Chapter 51: I Can't Stand It Anymore, That's All About This Chapter [Fourth Update]
Let's pull the perspective away from the protagonist and back to the protagonist β even though they are all alone.
In the middle of the night, Ilia didn't fall asleep, after all, after such an "exciting" event during the day, almost closing her eyes would recall the game of torture and the disgusting sound.
"What, can't you sleep?" Li Wenwen on the side asked softly.
"Thanks to you, when you close your eyes, you can see the scenes and sounds of the day." Ilia spoke her mind mercilessly.
"Yes," Li Wenwen didn't show any shame, "so don't you feel scared?" β
"Of course I'm scared, of course a normal girl will be scared when she first comes into contact with such a crazy and perverted thing," Ilia calmly told about things that didn't coincide with her at all, "Aren't you scared after the first killing?" β
"Didn't you dream of my past?" Li Wenwen leaned against the wooden wall of the carriage, "You should have seen the scene of my first killing." β
ββ¦β¦ Right. β
"The first time I plunged the tip of the knife into the woman's abdomen, what I remember most was nothing but the woman's look of disbelief." Li Wenwen subconsciously touched his pocket, and remembered that the cigarette had already run out.
"I didn't have any special emotions at the time, just a ...... Indescribable ......'calm'? Constantly, I can only say that I didn't even know what I was doing at the time, and it was as if the person who stabbed me at that time was not me, but 'I' was watching from the sidelines. β
Ilia was surprised that she could listen to Li Wenwen so carefully again, and she also felt a little like Li Wenwen at that time.
"Then I didn't feel anything else, I didn't cry when I was holding a wake for my parents, I didn't have any other feelings, as if I was a complete 'stranger'. At night, I occasionally dream about that scene, but I don't feel anything else, except that I repeat what I did in my dreams. β
"You're a complete monster." After being silent for a while, Ilia finally gave this sentence.
"Well, I also have self-knowledge, and I know what I am." Li Wenwen didn't refute anything, but simply admitted this comment.
"Ilia," Li Wenwen turned to look at Iliya, "Don't be afraid of those, sooner or later you will see more perverted and frustrating behaviors and situations than me, and sooner or later you will have to do something against your heart, I am just giving you a small precaution." β
"I don't think anyone more perverted than you exists." Ilia turned around and turned her back to Li Wenwen, "I'm going to sleep, so please shut up." β
"Heh," Li Wenwen let out a sneer, "there is never a shortage of people with twisted minds in this time, and there is no shortage of people with skills or power among these people, just like there are always shadows under the sun." β
Ilia didn't speak, but used silence to show that she didn't want to talk to Li Wenwen.
"Forget it, go to sleep, it'll be almost at your house tomorrow or the day after tomorrow." Li Wenwen didn't talk about it anymore, and began to sleep with his eyes closed - although for the Servant, sleep is just a means to reduce the consumption of mana, but most human Servants have this habit.
The next day's journey was very smooth, and there was no one to make trouble, just calm and terrible along the wayβLi Wenwen and Ilya barely talked, and there were simple directions and so on.
Li Wenwen didn't do any special behavior to "stimulate" Ilya, just simply drove the car, and Ilya also went out to eat and curled up in the corner of the carriage, doing nothing, just spending time in a daze.
And this peace was broken in an instant.
The cause was a simple question - whether to save a group of homeless people who were being chased by robbers.
Li Wenwen's choice was to ignore it, and he was indifferent to the constant begging of those homeless people.
But Ilya's choice was to "rescue", but she couldn't say that Li Wenwen would save people.
However, the situation was quickly resolved - the bandits on the opposite side chose to rob them all when they saw the vagrants and Li Wenwen's carriage.
The result...... Naturally, the robbers are all destroyed.
Then, after seeing Li Wenwen's strong strength, he strongly asked to follow Li Wenwen's carriage.
Li Wenwen said "no matter".
Ilya said "agreed".
Then Li Wenwen's carriage was followed by a series of displaced people.
PS: Went to bed and got up for lunch......
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