Chapter 53: Loneliness (Part II)
Why? Wu Yu raised his head and looked at the group of people gathered together, there was a blank in front of him, so many people, they were shouting and laughing loudly, why did he feel lonely? It's like a barren world between heaven and earth, sitting quietly on this barren land by myself, not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go, not knowing... Nothing is known. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
This sudden feeling made him a little frightened, and he suddenly wanted to reach out and grab those people in the distance, but the palm of his hand was raised to the general, but it slowly fell again, who was he going to catch? The unfamiliar faces of those people made him panic, like a wounded puppy, never daring to be exposed to everyone's field of vision, they only dared to squat in the corner, showing innocent eyes, quietly **** the wound.
"I don't know, it's just that I suddenly felt this way." His head slowly drooped, and the bottle in his hand was put aside, he didn't dare to look at it, he didn't dare to look at those who seemed to be crazy.
Because every time he looked at it, he would feel that he was a little more lonely, and that loneliness was like being burned into his bones, as if he was a superfluous existence in this world, and he couldn't find a friend, because those people... None of it was himself.
"It's okay, don't despair, you have to know that in your heart, I will always be with you, even if you want to die, I will not hesitate to follow." The little devil came out of nowhere, and touched his head with the palm of his hand, and looked at the poor puppy who had fallen into the water, his hair was wet and shivering with cold.
The man obviously didn't expect that just a question would make Wu Yu change like this, and glanced at the little face that was a little pale, maybe his heart was not like what he showed at all.
Forget who has said this, those who always have a happy smile on their faces, their psychology is the loneliest, because they want to use their silly smile to attract everyone, let other people pay attention to themselves, they would rather play stupid, just to let more people look at themselves, no one is born to like to be ridiculed by others, but they have to be like this, because they are afraid, they are afraid of the feeling that there is no one around, they would rather be ridiculed, they would rather be despised by others, As long as someone sees them, only in this way can they show that they really exist, can they prove that they can live in this world, and prove that they are never alone.
The most fragile thing in their hearts, they are trying everything to abandon it, they keep telling themselves that they never had it, they are afraid of loneliness, and the more people there are, the more lonely they feel, because when those people are together, everyone will have their own skills, and those skills are much more dazzling than being stupid.
So they can only sit in the corner, silently **** their tears, go to this bitterness, and taste loneliness.
This kind of person has always been so ridiculous, obviously trembling with fear, but still have to endure that pain, and exchange greater pain for other people's laughter, maybe those laughter are harsh and ugly, but to them it is a natural sound.
The little devil lowered his head and looked at the man who could already be called a man, but at the moment he was more like a child, fighting and injured outside, but he didn't dare to go there, he only dared to cry for a while in a corner, and then go home at night and face the anger and reproach of those adults with the smile he had accumulated in advance.
It turns out that people like him can be scared. The little devil looked at him, he always thought that Wu Yu's life was so happy, all the pain, disasters, and the so-called loneliness that he helped him bear, facing endless darkness every day, he always thought that in the kind of darkness that could only talk to himself, perhaps it was the most terrifying.
But never, the most terrible loneliness is that he is surrounded by people, looking at the unfamiliar face with a burst of horror, because he can't even talk to himself.
"Will you not hesitate even if you die?" Wu Yu whispered softly, no one could hear this sentence except him, is this an agreement?
"Yes, if you die, I can only help you avenge it, and then accompany you, who made you my brother, I said, that seat wants us to sit together." The little devil hugged him from behind, perhaps trying to give him a little warmth, but his face was still full of coldness.
"But you are different from them, your loneliness is innate, people like you, you shouldn't get bored with it, you have to learn to enjoy loneliness, because when you sit in that brother's seat, all you have left is loneliness..."
"Lonely? It's okay, just think more about your friends. The man patted Wu Yu on the shoulder, with a gentle smile on his face, "Have you heard of a sentence?" How big the world is, it's not about those dry numbers, it's about the friends around you, how big your friends are, how big your world is, think about your current friends, I believe you are definitely not lonely. ā
The man took a sip of wine, and since he found that something was wrong with Wu Yu, he naturally wouldn't stay on this issue longer, "Actually, the strongest person in your team is not that Hou Yuchen at all, but you." ā
Wu Yu shook his head, naturally understanding what the man meant, and immediately raised his head and asked a little puzzled, "Oh?" How do you say that? ā
"Let's not talk about Hou Yuchen first, let's talk about the rest of these people except Hou Yuchen." He leaned on the car and raised his head to look at the dark sky, "First of all, the two little girls in your team, Yuan Rong and Chenxi, with their appearance, they must be able to bring you a lot of trouble." ā
"Under normal circumstances, if you want to form a team that can trust each other, then the most important thing is that there is not much difference in strength between them, of course, except for you and those two little girls, Shao Zeyang's life value is a full half less than others, but even so you can still joke, of course, it is possible that you really have a very good relationship."
"But don't forget, this is a fallen city, more than eighty points of health, although it is very good, but here, it can only be regarded as the middle and upper reaches, then it means that in this team, there must be a person whose strength can pick up the beam, and he also has enough ability to protect those two girls, and among these people, the only person I don't know about strength is you."
"What's more, Hou Yuchen's identity is definitely one of the top three existences in this falling city, and it is not enough to rely on the strength of your friends to make friends with him, and when the two of you are chatting, I can even see a trace of respect in his eyes."
The man lowered his head and had a smug smile on his face, "Well, I guessed well, I don't need to say the rest of the words." ā
"Yes, not bad." Wu Yu nodded and praised lightly, "It is worthy of being the eldest son of the Song family, I really admire this analytical ability." ā