Haman's voice became slightly sinister and helpless, "why there are so many people in the universe to support Zeon The answer to this question is actually the answer to your question. The actions of the Zeon Army who dropped meteorites on Earth may be incorrect, the actions of injecting nerve gas are immoral, and I can say that it is incorrect, but the inhabitants of the universe will still support us, why? For sometimes, neither correctness nor morality can save man, neither mentally nor physically ... ”

“。。。 The inhabitants of the universe who continue to be oppressed and exploited, the inhabitants of the universe who live a life in the stars that the sun cannot warm up, do not have the blessings of such a thing as the atmosphere, and we are cold and fragile and are oppressed by the Federation in terms of physical survival, so we will expect Zeon; Solitude, we are mentally endured with great despair and cruelty, so we support the actions of the Zeon Army, which is neither right nor moral, because Zeon symbolizes a room for improvement... ”

“。。。 So from another point of view, those extremists like blue cosmos are not the same existence for some people on the earth, their physical fitness is surpassed, the prospect of evolution is surpassed, and more practically--- now the economy of the colony is also going to surpass the earth, and in the era when they and the earth are about to become useless except for tourist attractions and museums, after a hundred years of domination, what kind of pain are these people experiencing... ”

“。。。 Each other can take a step back, okay ... After Haman finally stopped temporarily, Guo Zhouyi, who was going to pick up the conversation, found that he couldn't speak, obviously there was a leader like Harman who could think, and there was a fighter like himself who was willing to believe in change and self-discipline, obviously he felt that as long as there was such a person, he could stop the war, but the reality forced him to participate in the next battle like reincarnation. If this is the reality, Guo Zhouyi feels that there is not much that can be done except admit that he is stupid and feel ashamed.

Suddenly, Guo Zhouyi, who felt that he was stupid, realized one point, that is, what he had learned before seemed to be just something he learned to adapt to life and adapt to the current situation, which could only be regarded as [information] at all, not the information or knowledge absorbed by the --- wisdom, if he could not be further thought about and had the power to change the status quo itself, he was not wise at all--- he was really stupid.

"Now to Zeon and the Federation, to the inhabitants of the universe and the earth, to say 'Enough fight, stop', this is probably all you can get, 'Do you want us to surrender?' This is probably the question of 'do you want us to surrender?' I have to consider the difference between the two kinds of people who are outside the matter and those who are indoors... Axis' flash did not change humanity, and humanity did not realize the change even after witnessing such an event, perhaps because not everyone was at the center of the event; In the same way, we who are looking forward to change do not experience the life of an ordinary cosmic dweller or an earth-dweller ... ”

"That's why it's all the more important to convey a message... Guo Zhouyi replied softly.

"Well, if you only know how to identify the rigid status quo as the unchanging status quo, there is no point in living, and human beings have entered the universe in pursuit of change, and there is no reason not to change the world after entering the universe because of the pursuit of change... Ha, it sounds like a religious preach... ”

What Haman said seemed to be difficult to continue, so it came to a pause, but Guo Zhouyi felt a kind of helplessness--- the invisible hope that the two of them felt together became stiff and gray at the moment when they were stereotyped by words, which made him raise his voice:

"It will become, people can change! If it weren't for that, you wouldn't even say such things to me, and you wouldn't be in love with someone as clumsy as me, would you?! ”

After saying this, Guo Zhouyi himself was silent, he felt a little weak-hearted--- he didn't even believe what he just said, but he still said it. Yes, he felt very clearly at the moment that people's way of being--- reinforcing or even stipulating their own rules or concepts of survival into something unique, making their way of life stiff, and then going head-to-head with other people, and finally sparks flew and made mistakes. But this way of life that defines things is precisely the key to human progress so far---- because the definition of the scope can produce effective discussions instead of random quarrels, because the definition has a scientific framework, and even because of the definition, there is such a thing as morality or ethics.

So there is no salvation, because the key to our progress so far is precisely the cause of our strife? Guo Zhouyi, who asked himself like this, felt a sense of weakness--- but when he felt desperate, he was comforting his lover.

"Do you think it is impossible for all mankind to abandon the present way of existence, find wisdom beyond the present, and correct the behavior of [defining each other too narrowly]? Don't underestimate human beings, after all, we have moved forward so far, after all, you and I can come together, can we? ”

"Hmm。。。。。。"

"I was not without fear, just now, when you activated the Delgar system, I also had a dream that because of this incident, the earth circle fell into a cycle of mutual destruction because of extreme hatred... But in order to prevent that tomorrow from coming, we have to fight now, in a war without correctness and morality, for a better tomorrow, and still fight for a better tomorrow when we know that others in the war do not have the same beliefs as you."

[For a better tomorrow] sounds a little empty words, but at the same time, they have incomparable power, just like oxygen in the air, invisibly seeping into Guo Zhouyi's lungs, dissolving into the blood, until it becomes the energy that drives people's body actions. For the first time, the new human who has turned faith into motivation in the true sense of the word gently pulls out the needle, and then exhales deeply:

"I'm going to stop those missiles."

"I'll leave the pacification of the fleet to me."

After Harman said this, he cut off the full broadcast to the fleet and smiled at Hill, who had a complicated face.

"I just found out that the real new humans can really be infected." The captain, who had experienced the impact of Axis and had been on the verge of the incident but had not changed, shrugged his shoulders, which had been stiff before, and said a word rather self-deprecatingly.

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Author's words: The body is still a little slumped, and the toss is too strong as if there is some immune function or something, well, in short, it means to let me rest.