Volume 12 The Longest Day Volume Final Chapter We are in love
Let her sleep for a while, let her dream of heaven for a while, this is the only thing Guo Zhouyi can think of when he strokes Haman's hair. The flush of his cheeks and neck had long since receded, but the eyes that had laughed at him last night, the lips that had stood out with a sweet sigh to him in the quivering were still full of fatal attraction.
Oh, although this is the case, but I don't want to quarrel with her, is it because of the quarrel last night, Guo Zhouyi looked at the arm that was still on him, and remembered that the arm trembled with anger and sadness at the end of the quarrel last night, which made his hand tremble. Because of this trembling, Haman also muttered something softly, which made Guo Zhouyi's whole body stiffen.
After keeping his whole body still for a while, Guo Zhouyi gently turned his somewhat stiff neck, looked at the light of the artificial sun that had faintly penetrated outside the window, and after looking at his watch, he found that it was already 6:30 in the morning. Should I wake her up and wake her up?
[Harman, get up]? [Honey, get up]?
It was indeed time to get up, and according to the scheduled schedule, another hour would be set off for the harbor, where the two would prepare to sail together with the fleet. However, I don't know why Guo Zhouyi didn't want to say something like "Honey, it's time to get ready to fight, so get up". But how to say it, do you want to say, "Honey, it's dawn, get up"
It seems that the words are very ordinary, but they are stuck in Guo Zhouyi's throat and can't say it. Getting up at dawn? What does it matter if it's dawn, just because it's dawn, do you want to leave each other, why do you have to get up at dawn, did you go to bed with her last night because it was dark? If the two of them are here because of love, why shouldn't they stay together when the day dawns?
Oh, by the way, there's a war to be fought that I'm going to know soon... Hehe, they're all busy... Guo Zhouyi, who was thinking like this, suddenly remembered what she said during the quarrel last night [Sister is right, love can tolerate hardships and hardships, but it can't tolerate busy people, let... γ
Don't do that yourself!
Recalling last night's quarrel, Guo Zhouyi suddenly hugged Haman tightly.
"Hmmγγγγγγ Harman, who had been hugged hard, woke up, and she didn't move after feeling the situation, "What's wrong?" β
"It's nothing, we're going to have lunch together today, right?"
"Hmm...
"What's the matter," Haman found that his lover didn't say a word, so he twisted his neck and looked at Guo Zhouyi, "Do you remember what happened last night?" β
"Hmm...
"Are you still scared?"
"Hmm...
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"Don't you want to say something?" Harman looked at the man in front of him and felt very irritable, the two had already returned to the residence from the party for half an hour, and he didn't say anything except for what he said, "Come with me to the room, it seems that you have a lot to say".
In the end, it was really terrible, Harman looked at Guo Zhouyi, who lowered his head and said nothing, his brows piled up--- what he was looking forward to so much, his desire to be able to dance with his lover, was so embarrassing, irritable, and ended under the gaze of a group of people. The guy in front of him was not dragged out until the end, and the whole dance was no longer absent-minded, but to the extent that his soul flew out of the sky.
Thinking of this, Haman looked at his feet, as if the thought of them would cause the foot to begin to ache again. The pain that no longer existed rushed to Haman's heart, like pouring gasoline on a fire, causing an inexplicable fire to reopen Haman's mouth at once:
"You don't want to say something, you don't want to say anything after making a mess of our second official date, a rare date?!"
Guo Zhouyi was still silent, just stirring his two hands together and twisting them constantly. This made Harman look angry again, and she slapped Guo Zhouyi's hand fiercely:
"Can you listen to me well, the kind of collapse that can't bear the pressure just now, how many little men do you want to be willing?! I thought you were much better than thatγγγγγγ Outcome... Outcome... β
"You mean that the right to launch a weapon like a nuclear bomb is handed over to you, and you can still talk and laugh without changing your face, and you can dance in the spring breeze? I haven't smashed a satellite on Earth, I haven't hit the gate of Sedang, I can't do it! Guo Zhouyi almost roared in a low voice.
"You think I can do that because I've done that kind of thing, you're out of your head?! What do you think I went through to get stronger?! Do you think I threw satellites on Earth at the age of 14, or do you think I committed a massacre when I was supposed to be in middle school?! What kind of mood do you think I experienced the Axis Population Control Violence?! You.......... You are ... This amount of gas?! Haman shuddered.
