Night Talk
In the dimly lit room, the faint moonlight sprinkled on Sakura's shoulders, and the snow-white color reflected in my eyes.
Is the moonlight so bright...... Usually, due to work, I turn on the fluorescent lamp at night and go to bed until I am tired.
"Lijiu."
"What's wrong?"
"Why do you want to hold me?"
I was stunned for a moment, looked at Sakura Bai in my arms, and was silent.
"Can you tell me?"
"Probably because we're similar." After a long silence, I replied to Sakurashi.
"Similar."
Maybe it's a question, or maybe it's a confirmation.
"In the past, I was also a child with no one to coax, no company, no friends, and my family cared very little about me because of my sister."
"That's why your work is so gloomy?"
Maybe I have an ugly smile on my face now, and my arms are unconsciously hugging Sakura's waist.
"Won't you hate your sister?"
"Of course not, although she is more talented than me and can do everything well, but as my sister, I am very proud."
Sakurabai let out a slightly nasal voice, probably understanding what I was saying.
"Can you relax a little?" Sakura Bai twisted her waist slightly.
"Ah, sorry, sorry."
At the moment of release, Sakura Bai slowly turned around.
"Sakurahaku?"
Sakura's white arms wrapped around my neck, and her head buried in my neck. Feeling Sakura's gentle snort, my mind went blank, and I really didn't even ask her what she was going to do.
"Maybe that's why I like your work so much." Sakura Bai said it intermittently.
Why...... Is it because of sympathy...... Or is it because of the simple sense of resonance? It's not because my work is good.
I couldn't see Sakura's expression now, and I didn't know what I wanted to look like now, all I could feel was Sakura's breath and my stiff face.
I sighed softly and looked at Sakurabai, maybe I couldn't do anything but sigh.
"Why do you write novels?" Sakurahaku's sudden arrival tugged at my thoughts.
"Maybe it's because I feel like I'm happy. Although unhappy, maybe no one cares. ”
I don't know when, Sakura Bai has already raised her head. When viewed up close, Sakura's eyes are very beautiful, glowing with a faint purple in the moonlight through the curtains.
"What are you looking at?"
"Thousands of stars." I didn't think about it before I answered.
"Ah, I'm sorry."
"Why apologize."
A hint of doubt flashed across Sakura's face.
"Because ......"
When asked, I didn't know how to answer at all. Because of what...... I don't know why......
Sakura Bai didn't seem to care, and fell into my arms again, and I felt Sakura's eyelashes sweep across my chest.
"Maybe we have a lot of similarities."
"Similar? Where ......"
I was a little surprised to hear this, Sakura Shiro and I were obviously completely different. Whether it's talent or talent, we all have a big gap.
"We are all people who are used to loneliness."
Get used to loneliness...... I was very surprised at this moment, not just because she said that about herself, but because she said it all the time.
In front of this girl, it seems that everything can't be hidden, obviously she looks a little stupid, why is she so smart......
"Good night." Sakurabai's voice rang out again.
"Ah, good night."
The mind was a mess, and after responding to a good night, everything in the brain was chaotic.