The next day and the last day. The itinerary in the morning is almost the same, except for Yingluo's speech yesterday, so there are more distractions in my heart, subconsciously communicating with readers, and smiling unfamiliarly.

But fortunately, it is much better today, and I have been resting in the background at half past eleven, in contrast, I feel that not only have not fewer people coming, but a lot more. It's too much, to let everyone see this kind of thing.

"Lijiu, are you worried?"

"It should ...... Not really. ”

"It's exhausting to look at."

"Just take a break."

The atmosphere here in the backstage is a little depressing, and the logistics staff are doing their work silently, and there are touch-ups after eating.

It's obviously such a depressing atmosphere, but time flies so fast, for more than two hours, Sakura and I are quiet, no communication.

"Today is the last day, and now the event is starting again."

All four seats were full this time, and there were no guests who suddenly appeared, and there were no surprises like yesterday.

"Today's event, I believe that everyone has a certain degree of psychological preparation, and today it is still Miss Yingluo who speaks first."

"I said a lot yesterday, and now I don't know what else to say. My favorite senior, as long as you can be happy, it's enough, even if it's not me by your side, as long as you can be happy, it's enough. ”

I don't know why, Yingluo had a faint sadness when she spoke this time, but it still clearly came into my ears and heart.

Sakura's hands clenched into fists under the table, and there was a slight tremor as if she was enduring something, but the expression on her face remained unchanged, still so emotionless.

"Looks like Miss Yingluo has finished speaking."

Before she knew it, Yingluo had finished what she wanted to say.

"Then now, it's time for Miss Sakuraba."

There were mixed emotions in Sakuraba's eyes, and it was obvious that they were conveyed.

"You've been trying to take care of me since the day we met, and although it's been troublesome, you still haven't given up. Before I debuted as a manga artist, before I met you, I just had to keep drawing, and when I met you, I learned to be emotional, I learned to be happy and angry, and I also knew the reasons why I would feel uncomfortable because of what you did. ”

Sakura took a deep breath and continued.

"Lijiu, it's mine, and I will never let others snatch it away, because your novels, the stories you created, have brought me a strange feeling, a feeling that can't be described in words, so I will draw illustrations for you, and I will come here."

Sakura Bai's face gradually had an expression, a very happy smile, although faint, but very obvious. Sakurabai: She's smiling...... It's been half a year, and it's the first time I've seen Sakura's smile.

"I'm not mentally ready, I can't be mentally prepared, I don't want to give up my favorite you to others, I like you! I...... Loved you......"

Sakura Bai looked at me, the expression on his face became complicated, and the tears in his eyes were no longer the weight that his eyes could carry, and they slipped down his cheeks.

can't choose, maybe this is the legendary scumbag, obviously unable to create a perfect ending, obviously hurting everyone, but unconsciously into the hearts of others.

Now my heart is also a mess.,Obviously, since the time they just lived together.,I really hope that Sakura Bai can change the expression on my face once.,In the end, my wish was realized.,But let my heart have mixed feelings.。

"Lijiu, don't think so much for the time being, even if it's just a temporary refusal on both sides, listen clearly, it's temporary."

Miss Wenyu's voice came from the invisible headphones, and she sat in the guest seat as if nothing had happened, like an audience looking forward to the next plot, waiting for the development of this event.

"I'm sorry, I can't make a choice, and I can't respond to any of you feelings."

Now I can only smile bitterly, I can't do anything more.

"I'm just an ordinary storyteller, and you and I are very different, and I think I'm telling boring stories. I can't tell the life and meaning of Yingluo's novels, nor can I move the world like Sakurabai's paintings, leaving a work that the world admires. ”

Now, I don't even know how to answer them.

"Yingluo, you have already surpassed me, I just debuted a little earlier, my book is not as meaningful as yours, and it will not add a color anywhere, so I can't respond to your feelings."

The moment "Sakurabai ......" called out this name, my smile was already stiff, and this was completely incomparable.

"I'm used to having your life and I've imagined the possibility of you leaving, and there's so much beauty hidden in your fingertips that the world can't hide. Maybe I can't keep these colors around, maybe just by heart, I've done my best, so, I'm sorry. ”

The atmosphere in the stadium was also very depressing, and in the end, I didn't even know how the event ended, but the fatigue was indeed real.

How to face it, probably no longer matters, what will happen today, I don't know, what has happened, maybe even things that others can't understand, after really experiencing it, I will feel pitiful.