Chapter 512: Night Companion Jasmine (2)
Dongfang Jasmine's expression was surprised, and then she smiled and said, "Don't tell me yet, let me guess." ”
Lin Xiaochuan made a 'please' gesture.
"Wen Hao."
"It's not."
"What about Lin Zhongtian?"
"Why did you mention Lin Zhongtian?"
"Doesn't he like Sister Lele? You and Sister Lele are ambiguous again. ”
Lin Xiaochuan sweated violently: "Where do I have an ambiguous relationship with Sister Lele?" ”
"Didn't you? I trust my instincts. Dongfang Jasmine paused, and said, "Then I can't guess." You'll publish the answer, right? ”
Lin Xiaochuan smiled and said, "Lin Yongchuan." ”
Oriental Jasmine: ...
Her cheeks flushed slightly: "You, don't talk nonsense. Generally, only people who like someone will be jealous because of someone, and the two of us..."
"Well, that's not what I meant. I want to say that your feelings for Lin Yongchuan are jealous. Lin Xiaochuan paused and smiled slightly bitterly: "If I die, I don't know if there will be anyone..."
"Don't talk nonsense!" At this time, Dongfang Jasmine suddenly became emotional, her hands were clenched, and her body trembled slightly.
"Jasmine..."
Oriental Jasmine lowered her head, her long hair hanging down, and her face could not be seen.
But what Lin Xiaochuan can be sure of is that under the long hair, there must be a desperate, sad and helpless face.
"I don't want to lose the important... Friends. Dongfang Jasmine said again.
Her tone was a little choked.
Lin Xiaochuan's expression was complicated.
"It's been three years, and it seems that Jasmine still can't let go of her boyfriend's sudden death, otherwise she wouldn't be so excited. What a stubborn woman. How long will it take for you to truly usher in a new life without Lin Yongchuan's shadow? ”
Lin Xiaochuan was inexplicably a little depressed.
At this time, Dongfang Jasmine's mood gradually calmed down, she raised her head and said, "I'm sorry, my emotions are a little excited... Well? Ogawa, what's wrong with you? ”
"It's a little sad. Although I promised your mother to take good care of you, I couldn't do anything about it. ”
"No, you've helped me a lot."
Lin Xiaochuan looked at Dongfang Jasmine, was silent for a moment, and then said, "Jasmine, I don't want to see your sad and helpless expression anymore." What should I do to make you forget Lin Yongchuan and forget those sad memories? ”
"I'm sorry." Dongfang Jasmine clasped her hands, she bit her lip lightly, and after a long time, she said again: "I know that I should learn to forget, forget Yongchuan, forget all kinds of memories of the past, only in this way can I truly usher in a new life." However, I can't do that. Because of this, I will be very upset, and I will live with guilt all the time. ”
"You didn't do anything wrong."
Dongfang Jasmine shook her head slightly, she was silent for a long time before she said, "If I say that I have been dating Yongchuan for so long, we haven't even kissed, do you believe it?" ”
"Uh..."
To be honest, Lin Xiaochuan couldn't imagine it.
As far as he knew, Jasmine was adopted by Lin Yongchuan's adoptive father and adoptive mother when she was six years old, and she lived in the Lin family until she was sixteen years old.
After moving out of the Lin family, Jasmine and Lin Yongchuan officially started dating.
A year later, Lin Yongchuan, who had just been admitted to university, was involved in a bank robbery in Linhai and unfortunately died.
Although, the two have only been officially dating for a short year.
However, in fact, the two of them have been in a relationship for more than ten years.
Anyway, you said that Dongfang Jasmine and Lin Yongchuan have never kissed, which is incredible.
"You don't believe it either, do you?" At this time, Dongfang Jasmine sighed faintly and said, "Actually, Yongchuan and I really haven't kissed. On his sixteenth birthday, I wanted to give him a birthday present. He said he wanted my first kiss. I wasn't mentally ready for it, and his sixteenth birthday was approaching. As a result, I refused his request in a panic. Even though I made him a heart-shaped cake, he looked happy too. But I could feel that he was actually disappointed. I was also very sad at the time, so I promised him that I would give him my first kiss when he turned seventeen next year. You know the rest of the story. A year later, on his seventeenth birthday, he died..."
"If you like him so much, why don't you want to kiss him?" Lin Xiaochuan was a little puzzled.
Dongfang Jasmine bit her lip and said after a while: "I don't know why." Because of my mother's gossip, I was afraid to make out with men since I was a child. However, I didn't expect that even my favorite person would be able to do it. After Yongchuan's death, I often fell into deep remorse and self-blame. I often wonder if I had kissed him. He helped me so much, but I didn't do anything for him. I always feel like I'm really bad..."
"Jasmine." Lin Xiaochuan said suddenly.
Dongfang Jasmine stopped talking and looked up at Lin Yongchuan.
"Do you believe your mother?"
"What?"
"I ask, right? Do you believe the gossip? Because your mother seduced the neighbors, your father killed the other family, except for Meng Yao. ”
Dongfang Jasmine shook her head: "Mother is not such a person. ”
"But deep down you believe. Otherwise, you wouldn't be so sensitive that you wouldn't even dare to make out with your favorite man. Lin Xiaochuan said directly.
Dongfang Jasmine was stunned for a moment.
After a while, she clenched her fists: "Lin Xiaochuan, what do you mean?" ”
"I trust your mother." Lin Xiaochuan said lightly.
Dongfang Jasmine looked at Lin Xiaochuan in a daze: "For... Why? ”
"Intuition, a man's intuition."
"But if the mother was really innocent, why did she never deny it?"
"That's why we need to look for it, someone she'd rather be burdened with curses and a reputation for embarrassment than she's desperately trying to hide... Secret. ”
Lin Xiaochuan and Dongfang Jasmine went to Jasmine's hometown, where he learned about Jasmine's past, including the tragedy caused by his father.
He didn't know much about Dongfang Jasmine at that time, he just felt that why did this girl who was obviously laughing make people feel so pitiful?
"Is it really because I can't let go of my late boyfriend?"
But now, he understood.
is not only because of Lin Yongchuan's death, but the most direct and fundamental problem is probably her mother's gossip.
Rumors of an adulteration between her mother and the neighbor's male hostess, and some people even say that Dongfang Jasmine is actually the neighbor's illegitimate daughter.
These gossips were like a fishbone piercing Dongfang Jasmine's heart, making her fall into a kind of humility to the point of loneliness.
This loneliness will not disappear because he was adopted by Lin Yongchuan's adoptive father and adoptive mother.
On the contrary, the warmer the foster life, the more low self-esteem and loneliness will be generated.
After Lin Yongchuan's death, Dongfang Jasmine committed suicide three times.
In addition to not being able to accept Lin Yongchuan's death, she probably also wanted to use suicide to break the infinitely spreading loneliness in her heart.
The loneliness in her heart, even Lin Yongchuan, who warmed her entire youth, could not dispel it.
And now, Lin Xiaochuan has found the direction to save Dongfang Jasmine.
As long as he can prove that Jasmine's mother is innocent, and all the gossip is false, then Jasmine can crawl out of the abyss.
Lin Xiaochuan stood up, looked at Dongfang Jasmine calmly and said, "Jasmine, whether you like it or not, reluctantly, I will bring you out of the shadow of your mother and Lin Yongchuan." ”
Dongfang Jasmine looked at Lin Xiaochuan in a daze, and asked again, "Why did you do this for me?" ”
(End of chapter)