Volume VII Neutral Nation, Third Battle of Orb Cleared
Am I dead? Probably not...
Guo Zhouyi, who didn't know why such a thought came up, opened his eyes, not because his sleepiness was relieved or because he had already tasted the comfort of closing his eyes and not seeing the evil of the world, but simply "control".
Because of this simple "command" to open your eyes.
But if he has been in such a senseless and rational state, what happened to him just now, such a question surfaced in Guo Zhouyi's mind, and then the son of rules closed his eyes again, and then opened them again.
Then he closed and opened again, and so on, repeating what seemed to be a game, until a sentence came to him: it didn't make sense.
Then he opened his eyes again.
Here, I always feel as if I have been here, Guo Zhouyi looked at the empty ground, it was impossible to say whether it was dark or bright sky, and the huge obelisk that was already standing in front of him.
Attracted by the "breath" of the obelisk itself, Guo Zhouyi gently put his hand up, and the words of expectation appeared as if responding to his soul: the duality of opposites, light and dark, cold and heat, light and heavy, light and heavy, light and heavy, heavy and negative.
[Parmenides, a thinker who has existed for a hundred years or so in BC5 or 6, saw Parmenides on the second touch, how shall I evaluate you, shall I say that you are indeed a descendant of the dead, or shall I say that you care about my evaluation?] 】
The man who stepped out of the other side of the obelisk clapped softly and uttered the above words.
When I'm here, I care.
If the burden on a person is completely gone, he will become lighter than air, and he will fly into the sky, away from the earth and the creatures above it, so that man will be divided into two halves, and many things will become meaningless, which is why "you" are here now. 】
[This is why, after you opened your eyes for the first time, you repeated the same action many times but felt that it was meaningless, and the action that was performed simply by relying on the pure concept of instructions does not have much meaning, which is completely different from struggling to open your eyes from the burden of sleepiness.] 】
Do you want to tell me that everything must have a starting point?
[It's not that simple, imagine it, if a man's yin is not because of excitement but simply because of instructions, then how much is the meaning of sex, if this is the case, then what is the act of sex, just to obey the instinctive command of reproduction? 】
Are you talking about love?
[Sure enough, he is still a young little guy, even if he is a little guy chosen by Chaos]
I don't have the burden of age or age, so I can't understand the weight of you.
[Perhaps, but what needs to be understood is that it is precisely because you cannot experience the heaviness that you have been shrouded in the sorrow brought by the lightness; Thou hast never had the heaviness of "having to do so", but you have always had the lightness of "this is also possible", and you have always wandered between various "games", but you have never been connected with the heaviness of life and dust on the earth; But such an era will eventually come to an end, life will always find a way out, and the burdens and responsibilities you bear will eventually be known, and at that time, when you make a choice, it will no longer be a frivolous choice. 】
Do you want to educate me?
[It's not education, it's compensation, it's a prayer, your ancestors only realized the "light" pain of a lifetime before they died, and now, half of them are seeking revenge from the world]
Want me to stop them?
[Someday, you will be faced with a choice, and then you will no longer have a row of "this is okay" but must choose a "must be so" ... 】
It shouldn't be so simple, Guo Zhouyi argued loudly.
But this time that's all there is to it, go, this is enough for you to fall back to the earth, to return to the half of your burden left on the "earth", and to be whole again. 】
What burden?
【Love】
Watching "Guo Zhouyi" disappear with a smile, the man standing under the obelisk sang in a low but gratifying voice:
【Muss—Es—Sein? Es—Muss—Sein!!! 】
The melody, which is light but entangled in pain and doubt, followed by a heavy but unmistakable joy, accompanies Guo Zhouyi all the way down, back into a haze.
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[What is this, aren't all "outsiders" 。。。。。。 when they are faced with such serious injuries Brisk ... Dead? Turns into light and dissipates and then again... 】
[Still unresponsive, heartbeat and blood pressure。。。。。。。。 】
There was an inaudible voice from a distant place, "Guo Zhouyi" felt extremely bitter, death can be so meaningless, so I have been wandering, if that's the case, I... Open your eyes just because of the command, just because of the command, then ...
You can't do this, Miss Kahn! Please get out of the way。。。。。。。 Don't get excited! Don't get in the way of our treatment! Miss Karn! 】
Miss Kahn. It's her!
The name in his memory turned into a hammer, smashing the two halves that flew into the sky and the two halves that were left on the ground.
The viscous heaviness that could not be dissolved was pasted on Guo Zhouyi's eyelids, and the pain in his body made him cry out for a light death instead of a heavy life, but the real cry pierced his soul, and the tears fell into the sea of light of the soul.
"Wake up, wake up, you're so powerful, the Azan team and the Black Death of the Federation have been repelled by you, it's fine, you've survived this, haven't you..." A soft, but somewhat trembling female voice spoke.
(It doesn't matter what it is, these things don't matter...) )
"Please, wake up, wake up quickly, don't leave me alone, I don't want to go back to that dark and cold world again..." A crying female voice spoke.
(Is this selfish...) )
"Really。。。。。 Please, wake up quickly, wake up, and keep your vows like a man, as you said, as long as I want, you are willing to struggle to live with me... "A crying female voice.
(Oaths, ah, indeed, vows...) Do men have to keep their oaths? )
"Please... Please, wake up, wake up, listen to me," Haman put his head on Guo Zhouyi's forehead, who was lying on the hospital bed, and big tears dripped on his cheeks without any movement, "You listen to me, you listen to me, I love you, so, wake up, come back to me!" ”
(Love!) )
The next moment, the curves of various levels beat violently, and there was a hissing sound from the hospital bed that seemed to hold their breath for a long time and then gasp for a long time.
"I... I... I love you too! Yes... I love you too! Guo Zhouyi held his lover's tearful smile with a hand that seemed to be trembling because of lack of oxygen and seemed to be excited, and said tremblingly.
[I didn't open my eyes because of a simple command]
【Es—Muss—Sein! --- have to be like this]
At the top of the world, the white-clad Juggernaut softly sings the last movement of Beethoven's quartet, and the whole program space is filled with a red flame that beats solemnly and briskly, leaping out a melody that binds two souls together not by reproductive instinct but by another pleasure.
Born from death and opened with love open, she felt the embrace that wanted to reverse God's work, she thought.