Chapter 50: Dialogue with Ziber
"Don't go home after school today, your dad will go to the west of the city to see you, and take you to have a meal by the way." Ji Shaoyu's mother told Ji Shaoyu on the phone at noon.
"I don't have anything to say to him, and I won't go his way!" Ji Shaoyu didn't want to see his father.
"Why are you so stubborn (stubborn), it's not that he is looking for you, a former elder met him that day, and I heard that you were admitted to the provincial key and wanted to invite you to a meal and meet you." Ji Shaoyu's mother said according to the compiled words.
Ji Shaoyu knew what was going on as soon as his mind turned, and he said impatiently: "Mom, don't talk about that, it's just that you two are looking for someone to persuade me again, okay, I'll go." But I think it's better to persuade me than to persuade yourself, your only way of doing things is to be bullied! ”
"Shaoyu, you can't be so stubborn with others, people have been the leader (a famous figure among the gangsters) for a long time, to be polite, he will figure it out when he tells you, and you will still be a good boy by then!" Ji Shaoyu's mother has comforted herself recently because she was in a hurry to speak, this kind mother couldn't have imagined that her son would become like the group she was most afraid of in the past, she just wanted to pull out the son who had just fallen in.
Ji Shaoyu couldn't listen too much, he only had Sun Mingming and happy and passionate society in his mind now,
"Alright, don't say it, I'll go!" , Ji Shaoyu hung up the phone. When school ended at five o'clock in the evening, Ji Shaoyu directly carried his schoolbag and left, he was not going to study at night.
In a restaurant near the school, Ji Shaoyu met his father, and there was an old man in his sixties next to him.
The old man was very energetic, and he wore blue-black casual clothes but did not look casual, but gave Ji Shaoyu the feeling of a retired old cadre.
Ji Shaoyu put down his schoolbag, looked at the old man, and then looked at his father. Ji Shaoyu's father said next to him: "Shaoyu, sit down, this you Qi Bo, I knew his son before, and today people came to see you!"
"You came here to persuade me.
Ji Shaoyu sat there and turned his head to look at the students coming and going outside the window. Ji Shaoyu's father couldn't hang up for a while: "You have a pen, can you talk well, you Qi Bo haven't seen anything, what are you doing when you are kind enough to persuade you?"
"You don't have that leisure as much as yourself, why aren't you so good when my aunt puts on my little shoes, why aren't you so good when people used to knock on the door, you will only hide behind your dad, and when your dad is gone, hide behind your mother, Tang Ye, and Fan Ye!"
Ji Shaoyu replied sarcastically about his father. You're beaten (raw) by people, no!
Ji Shaoyu's father was angry. Qi Bo stretched out his hand to stop Ji Shaoyu's father, and he said kindly: "Okay, okay, I'll come to see the child and you will come to see the child!"
I say a few words to the child, don't scold, he has his own ideas.
Ji Shaoyu's father looked at Ji Shaoyu, then nodded, and drank a glass of wine there. Small, let's talk about it today, if you want to call me Qi Bo, you don't have to call me 'old than the lamp', what do you have to say, don't look at your dad next to you, what's up!
Qi Bo lit the Chinese cigarette in his hand as he spoke, and then pushed the cigarette in front of Ji Shaoyu. Ji Shaoyu turned around and faced Qi Bo, he took out a Chinese point, and said to Qi Bo: "No matter if you are older than me, I am not angry with you."
My dad is not here, and I don't expect much from him for a long time, so he has never been responsible for this family. I'll call you Sheng Qibo, not because my dad said how big you used to be, but because you were kind enough to persuade me.
I can't say what you say, but I'll listen with my heart!
After speaking, Ji Shaoyu filled himself with a glass of wine, picked it up and dried it, and added, "You are free."
“。 Ziber also picked up the wine in front of him and dried it. Ji Shaoyu's father looked at Ji Shaoyu drinking with some dissatisfaction, turned the chair over, and lit a cigarette. Qi Bo glanced at the students coming and going outside the window, then looked at Ji Shaoyu and said slowly: "Okay, then let's talk about it in those identities in society." Small, do you think that you are very powerful now, and you will be able to call a group of boys to hug you when you get out of this door, the little girl looks majestic, and she also raises her eyebrows, which is better than sitting in the classroom and holding a book. ”
"Zieber, sometimes people don't have to live according to their own ideas, but they have to find their own ideas. I'm not the king of those kids, and now when I go back to school, my teachers and classmates will hate me, ostracize me, annoy me, and speak ill of me. Whether I study or not, I am not majestic in school, you said that I have been in contact with some of those children this year, and I am different from them. I used to study very well, I didn't care about my own business, I just wanted to do better than others. Qi Bo, you also mixed with the society back then, you know better than me what men need most in this life, if different people have different ways of living, then everyone is aiming for the glory of the ancestors and making a name for themselves. Who doesn't want to stand on the podium, who doesn't want to be on the stage to speak, be praised, and be rewarded, who doesn't want to be valued by the teacher as a cadre, who doesn't want the opposite sex to notice their demeanor, no matter what they study or do, who is not a person to get ahead. In the past, after my grandfather's death, you have heard a little about those things in the family, Qi Bo, my father studied well, but how much he was bullied in the world, without those things, in this snobbish society, where did I get to be treated fairly? I did it, I worked hard, I never wanted to be worse than anyone else, but what about my honor, envy, scenery, and praise? Someone else snatched it. You can get those by studying, but after so many years, just because I am silent, everyone's words are not suitable to snatch everything that belongs to me, who has given me the opportunity to exercise! I'm getting older day by day, even adults also need things to inspire me to go on, if there are only people around you who are not as good as you live better than you, who is willing! I also need envy from others, and I also need to