Chen Yuanyuan looked at Julie with tears in his arms, and felt that he should stabilize things first. Julie is actually not a willful person, and she may understand it slowly in the future.

"Yo, baby Li is crying, good, don't cry, don't cry, no grandma will give you food." Chen Yuanyuan touched Julie's head with his left hand, wiped away her tears with his right hand, and coaxed.

Julie turned her head awkwardly, but her body didn't move, and even arched.

"You also know that I want to go abroad in the future, and now this matter is a bit eyebrow-raising, but the time is a little tight, and I have to go to the third year of junior high school in the second half of the year." Chen Yuanyuan organized his language, tried his best to control his voice, and adjusted his sad tone to flat, but he still said in a slightly low voice.

"Then I can go with you." Julie sobbed twice, turned her head, fiddled with the long hair on Chen Yuanyuan's chest twice, and said with some emotion.

"You're different from me, your parents must have made a plan for your future, are you going to make them sad? You can't let all these years of hard work go to waste, you know! "Later, 'If it's really in vain, then you will probably have nothing.'" Chen Yuanyuan's words were held back by Chen Yuanyuan and did not say it.

The gain is directly proportional to the effort, even if the gap can be large sometimes, but when you give up, some of the things you once had may be gone. Confidence, tenacity, hope and future are not something you can have right away, you have to continue to accumulate them for a long time before you can find them again.

In fact, it may not only be so, if Julie's parents are closely maintained because of her, if she changes, it may become the fuse that leads to the breakdown of the family.

"But......" Julie seemed to be moved by the words, and there was a waver.

"Even though I'm in my third year of junior high school, we're still in the same school, and we can still leave school together. I promise you that I will come back to see you often in the future, even if I go somewhere else, how about it? Chen Yuanyuan put his forehead on Julie's forehead, held the back of her head with his right hand, and said that the two pairs of eyes looked at each other closely.

"You say... It's true? Julie closed her eyes and thought for a moment, then grabbed Chen Yuanyuan's arms with both hands, confirming her reply.

"I swear." Chen Yuanyuan frowned because of the slight pain in his arm being scratched, stretched out his left hand with a forced smile, put it in his left ear and said solemnly.

Julie let go of her hands with a smile, and Chen Yuanyuan put her head on her chest, listening to her beautiful imagination for the future. The firmness in Chen Yuanyuan's eyes slowly turned into confusion, "Who can say what will happen in the future!" That's the last thing she thought in her heart.

After this day, the two of them talked and laughed together again, as if there was no longer a barrier.

After the final exams, the results came out not long after, Chen Yuanyuan's ranking almost did not change, and Julie was still dominating in the first year of junior high school. Xie Ting, her grades are not up or down, paddling in the middle of the stream, You Jing is still tenaciously fighting wolves in the back, just like in the previous months, as if there is no change.

After that, the winter vacation started again, how should I spend this vacation? Chen Yuanyuan has no plan for the time being, this is the only time in all these years that he has not worked hard for anything, and he is lying on the bed like a salted fish and does not want to move.

Boiled up, finally at noon, in the mother's scolding, lazily got up, put on clothes, she still likes to sleep naked, after grandma left, she recovered, mother said twice, she didn't listen, so she didn't care.

There was still no hair underneath, but her breasts were a lot bigger, she tilted her head, thought about the past, and laughed out loud. After getting dressed, I walked to the sink, and I still felt that my hair was so difficult to wash, I felt so tired, and I had to squat in the toilet to do everything, which was so troublesome.

The vegetable rice was bought by my father from outside, and it was still Sixi meatballs, fried beans and mixed cold dishes. In the process of eating, no one spoke, everyone ate their own food, Chen Yuanyuan, who usually finished eating first, ate the slowest today, but they didn't care, and began to be busy.

My father received a call from my grandmother asking him to pick up something. The mother returned to the bedroom to take care of the baby. Chen Yuanyuan lost his appetite as he ate, and used his chopsticks to pull up half of the rice left in the bowl.

She remembered that in her last life, she was still a little child at her age, and the food was not delicious, and the family conditions were very poor at that time, and her mother did not know where to go, and the only remaining father would save some money to bring her delicious food in the snow, pat her on the head, and smile and let her eat slowly, and he didn't touch a mouthful.

Thinking about it, my face was full of tears unconsciously, I wiped it casually with a paper towel, and put away the dishes and chopsticks. When I returned to my room, I sat at my desk and stared at the minute hand on the clock moving slowly, in a trance.

Suddenly a baby's cry woke her up, and after a while the mother next door began to hum a nursery rhyme and coax the baby up. Chen Yuanyuan felt that his chest was a little blocked, put on his coat, and walked out of the house.

She walked aimlessly in the cold wind for more than an hour, and finally stopped in front of a cake shop, bought one she usually liked, sat in the store, ate a few bites, and put it down, feeling that it was difficult to swallow.

In this mood, where should you go? Julie's house? Chen Yuanyuan shook his head, this little girl, she has to comfort herself. Grandparents' house? She sighed and chose to skip it. Aunt Wang's house? Some of the two young ladies and sisters are busy, so they still don't bother anymore. Clinics? I haven't been there for a long time, plus it's a little far, let's talk about it in two days.

Thinking about it, the only place I can go is the bookstore, "I live in this life the same as the previous life, and I still haven't made much progress." Chen Yuanyuan smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

When I arrived at the bookstore, it was still very deserted, and the usual clerks were not there. When I asked, I found out that Sun Guoliang had taken a vacation for him, and he didn't have to come over recently.

"Did something happen?" Chen Yuanyuan asked with some confusion.

"Oh, I'm going to go out and catch up with old friends, this bookstore is closed for this time." Sun Guoliang packed his suitcase on the bed, almost no clothes and toiletries, but a lot of books.

"You're going to take these with you?" Chen Yuanyuan took advantage of him to take something else, took out a copy, and glanced at it twice, not showing the slightest interest in it.

"Don't move." Sun Guoliang snatched the book from her hand, looked at it and saw that there was no damage, breathed a sigh of relief, raised his head and glared at Chen Yuanyuan, and put it aside.

Chen Yuanyuan sat down on the chair with no interest and watched him walk around the room.

"Oh, this is your translation document during the time I was gone, don't do it too fast, save nothing to do." Sun Guoliang took out a thick stack of documents from the cabinet, put them in a bag, put them on the table, and began to work again.

"Oh, okay, how long are you going to go?" Chen Yuanyuan glanced back at the thickness of the bag and asked with some surprise.

"I don't know, it depends." Sun Guoliang put on his reading glasses, looked at the book in his hand twice, heard her words, came back to his senses, thought about it and said.

"Have a nice trip." Chen Yuanyuan said very seriously.

"Well, have a nice trip." When Sun Guoliang heard this voice, he glanced at Chen Yuanyuan with some doubts, and felt that she was a little different today, so he took a closer look, found nothing, and replied with the same seriousness.