After Chu Xiaoxiao's analysis, Ji Ran combined with his own experience in the past six months, and suddenly felt that all his symptoms seemed to be really similar to Stockholm syndrome.

I remember that in the past, Ji Ran was the most popular beauty school flower in the history of S University, and on campus, whether it was a teacher or a classmate, they were willing to take a look at her more.

She is a proud little princess, sunny, confident, and full of hope for the future.

However, since marrying Ma Kai, all of this seems to have ceased to exist, replaced by low self-esteem, cowardice, and fear of the future.

Ma Kai often rummaged through old accounts, often used Ji Ran and Su Jingxun's previous affairs as a threat, and constantly reminded Ji Ran that you are not a noble princess, nor a beautiful school girl, you are a slut who was dumped after being made bigger.

Ma Kai often said to Ji Ran: "If Lao Tzu doesn't marry you, no one wants you at all." ”

Gradually, Ji Ran also accepted this statement, every time she was wronged and had nowhere to vent, she would try to think from Ma Kai's point of view and convince herself that maybe she was really wrong, if she hadn't been with Su Jingxun, if she hadn't given birth to Su Su for Su Jingxun's pregnancy, maybe Ma Kai would love herself more, maybe he wouldn't abuse himself like he is now, all these faults are caused by herself, and she deserves to be treated like that by Ma Kai.

Later, Ma Kai's domestic violence seemed to have become commonplace, and every time he was beaten with a bruise and a purple patch, Ji Ran humbly thought that this was the punishment he should bear.

Since he is married to Ma Kai, he should accept all his treatment, he is his own man, his own heaven, and his own life.

Therefore, during that half a year, although Ji Ran lived in dire straits every day, he never wanted to escape, and even had a serious dependence on Ma Kai.

If one day, Ma Kai suddenly had a whim and said a few love words to himself, Ji Ran would even feel very satisfied, feeling that he still loved himself.

I remember that when Su Su was just born in the second month, one day Ma Kai suddenly boiled a bowl of ginger brown sugar water, blew it warm and brought it to Ji Ran's bedside, and said to her: "Wife, your body is weak and you need to replenish your body, brown sugar can replenish blood, ginger can replenish qi, and you will feel more comfortable after drinking it." ”

At that moment, Ji Ran was almost moved to cry, feeling that it seemed to be a great gift, and even had the idea of wanting to live with Ma Kai for the rest of his life.

Later, Ma Kai's domestic violence seemed to have become a norm, and even Ji Ran inadvertently looked at others outside, and when he returned home, he would inevitably be slapped, if one day, Ma Kai did not hit himself, Ji Ran would feel as if he had given himself a great favor, but made himself very grateful to him and worked harder to please him.

Originally, he was the abused party, and the other party was the violent party, but he didn't hate him, but wanted to have children for him?

The more Ji Ran thought about it, the more he felt that he was so stupid, he was really stupid, how could he have feelings for that kind of man?

Maybe I really have Stockholm syndrome, right?

"Forget that scumbag from Ma Kai, if you still think about him, sooner or later you will kill yourself." Chu Xiaoxiao persuaded Ji Ran.

Ji Ran was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly, "Well, thank you for smiling, I will forget him." ”

In the evening, after dinner, Liu Gongzi took Ji Ran and Chu Xiaoxiao to watch a life inspirational drama "Forrest Gump".

Although it is a very old film, it is still very classic.

The male protagonist in the play, Forrest Gump, is a child with weak legs and feet, abandoned by his father when he was a child, and his mother raised him alone, although his IQ is also very low, but he recognized a truth, that is, he keeps running, persistently doing things, and then, he grew from a stupid child with low intelligence all the way to a respected good young man.

Although there are no gorgeous stunts or exaggerated performances in the play, the brilliance in human nature makes De Jiran's heart feel very warm and makes him full of strength.

Isn't my current self very similar to Forrest Gump when I was a child?

Difficulties are only temporary, as long as you can face them bravely and work hard to solve them, everything will be fine.

Fate is never in the hands of others, and happiness must be fought for by oneself.

"It's not too early, let's wash and sleep." Liu Gongzi smiled and patted Ji Ran on the shoulder and said.

"Hmm." Ji Ran nodded with a smile, and accompanied by Chu Xiaoxiao, they went to the bathroom together.

Ji Ran took off his clothes and found that his belly was bigger again, and the fetus in his belly had already been formed, and he couldn't delay it any longer, if he delayed it any longer, the risk would be greatly increased.

"Have you figured it out? Do you want to knock it out? Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Ji Ran's big belly and asked.

Ji Ran thought about it and nodded lightly.

"Let's beat it, I don't want him to come to this world to suffer." Ji Ran said with Chu Xiaoxiao.

"Well, that's right, kill the child, and then find a lawyer to sue for divorce with Ma Kai, with Liu Gongzi covering you, what are you afraid of?" Chu Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

"However, I'm afraid that this will cause trouble for Liu Gongzi." Ji Ran said worriedly.

"What are you afraid of? Who is Liu Gongzi? Who would dare to trouble him? When Chu Xiaoxiao mentioned Liu Gongzi, his expression became very exaggerated.

However, this is not to blame her, Liu Gongzi's background is indeed very mysterious, even the underworld boss of S City is respectful when he sees him, presumably his backstage must be very powerful.

"Liu Gongzi's father is the leader of S City, a big man who covers the sky with one hand, you say that in his father's territory, who dares to offend him? You can rest assured. Chu Xiao said with a grin.

"However, the money for the operation is not enough, so why don't you make a cheaper one?" Ji Ran discussed with Chu Xiaoxiao.

"Oh, with Liu Gongzi here, are you still worried about having no money? I think you're stupid enough to do it. Chu Xiaoxiao rolled her eyes and said.

"We just came over, can't we just ask Liu Gongzi to borrow money right away, right?" Ji Ran said embarrassedly.

"You're embarrassed to come to me, what's so embarrassing? He can't wait to lend you money, and he has a lot less burden when he has a baby. Chu Xiaoxiao wiped some soap on the bath towel and said while wiping Ji Ran's back.

"But that's not good, right?" Ji Ran was still a little hesitant, whether Chu Xiaoxiao opened his mouth to borrow money or open his mouth, in fact, the effect was the same.

"Alright, you can leave this matter alone and leave it to me." Chu Xiaoxiao took the big bag.

The next day, as soon as Ji Ran woke up, he heard a sharp knock on the door.

She quickly got up, put on her pajamas, and came barefoot to open the door.

I saw Chu Xiaoxiao standing outside the door with his hands behind his back, looking at Ji Ran with a mysterious expression.

"Why haven't you gotten up yet?"

"I slept so comfortably yesterday that I overslept before I knew it." Ji Ran smiled awkwardly and said.

"Oh, the money is borrowed, 20,000 yuan, Liu Gongzi specially explained, you must do the best kind, not only painless, but also not allowed to have any side effects, but also I want to personally supervise it." Chu smiled and said with a grin, like a little housekeeper.

(End of chapter)