Chapter 208: Lost is Lost
The atmosphere was silent again, so silent that no warmth could be felt.
Murong Ruxue looked at this familiar but indifferent cheek in a daze, two lines of cold tears slipped silently, and the severe pain in her heart made her almost suffocate.
After five years, she and this man who once thought that she would protect her life have been separated by a gap that she can't cross at all!
At this moment, there was a panic in my heart that I had never felt before.
"Actually, if you want to talk about changes, ......" After a long time, Zhao Xiaotian slowly raised his head, his expression was as calm as ever, "Over the years, the changes of our generation in Meihua'an Village have been quite big!" β
Gritting her teeth, she gritted her teeth and was indignant, "The female demon of the Song family, her cultivation in martial arts in the past two years is like taking hormones, just like riding a rocket, and her cultivation speed is terrifying!" β
"Before, she wanted to beat Lao Tzu, and Lao Tzu could still hold dozens of moves and hundreds of moves in her hands! As a result, now, it's just a scumbag, and there's no chance to fight back......"
"No, during the Chinese New Year last year, Lao Tzu was beaten by her on the head and face. Lao Tzu didn't even have a good posture, he was killed by the woman in seconds, beaten so that the bones were about to fall apart, and then thrown into the river to take a cold shower! β
Murong Ruxue bit her lower lip with her teeth, forcing herself not to cry, her delicate body kept trembling, and her face became even paler.
"As for me, the biggest change in the past few years is probably that I just got married some time ago......," Zhao Xiaotian took another sip of coffee and continued lightly.
Inadvertently, there was already a familiar gentleness and pampering in his eyes like Murong Ruxue, and even his tone softened too much, "You should also know that it is the eldest lady of the Su family in Huahai City......"
"To be honest, maybe she is not as beautiful as you, her personality is not as quiet and gentle as you, and she is not as famous as you, and occasionally she will play a little petty, and she will be jealous, and she will be scary when she loses her temper."
"But staying by her side makes me feel very grounded and calm. If I have a chance another day, I can introduce you to ......."
After a short silence, he took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, "Let's go, it's not early, I'll send you back to the hotel!" β
"The reason why I came to pick you up today is only because I promised you. My daughter-in-law has something wrong at work today, she should be very tired and anxious, and I have to go back to accompany her early......"
As he spoke, he slowly stood up and walked towards the staircase.
"But you...... You know, I don't want to hear you talk about this now, I just want to tell you......" In an instant, Murong Ruxue's face became even paler and terrifying.
The kind of misery and sadness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow made her delicate body shaky, almost suffocating and fainting. Almost exhausted all his strength, his voice was hoarse and he roared, and tears once again poured out like a flood that burst the embankment.
At this moment, she knows better than anyone else that if she lets him go like this, then in this life, I am afraid that she will completely lose this man who has always made her love deeply, and completely walk out of his world!
There will never be a return to the past!
"And what do you want me to talk to you about?" However, at the same moment, the next situation shocked her on the spot!
I saw that before she finished speaking, Zhao Xiaotian's face suddenly changed!
Stopped and turned his head suddenly, the calm face full of wind and clouds, the calm face full of waves, disappeared without a trace in an instant.
A low roar, his emotions were completely out of control at this moment, his cheeks were twisted, his eyes were already terrifyingly red, and he was so angry that even the two waitresses not far away were so frightened that they quickly hid at the top of the stairs.
Her temples were beating violently, and her whole body was already covered with a chill, and the unforgettable haze of violence and bloodlust seemed to be about to swallow her completely.
Hoarse, murderous and hysterical, "What the hell do you want to hear me talk to you?" β
"Do you want to hear me talk to you about the story of a man who was ruthlessly abandoned by the woman he once loved the most at the most helpless moment of his life, and has been drunk and dreamed of death ever since?"
"You still want to hear it, this man is so lonely and sad to kneel, waiting for himself to be as kind as his own son, but he died tragically in front of the coffin of the third uncle in the hands of the perverted devil of the mafia in country M, when he never closed his eyes for three days and three nights, he once vowed to protect his life, and the most beloved woman, but he walked into the mourning hall in cold blood and ruthlessly, and said the word 'breakup' with an expressionless face, how kind of sorrow is this man more than heart death?"
"Do you still want to hear what kind of disillusionment the man experienced in the following year, living like a walking corpse, not living as a dog?"
"Or do you still want me to tell you how naΓ―ve, naΓ―ve, and ridiculous this man used to be, and even believed two sworn nonsense so true? It's a ridiculous joke......"
"That's enough, don't say it, please don't say it......" In an instant, Murong Ruxue couldn't hold back any longer.
Lying on the table weakly, he began to cry. Once again, the cold tears were like a flood that burst the embankment, soaking the face that was too sad and too desolate, and the weak fragrant shoulders shook weakly.
At this moment, I cried heartbreakingly, cried heartbreakingly, and cried heartbreakingly.
Zhao Xiaotian stood motionless, the green tendons on his arms flared up, the Adam's apple was agitating up and down, and the murderous intent and haze in the sky made the surrounding air almost condense.
Time passed, as if a century had passed, and the violence finally subsided little by little.
He took out a cigarette from his bosom, lit it with a "ding" sound, and took a big gulp.
His eyes were bloodshot, and only bitterness and pain remained.
After smoking a cigarette and lighting the second one, he finally slowly returned to the position he had just now and sat down, "Murong Ruxue, I know that you had a hard time at that time, but I never asked you, and I never wanted to hear what you explained to me......"
"Want to hear me tell you a story?"
"I remember a few years ago, for a long time, I stayed in the capital. Not far from my rented house, there is a hundred-year-old alley where an old man in his seventies sells a kind of lion cake he makes himself every day in front of his house. β
"Five-spiced, really, very delicious, I've never tasted that flavor before. I always thought that it was the perfect and delicious pastry I had ever tasted, so I would buy it every day, no matter how tired I was, morning or night. β
But until one day, maybe the old man is getting old, and he will inevitably be a little confused in doing things, and he will accidentally use MSG as salt. I still remember that the lion cake I bought that day, although it was not so unpalatable, it was very different from what I had eaten before. β
"Since then, I haven't bought his lion cake! Although I also know that after all, mistakes are only rare, and the lion cake the next day will still taste the same thing. β
"But in my opinion, whether it's lion cake or something else, once there is a little flaw, it will eventually change its taste......
"A lot of things, as they have always been, are lost, and that is lost! The bowl is broken, no matter how good it is, there will be cracks after all......"