Qin Hao realized that something was wrong and kicked the door open.

There was a smell of blood in the room, and after Qin Hao and Bai Zhenzhen entered, they saw a pool of blood flowing out of the bathroom.

"Jiayi!"

Qin Hao shouted and broke into the bathroom.

Ding Jiayi cut her wrist with a knife, and her body was completely lying in a pool of blood.

Bai Zhenzhen's face turned pale with fright, and she cried out all at once, "Jiayi, what are you doing here?" ”

Qin Hao probed Ding Jiayi's snort, picked her up, and immediately ordered Bai Zhenzhen, "Come downstairs, she is still angry!" ”

Bai Zhenzhen touched the tears and immediately went out and pressed the elevator.

The two sent Ding Jiayi to the hospital, and the doctor gave a blood transfusion, but fortunately, she was rescued in time.

Bai Zhenzhen was almost scared to death, so she persuaded Ding Jiayi and asked her to have a good chat with Qin Hao.

After she left, only Qin Hao and Ding Jiayi were left in the ward.

This is the first time Qin Hao has stayed with Ding Jiayi in this world, her little face is pale and there is no blood.

Qin Hao asked her, "Why do you want to do stupid things?" ”

Ding Jiayi's eyes squeezed out tears, closed her eyes and said, "I can't forget you." ”

Qin Hao's hand brushed her tears, knowing that this was an illusion, but her heart still hurt involuntarily.

It's been more than three years, and three years have passed in this world.

Time passed day by day, and he lived for three years like a normal person.

He has begun to integrate into the role, and he can't tell where is reality and which is dreaming.

He waited for Ding Jiayi in the hospital, chatted with her, and talked about a lot of past things.

A few days later, Li Weiwei still knew about it.

With a big belly, she pulled her daughter over and wanted to see Ding Jiayi.

As a result, when I arrived at the door, I found that Ding Jiayi was hugging Qin Hao's neck and kissing together.

When Qin Hao's eyes saw Li Weiwei, Li Weiwei pulled her daughter and turned around and left.

He chased after her, but he couldn't see her.

He went downstairs and saw a group of people at the entrance of the hospital, exclaiming that they had gathered together.

Qin Hao felt that something was wrong, and after running over, he found that Li Weiwei and her daughter had fallen in a pool of blood.

Just now, Li Weiwei pulled her daughter out of the house, and was hit by a car rushing to the hospital.

Qin Hao looked at their mother and daughter, and suddenly felt that the sky was about to fall.

His head was dizzy, his heart ached, and he didn't take two steps before he rolled to the ground and slipped over.

At this moment, all his beliefs collapsed.

He was asking himself, was this an illusion, or was the way he had come from before?

Could it be that he is really crazy and let his wife and daughter die because of him.

The child in the womb has not yet been born, but it will never have a chance.

He kissed Ding Jiayi just now.

He blames himself, guilty.

At the funeral of Li Weiwei and her daughter, he saw his wife and daughter buried in the grave.

None of the Li family talked to him, and even his sister-in-law Yunxin ignored him anymore.

The board of directors also decided to resign him as president.

The warmth of this world was torn to shreds.

He collapsed in front of his wife's tombstone, and after everyone had left, he stroked the name on the tombstone, and his heart was like a knife for a moment.

The little girl who followed his ass all day and called him Barbie was gone.

The innocent and playful wife, pestering him all day long, treating him as the only woman to rely on, just left.

He kept asking himself which world was a dream.

If this world is a dream, why haven't you woken up yet?

Do you have to die yourself to make these sufferings end immediately?

He took out the knife he had prepared in advance, stared at the bright and flickering reflection, and at this moment he definitely had no courage to live.

The blade went down, about to stab him in the chest.

There was a buzz in his head, and a voice suddenly spread, "Qin Hao, don't!" ”

It's been so long that Qin Hao has even forgotten about this voice.

His hands trembled violently, he looked around and said in confusion, "Who, who is calling me?" ”

Again, the voice said, "I'm Jingle Bell, Horse Jingle Bell." You're hallucinating, and whatever you see is fake. If you kill yourself inside, your soul will be completely destroyed! ”

"Hallucinations, hallucinations!"

Qin Hao's mind was chaotic, and he asked himself in his heart, "Are you really crazy?" ”

"How do I get out?"

Qin Hao asked, why is he so unfamiliar with the name Horse Jingle, as if he has never heard of it.

Ma Jingdong said, "Your Shenhai is too special, we can't help you, only you can help yourself." Listen, I'm going to pass on the Turtle Clan's "Great Law of Silence" to you now. You have to keep your heart to get out of it! ”

After a while, runes came from Qin Hao's head.

These golden runes are intertwined into a golden chain of order like tadpoles.

The Dafa of Silence is a method of cultivating the mind that has been passed down from Buddhism.

The demon clan cultivates the physical body, the Taoist major focuses on the spirit, and the Buddhists major in the mind.

If the heart is extinguished, things and I will forget.

There is no birth, no death, no coming and going, and only by abandoning desire can we achieve the state of great freedom.

The turtle clan is naturally slow, and if they can't abandon their impatience, they won't be able to achieve positive results.

That's why I specialize in cultivating the Dafa of Silence, so that I can endure loneliness and withstand the temptation of red dust.

Qin Hao sat cross-legged in front of the tombstone, as if he was dead, and even his breathing was completely cut off.

But he didn't die, he was using this method to open his divine sea and find a way out.

During this period, Qin Lan looked for him and asked him to go back.

Ding Jiayi approached him and asked him not to do stupid things.

But he was unmoved, it was all the illusion that was constantly intensifying, continuing to destroy his true heart.

Lin Xue, Su Yiyi, Liu Lili, Wang Fatzi, Yun Feiyang, as long as it was someone Qin Hao knew, they all came to persuade him.

They asked Qin Hao to stop thinking nonsense and go back to life.

Ding Jiayi even told him that she could use her life to give Li Weiwei and them forgiveness.

He has let go of everything, and no one can confuse him anymore.

A golden light flashed from his body, and even his eyes suddenly became energetic, and he waved at the people in front of him.

The picture of this world instantly became distorted, as if a mirror had shattered before his eyes.

He has gone beyond the ego, the id, to the state of selflessness.

Bodhi has no tree, the mirror is not a platform, there is nothing originally, where to stir up dust.

If there is no me, how can I come to this world?

Qin Hao sighed, and when he opened his eyes again, he had already returned to the Phantom Wave Valley.

Ma Jingdong and Turtle Xinshu sat beside him anxiously, and when they saw him suddenly open their eyes, they all shouted excitedly, "Ah Hao, you're finally back!" ”

Qin Hao smiled lightly, "Let you worry!" ”

These two guys are better than him to keep their hearts.

The cool breeze all around is gusting, and everything is unveiled of the fog.

Qin Hao's heart calmed down a lot for a while, stepping on the water waves under his feet, and when he looked at it again, there was no reflection inside.

He and Ma Jingdong and Turtle Heart Shu looked at each other, and left together with the water waves.

This level is really powerful.

(End of chapter)