[What is a gift?] 】

[It is a kind of existence that does not ask for returns, and when you expect a return, what you give is not a gift]

[So, what kind of other meaning does the existence of this nature represent?] 】

[A trace of indifference, a little bit of "indifference" implication]

[And the foundation of human reproduction is a gift]

[That was the first time I was guided by her, looking up at the door surrounded by mist, and what I understood]

[Why do I see a door, not the obscured stubborn it]

[In the inner world of the universe within us, in the world where we combine the universe within us and dream of a new world that we cannot yet see, I still see the stubborn it hidden by the door and surrounded by a thick fog]

[But I did not realize at that time that I had come out from under that stubborn it, and began to march around it, like an eagle and a serpent, yes, the eagle flew around the sky, and the serpent drew a circle after a circle as it touched the ground; I began to wander around it for a while, and it was quiet, and it was circling me in a direction I couldn't see.]

[That process begins--- risk and opportunity coexist, only by seizing the opportunity can we have the opportunity to truly understand the other side of the opportunity, risk; Only by experiencing risk can we truly understand the other side of risk, opportunity, and most human beings are simply two sides; Even, the same can be said about life, to experience life, we must go through the two stages of being crushed by life and standing on top of life. But it's different, and so is its process.]

[For it, you must first be pressed under it and experience pain; Then hover around it, experiencing confusion; Then blend in and experience the madness; Eventually, maybe you'll stand on top of it, and then you'll really understand it.]

[It is different from the basis of human reproduction, it is not a gift, it is stubborn, it is passionate, it is... 】

【。。。 It has no will, but even if it lacks will, it does not need faith to be around/within/above it, and once you carry faith towards it, you will be far away from it.

[Give it the will, and it will give itself to you]

[Obtaining it, the soul will no longer feed on struggle, and there will be a foundation; But beware, the closer you get to it, the more boring things become.

[That was the beginning of my journey, unconsciously, I began to destroy the world that made me comfortable, cause and effect, movement and stillness, form and connotation--- those credible things that we constructed to keep us alive]

[Good and evil are not two shores, but a line, standing on the shore of good and evil, I set sail and sail to the other side of good and evil]

[Initially, I began to sail around the fog that surrounded it, sailing in ignorance, thinking that it was a gift]