After tenosynovitis was identified in August, Shincha's situation deteriorated repeatedly, and from mid-September, because of make-up exams, internships, and some trivial matters, he did not do his best in writing, which led to the plot after chapter 88 being criticized. is also because of dissatisfaction with the plot after chapter 88, and the book that should have been put on the shelves with 25W words was delayed by me again and again, and I wanted to wait for it to be better written before putting it on the shelves.

But when I adjusted the volume before, I found that the 100,000 words were watery, scattered, and messy, and the reading experience was extremely poor.

It was the disease that prompted the new tea to decide whether the strong man broke his wrist.

Tenosynovitis is an incurable disease, and my constant medication and dressings only alleviate and delay the symptoms, and eventually I have to undergo an operation. By October, Xincha's hands could no longer get cold, and he didn't dare to wash his hands and face and clothes with cold water. In September, it was only tenosynovitis of the right hand, but after the tenosynovitis of the right hand, the new tea began to be mainly coded by the left hand, and now the left hand is also tenosynovitis.

The night before yesterday, after chatting with my friends about writing a book, I lay in bed and thought back on the past four years, and I really gambled everything I could in order to write a book. Time, energy, academics, health......

After writing a book for four years, Xincha has never been in love, rejected the confessions of many girls, politely refused to stay as the vice president of the student union, gave up the graduate school entrance examination, and did not travel once except for BML every year......

When lying on the bed, his hands are also carefully placed flat on his chest, acting like a pharaoh lying in a coffin, lest his hands will be folded when he turns over in the middle of the night, and he will not be able to work all day the next day.

I thought a lot, felt a lot, and had mixed feelings, but the only thing I didn't have was regret.

I don't know why I made such a choice, except for the dreams that hang on my lips, maybe...... It's instinct.

Since there is tenosynovitis,The only pastime LOL is no longer able to play.,To say something a little ashamed.,The hand hurts so much that it can't even support the.。

Therefore, now writing, reading, listening to music, and visiting Station B are the only things I have left.

As the only sustenance, I can't let what I write have such intolerable scars, and I feel so sorry for the reader and sorry for myself.

Therefore, minor repairs before chapter 80, major repairs after chapter 80, and deletion and restart after chapter 85. (Before chapter 80, the main character's image was modified, becoming gentle and calm)

Here, bow and apologize to all my friends who have read chapter 85.

If you want to scold me, leave a message in this chapter, and I will listen and not refute it.