Chapter 405: The Difference Between Killing and Being Killed
In the darkness, Xingxi bit her lip slowly.
"Yes." "But you have to take the mask off," she said. ”
Qian Mo laughed: "Is it necessary?" Anyway, you don't know who I am? ”
Xingxi didn't respond, just repeated flatly: "Is it okay?" ”
In the face of such a girl, any justification seemed a little pale and weak, Qian Mo smiled bitterly, lowered his head and took off the mask on his face.
The world is so dark, there is not a trace of light, there is not a trace of wind.
If it weren't for the two of them together, I'm afraid they would have gone crazy in such a world.
Of course, in such a dark world, it makes no difference whether you take off your mask or not.
However, Qian Mo immediately felt a hand quietly touch his forehead.
Xingxi used her left hand, her right hand is still a soft mass of rotten flesh mixed with broken bones, if under normal conditions, Qian Mo would even consider direct amputation, but not now, just stopping the bleeding is something that the two of them can't deal with.
Xingxi's fingers were icy.
It seems that most of the girl's fingers are very cold, with a jade-like crystal texture, which can't help but remind Qian Mo of Ao Xuehua's fingers, the president's fingers are more slender, and they are a pair of hands that are very suitable for holding a sword, but compared to Xingxi, Ao Xuehua's fingers are not so icy, nor are they so hard.
Yes, Xingxi's hand does not look like a human hand, although it is as delicate and smooth as mutton fat jade from the senses, it is not soft at all, it is hard and icy as if it is a moving marble, this marble-like hand slowly brushes down from his forehead, without a trace of banter or superfluous emotion, so it does not stop, nor accelerates, but simply brushes from the forehead to the chin from top to bottom, the fingertips run through the eyelashes, through the tip of the nose, then across the lips, and finally across the soft fluff on the chin.
"Okay, I remember what you look like." Xingxi nodded.
Qian Mo couldn't help but wonder if he could remember the other party's appearance if he brushed the girl's face like this, but he was not Xingxi after all, so he couldn't generalize, so he smiled: "Just don't believe your eyes?" The listener of the story has listened to it, and the storyteller should tell a better story. ”
"I only talk about my own business, and it's not in my control whether it's good or not."
Xingxi said.
"I am the star, the star of the star, the light of the light."
"That is, I am a person who does not have a name of my own."
"You should know that Christy Croft, Alayya, a demi-saint being who has known the world since birth, told me from the first time she met me that we are one kind."
"I didn't say anything, but I knew she saw through me in an instant."
"Yes, we are the same kind, and my memory also continues from the moment of birth."
"Like her, I am someone who should not have been born into the world. I was born with sin in my burden, just as I was born at the cost of the death of my parents. ”
"It's just that unlike her, I don't know enough about the world, and I never think about hiding myself. What's more, my talent is not in thinking, but in fighting. ”
"What is the blood of the hermit, what is it to have one kind of genius that can become the attention of the world, and to have two kinds of me who have not died? It's just that I didn't understand anything at the beginning. ”
"So much so that at that time, I didn't know that I understood that it was a bad plan, and I couldn't imagine what a bad plan it was."
"You'll call it that many years later."
"Project Weapons."
"And I'm the only successful weapon in the Weapons Project."
"But what exactly is the Weapons Program? In your eyes, it is nothing more than a brutal training, killing and being killed, obeying and disobeying. ”
"In fact, it represents a kind of life."
"A life that must be obeyed."
"For the first two years of my arrival, most of the children were still ignorant and crying, but I stood there quietly, thinking that would be enough."
"Jiao Xi only said two words, quiet."
"How many three-year-olds in the world can be quiet when they hear only two words? What's more, these children who used to belong to the royal family and nobles. ”
"Actually, the answer is no."
"At this time, Jiao Xi threw a dagger from the high rooftop and told us to kill all those who cried."
"Who will kill it? Naturally, there are no crying for us. ”
"If it were me now, then I would be the only one left in the room for the second breath."
"But at that time, I wasn't me."
"So when no one made a move, someone shot the first arrow into the room."
"A small, thin, barely powerful arrow with a curse attached to it."
"The child who cried the most laughed happily after being hit by the arrow, and then held his hand and gnawed happily, bite the skin, gnaw the muscle and fat, lick the fat on the exposed bones, and finally bite the bones into his throat, and just like that, happily and contentedly, he ate himself little by little."
"All the children were stunned for that moment, yes, most of the three-year-olds were confused, but after you showed him what real fear was, he would still do everything you taught him."
"Right before our eyes, he ate his hands and feet and everything he could reach, and his abdomen swelled into a big ball and died."
"The first time I was struck by such cruel methods that were completely out of my own world, I didn't understand that this was just the beginning, not the beginning of this life, the beginning of the first lesson they taught me."
"The teacher was very satisfied with such a silent room, and said that this was the first lesson he taught us, that orders should be executed, and thinking was the thing that was done to complete the order, not the thing that judged the execution."
Then he looked at me and the few companions who had been quiet from the beginning, and said, remember? You didn't carry out the order, and you would have survived if you had killed everyone who was left here, but now it's different. ”
"Only those who kill everyone can get out alive, otherwise they can only die, by the way, the death method just now is still a relatively mild one, if you want to try, you can experience all the ways of death one by one."
"It's just that no one did it at that time, after all, watching others die and killing people with their own hands is not exactly the same thing."
"It's just that this time it's faster than the last time, the second small arrow shoots out quickly, this time it shoots at the girl closest to me, she quickly loses her mind, and gains strength dozens of times stronger than before, and begins to attack her companions frantically, she is so powerful that she can easily tear off other people's limbs, you must know that among defenseless children, there is no more terrible weapon than this."
"Yes." Qian Mo suddenly interjected quietly: "There is also a dagger, right?" ”
Xingxi nodded: "Yes, there is also a dagger that was thrown into it in advance, when humans are cornered, there will always burst out with incredible potential, someone used this dagger to sneak up on that girl and successfully pierced her lung lobe." ”
"That is to say, someone finally took the initiative to kill someone."
"It was as if a most terrible box had been opened, and although the attacker was flattened in the chest by the girl's dying counterattack, the dagger was still there, and everyone began to fight frantically over the dagger, because they didn't know when the next arrow would come, and they didn't know when the person who was killed was themselves."
"But it all seems to have nothing to do with you?" Qian Mo asked again.
"Yes, my talent is fighting, and there is no one more powerful than me in the audience, or rather, I am much more powerful than the most powerful of them, I have been standing there, watching them fight each other, obviously only one person can survive at most, but they are so cruel to fight for that impossible opportunity, I don't know why I actually laughed."
"yes, I'm still going to laugh back then."
"I thought an arrow was coming at me, and I wasn't sure if I could stop it, but I heard the teacher call my name and ask me if I knew I wasn't allowed to shoot."
"I said I don't know."
He continued to ask me, so are you really not afraid of death? Especially killed by those cruel, painful methods. ”
"I just asked him, is there a difference between killing and being killed?"
"At this moment, they finally decided the winner, and the teacher looked at us and said let him prove that there was no difference, and then let him kill me."
"He couldn't kill me, and I didn't want to kill him, and when the battle was deadlocked, Jiao Xi himself fell down from the high platform, stood among the corpses of children in the room, and reached out and slapped the boy with the knife to death, I don't know him, I don't know his name, but I know that the people who came here with me are dead, and I am the only one left alive."
"If you don't want to kill him, why don't you want to be killed by him to keep him alive?"
"Teach me to ask."
(End of chapter)