Recently, the anxious situation is a little less optimistic.,Yesterday I opened a book in a guest.,The protagonist is the new tea himself.,Write your own story to scatter your heart (the title of the book is at the end.)。

After returning to the dormitory after class today, I read that book earlier, and when I looked back, it was half past eight in the evening, and I wrote it almost 11 o'clock now, and I only wrote less than 1,000 words.

Speaking of which, every time I refresh the background, I can always see that the book is dropping, and everyone's response is relatively negative, and I always feel dissatisfied with my writing.

I felt very uncomfortable, and I wanted to write something for some comfort several times, but I felt that it was too weak. One chapter a day is already a turtle speed update, and saying something bitter is hypocritical at all, and no one will understand.

To be honest, I kind of look down on myself. kept saying that I should write seriously and write better, but no matter how I wrote, I couldn't satisfy myself, and I wrote very little, and I felt that my ability to write books for four years was fed to the dog. I have been emphasizing with others that writers should be professional, but I ended up being the least qualified one.

But I still ask everyone to support it, don't delete the bookshelf if you don't want to chase it, and post some book reviews if you chase it.

There are many problems that make Xincha anxious, family factors, employment pressure, life pressure and something, needless to say, writing books and diseases on your hands are also one of the reasons, but the most important thing is that some of your own problems have attracted your own attention, and you have not faced this problem for more than ten years, and now you are more and more anxious after noticing.

If you don't accept your own problem and live an ordinary life, you will have to go through expensive psychological treatment with no guarantee of effectiveness. And accept this problem of yourself, then Xincha will become a real marginal group, and from then on, life will not be related to the life of ordinary people.

If anyone understands S, then should understand what I mean, this is the real marginalized group, and the average person can't imagine what that means.

Speaking of marginalized people, Xincha also has a deep feeling for this topic, so in the book where she is the protagonist, she also uses a large number of marginal people as characters.

In terms of style, it is Shincha's favorite narrative method, stream of consciousness, which is like a dream. The title of the book, "Life in the Future, Please Advise Me", a group of new tea-like scum crying, laughing, walking, and dying in the main god space of the Cthulhu Running Group.

Finally, let's end with a poem, a poem with two words modified.

Who is crying somewhere in the world at this moment, crying at night for no reason, crying me.

Who is laughing somewhere in the world at this moment, laughing at night for no reason, laughing at me.

Who is walking somewhere in the world at this moment, walking in the world for no reason, coming to me.

Someone who died somewhere in the world at this moment, died in the world for no reason, looked at me.