Chapter 103: Confession

"Finally come to my side?" Xu Tingting opened the door of the room and ushered Du Yanhang in, "I thought you would be a little earlier." ”

Du Yanhang smiled helplessly: "First I went to appease Lingqu, and then Qingquan came to me for some things." Later, Chu Chu also came to me, saying that the two of them were about to leave. ”

Xu Tingting smiled slightly, like a little girl, she jumped to the side of the bed and smashed her buttocks: "That's fine, after all, they still have their things to do." Put those aside first, what are you looking for me? ”

"What do you think?" Du Yanhang was not polite at all, and sat directly next to Xu Tingting, "I really don't understand you now, I saw that cold you before, I felt that I knew you, and now I am dizzy by your appearance." ”

"Actually, I don't know what the real me is. Sometimes I like to show that side, and sometimes I feel comfortable keeping that cold feeling...... Kenneng's disguise for so many years has made me unable to tell what kind of person I am! Xu Tingting's voice was filled with a thick sense of helplessness, obviously she was also very reluctant to become like this.

"Alas......" Du Yanhang let out a long sigh, "Xiaoxue, you also recognize it, right?" ”

"Hmm." Xu Tingting nodded.

"Actually, I feel like I hate her a little bit now." Du Yanhang pursed his lips, "I don't understand why she would doubt me like this, obviously there are many abilities that can cause that kind of wound, even I have seen several of them." ”

Xu Tingting didn't respond, she still understood Qi Duxue better, she knew that Qi Duxue was definitely not a person who defiled people's innocence without evidence, and she was also not a somewhat stupid person. However, the more she understands this, the more Xu Tingting doesn't understand why.

"Tingting, do you think she will come back?" Seeing that Xu Tingting did not respond, Du Yanhang asked such a question again.

"If she finds the truth, she will definitely come back." Xu Tingting immediately said, "As long as you haven't changed, she can still be with you again." ”

Du Yanhang nodded: "Sure enough, Tingting, you gave me such an answer!" But I've changed, I've changed now, and the things that happened during this time, from when Yueqin was hunted down by those people as a spirit song, to now when we become enemies in the eyes of the people here, these things are destroying my heart one by one, and I will never be able to go back to the state I was in at school at that time. And even if you go back to that state, what can you do? Mo Wei is gone, Ye Lin is gone, no matter what, those previous lives are gone from us forever. Moreover, if Xiaoxue knew that she had wronged me, would she not feel guilty in her heart? ”

"There will definitely be."

"That's right, this guilt will become indelible, and the two of us will not be able to go back to the way we were before. In any case, something happens and it happens, and there may be some way to remedy it, but there is never a way to fully remedy it. Now I am still willing to forgive her and do something for her, but that feeling can't come back. Du Yanhang was also a little uncomfortable in his heart, "Time will change a lot of things, and experience will also change a lot of things, this is the cruelty of life, everything will change, and all the beauty may be erased by them, thus fading." ”

Xu Tingting lowered her head slowly, and after a while nodded in approval of Du Yanhang's words: "You are right, in fact, if I were you, I would not treat everything before as if it didn't happen." ”

"I still want to thank Chu Chu for that girl! Although I don't usually look very out of tune, and I'm young, I've seen through a lot of things I'm still struggling with! Du Yanhang said this, turning his head to look at Xu Tingting, "Xiaoxue and I are over, even if she comes back, she will just get along with Qingquan as friends." To be honest, I still care about them, but there are some things that I don't care about. ”

"Well, I see." Xu Tingting nodded, and also looked at Du Yanhang, "Really, since I left the school, I have found that you have become more and more incomprehensible to me." In the beginning, when I was in Paris, I never thought that you could be my equal, but as we got to know each other, I was willing to treat you as a companion...... Now, I find that I can't keep up with you at all. It's a bit of a dream! ”

"That's right! I don't know exactly when I started, but I didn't know the feeling in my heart before......"

"Feelings?"

Du Yanhang smiled mysteriously: "That's right, maybe I didn't notice it before, but I've always done it, and now that I'm facing my heart, I understand." Do you want to know what I understand? ”

"Hang my appetite?" Xu Tingting couldn't help laughing, "Since you said so, it shouldn't be a sad thing." ”

"That's right, certainly not a sad thing." Du Yanhang nodded, "Maybe I don't have feelings for Xiaoxue for a long time, in fact, I like another person in my heart, I don't know when it started, and I don't know why it started." All I know is that when I'm in trouble, I always want to ask her what she thinks; When I think of something, I am willing to share it with her; When I have a plan, I think she'll understand what I mean. Obviously, I can't feel how important she is compared to the other people around me, and there are people who are theoretically closer, but I always think of her, and I always think of her. ”

Hearing this, Xu Tingting was suddenly a little stunned, she didn't know how to react, and suddenly felt her heart fluttering, as if something she wanted was coming, but she had to hurt her friend......

"Tingting, do you think this is like?" Du Yanhang said, and directly grabbed Xu Tingting's hand, "I think it is, although it is not as strong as the feelings for the three of them at that time, but this faint feeling makes me even more reluctant to let go, and makes me want to protect all this even more." Tingting, are you willing to accept such a me? ”

Xu Tingting felt that her brain was boiling directly, her pretty face instantly turned red, and the angels and demons in her mind began to fight, and she couldn't tell the difference......