Yingluo's sincerity

After Sakura Bai left, I went upstairs with Yingluo, and Yingluo was still so lively, still making trouble.

"Are you going to say something to me?"

"Hmm...... I was discovered by my seniors. ”

Yingluo still smiled, a very lost smile, her gaze kept avoiding mine, and eventually, her smile disappeared and she looked up at me.

"Senpai, I like you."

"I ...... You know......"

"From the first time I read your book, it gave me the courage and encouragement to start writing novels like you. All of this was given to me by you, if I hadn't read your books at the time, I would probably still be an ordinary girl who endured in school. It was the seniors who saved me. ”

In the end, Yingluo's voice gradually choked up, and the intermittent sound could only be barely heard.

"Saved...... Are you ......?"

"Yes, it's senior...... It was my seniors who saved me! ”

I've never been good at dealing with girls, especially when I'm crying, and I'm even worse at coping.

All I could do was gently wipe away her tears. I can't do anything but say don't cry.

"Don't ...... Don't cry...... I don't know what to do with you......"

"That's always the case with my predecessors...... The clumsy gentleness is also very good, and it is indeed the practice of the predecessors. Yingluo slowly wiped her tears, her slightly reddened eyes were very distressing, but I didn't even know what to do except watch silently.

"I'm just an ordinary storyteller, and I can't even touch the edge of a first-line novelist."

"Yes, it's just that, but it still saved me, it's just that, but I'm not willing to admit defeat, even if it's all, there are things I won't give up. That's what I like, that's all, even if it's just you. ”

"I'm sorry...... I don't know how to choose ......"

"Sakura and I both know oh, we're not going to force you to make a choice. But that's it, right next to you, that's all it takes. This time, Yingluo's smile is more complicated, mixed with a smile of loneliness, pain and sadness.

In contrast, I am a real child, and when I was still hesitating, Yingluo was smiling and saying these things, even if her expression couldn't hide her true thoughts, she was still smiling.

"I'm sorry...... I can't respond to your feelings, whether it's you or Sakurabai, it's out of my reach. ”

"In my eyes, you are the world's number one novelist!"

Familiar words rang in my ears, and I smiled wryly.

"But it's useless...... I don't get more recognition, so I'm just an ordinary storyteller. ”

"Whoever you choose, don't make us wait too long......"

Maybe I shouldn't like anyone, maybe I'm not qualified to make a choice. Probably since the day I met Sakurahaku, I couldn't tell a story just because I was happy. Perhaps it was from this life that I gradually forgot my original purpose of storytelling.

"I'm sorry...... I ......"

"Senior,There's nothing to say I'm sorry for.,It's obviously because of a sense of crisis.,But I know that I can't win at all.,After all, seniors and Sakura Bai were very happy when they were together.。 As long as the seniors are happy, I just watch from a distance. As long as that's it...... That's it......"

Is that so...... So I'm still like this. I don't even understand this simple question, I can't decide this choice, so ...... Is it really possible......