pay in return, but this damn environment doesn't give me a chance. It's not very easy if I don't learn well, I have to learn etiquette, I have to learn to interact with people, and I want to praise each other, and I also know that this society can't get ahead without ability and money, needless to say, in the future, I know how difficult it is this year. I've always been afraid of fighting with people outside, fighting with those children in your mouth, but on the outside, my ability and my efforts will at least be recognized, and I can find people who understand me, although it's unfair outside. But in school, I couldn't get anything out of my ten years of hard study, and these so-called righteous indifference and depression were about to drive me crazy. I'm afraid of those people outside, but I'm even more afraid that I won't get anything in return, and I'm afraid that if I don't break out, I'll have to endure it all the time, I don't want to live my life like my dad, after all, I don't have anyone to rely on. Qi Bo, right and wrong, good and bad, the younger generation can tell clearly. It's just that this damn education hurts me too deeply, it's the wrong way, even if I don't know how difficult it will be in the future, I'm going to go! Because on the right road, I am more uncomfortable, I am more lonely, where I am excluded no matter what I do, then I would rather go on the road that is full of difficulties. Thank you for listening to my little boy whining here. After Ji Shaoyu and Qi Bo finished speaking, they looked at their father's back and said, "It's okay if you understand, or if you don't understand, it's too late to say this today." You can't afford to belong to this family, and I can't be like those pampered kids out there to be intriguing in that school, and I look down on them. I'd rather go out into society and play with these things! After Ji Shaoyu finished speaking, he stood up and picked up the bottle of wine, and blew it with a clatter.
"Zieber! I'm sorry.
Ji Shaoyu picked up his schoolbag and left, Ji Shaoyu's father turned around and was about to scold, but Qi Bo grabbed Ji Shaoyu's father. Shaoyu, if you don't regret it, go and break in, and when you understand it, you will talk to Qi Bo again.
Qi Bo will advise you, and you will not listen to anything else. Lin Chongxue also had a day when he was recruited when he went to Liangshan at night, be careful yourself, don't make a big mistake and can't go back!
"Qi Bo said that when he was playing, Ji Shaoyu had already walked to the door." Thank you!
Ji Shaoyu shook off a sentence before closing the door. Ji Shaoyu's father wanted to chase him, but Qi Bo stopped him again.
"That's what he thinks now, it's not the same as those children who don't pay attention to it from the beginning (don't learn well), it's hard to persuade! The anger accumulated in this child's heart over the years! ”
"No one knew that there was such a step, who knew that he had so many thoughts in his heart. What do you think of this? Ji Shaoyu's father couldn't stop sighing.
Qi Bo lit another cigarette and said solemnly to Ji Shaoyu's father: "It's good to wait for him to pass this while, now the more you care about him (making trouble), the more energetic he becomes, and if he is pressed, something will happen." You have to listen to me, let him go first, don't make a big deal like this, and persuade him back little by little after a while, and now you don't care if he's on the rise! Let's take a step!
Ji Shaoyu's father sighed and said: "It's this reason, but this is just in time when learning is important, and it will be abandoned when I come back to study." ”
"I see that this kid has a backward head (smart) and has a score (idea) in his heart, and it is useless to be anxious. You discuss it with his mother, don't push him to make a big mistake in the end, it's best, if he really commits a big crime, he goes to the fence (prison) and the law doesn't recognize people.
Qi Bo recalled Ji Shaoyu's words just now, and he could only remind this flustered father. Ji Shaoyu's father sighed and didn't say anything, he couldn't adapt to it, how could this son, who had always been dull and ignorant of the world, become so rebellious in such a short period of time, giving him the feeling that it was like the chemical experiment he had done in his previous studies, and he was thinking about what catalyzed his son's violent reaction. As the saying goes: no matter how good a doctor is, he can't cure his own disease. Just like trying to treat a psychologist with a mental illness, he is more stubborn. The more capable and intelligent people are, the more they believe in their own ideas, and it is difficult for them to be stubborn, but once they have decided on something, it is more difficult for you to persuade them back than it is for normal people, because they are more able to find evidence to support their ideas, and they think they will not
"Superstitious" about others. As we have seen, some particularly naughty children as children are always smart, and those who sit all day and study obediently come out on top simply because they work harder.
If Ji Shaoyu's learning is really only ranked at the middle level, then maybe he will not have resentment at all, but when he is extremely strong and he still has the ability to get something, because of his personality and other reasons, he will not reflect on himself, he chooses the opposite of the whole rule.
The bright lights outside and the girlfriend he made made Ji Shaoyu even more convinced that he could get good from the wrong road, after all, he needed recognition, attention, and companionship so much.
Therefore, children who do not study well are nothing more than fights and love, and some of the incidents of jumping off the building and disfiguring and poisoning before the exam are mostly excellent students.
Actually, in excellent or
Between the teenagers who "think they are excellent", the intrigue and jealousy are more intense, just to maintain it in front of teachers and parents
"Image", they are more secretly resentful and deeper jealousy, and in the end, some children with weak endurance will use extreme ways to vent their suppressed emotions.
Ji Shaoyu, who had a showdown with everything, had no scruples, he went to his house in the west of the city to change his clothes and went straight to Sun Mingming's house.
That night's drifting Yuxian made him reminisce, Ji Shaoyu was like a beast that ate the marrow and knew the taste, he was desperate to taste that taste again and the relaxation it brought afterward!