"I didn't mean that at any point! I just thought, can you give me some time, don't stink all the way, and now start asking me something! I can't do it, okay? I really can't do it, I can't do it while thinking that I might as well release the demon out of the cage and smile like a flower! Give me some time, okay! β
"Do you think I want you to get used to it?! Do you think I'm hoping you'll drink and dance while thinking about killing a lot?! That's expecting a person to twist, I have twisted myself, I have climbed up from the abyss of death and decided to change, do you think I would expect you to become twisted?!γγγγγγγ Have you forgotten the oath we swore and forgotten those two words ... Forgot about I-Do?! β
"I never thought that wayγγγγγγγ I never felt like you were expecting me to twist ... I just don't know what to do ... Guo Zhouyi's voice dissipated anger and revealed pain.
"You don't know how?! Isn't that obvious, with me, will there be less time when you need to seal your emotions in your heart in the future, haven't you realized that the first price of being with me is not being unrestrained? Do you still think that with me, you can still live an ordinary life like a civilian in the future?! Or do you think you can enjoy the welfare of the ruler without enduring the suffering of the ruler and not taking responsibility?! β
"I know, I know, OK?! It's just that everyone has to have a first time, and my first time is a little too fierce!! β
"I thought it wasn't the first time for you...
"What do you mean?"
"When you rescued me, when Orb lifted off, didn't you face a more difficult situation than you did today?"
"That's different...
"What's the difference?! You can do anything for me, but you can't afford to take on the possibility of just needing to launch a strategic weapon for me?! Are you kidding me! Honestly... β
"You know, I've thought about a lot of things," Guo Zhouyi suddenly looked up at Haman and said, the induction in his eyes made Haman calm down a little for a moment, "I thought that if we couldn't step down from our current position, you might always be more suitable to be a leader than me, so our family should be centered on you or something; I thought about it, maybe I have to take on more family responsibilities or something, such as learning to cook or something; I've thought about it, kids or somethingγγγγγ β
"What are you kidding, you think these things, you γγγγγγ" Harman felt a bitterness that prevented her from continuing.
"You know, I'm such a character, otherwise I wouldn't have done something like that in Gibraltar...
"What is the conclusion, to ... Separate," Harman bit his lip, "Separate and find someone who is more compatible with your life, you find a driver, and I'll find γγγγγγ β
"The conclusion is !!" Guo Zhouyi suddenly raised his voice and interrupted Haman's words.
Haman was stunned for a moment, Guo Zhouyi grabbed Haman's shoulder, stared into her eyes and said:
"The conclusion is ... The conclusion is ... After being with you, my life has become brighter, but my conclusion is that I want more, I think... β
"What do you want... Haman turned his face away.
"I think, when I was in Gibraltar, I thought of it, but now I say, I want your life and mine to become our life, I don't know if it's okay...
"Since you... If you think so, then why γγγγγγ Haman's shoulders shook.
"Because I'm not that kind of person, how many times I have driven the MS, I can't get used to war, I can only go to war for something, just at the prom, I confirmed this, I also confirmed one thing, that is, I am not mature, I have not put myself in the position of a public figure, a leader... It's not good enough ... β
"That's what you're talking about... Haman's shoulders shook more often.
"I say this because after the anger just now, I am more sure of one thing, that is, you are more important to me than anything else, so I don't want you to give up on me, and I don't want to give up on myself...
"Is it okay for the family to be centered on me?"
"Hmmm... It doesn't matter, and I'll improve myself. β
"It's okay if you don't get together and leave more, and you can't eat together often...
"It's okay."
"Before the war dies down ... Can't have children either... β
"It's okay!" Guo Zhouyi said loudly.
Haman turned his head, raised his hand, and put it on Guo Zhouyi's hand, but Guo Zhouyi suddenly let go and hugged Haman into his arms:
"It doesn't matter, as long as you're willing to wait for me a little bit...
"I do... It's just that... It's just that... β
"I know... I know... β
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"Speaking of which, you didn't say you knew anything." The two lay quietly together, and Haman said suddenly.
"It's just that I didn't think there was any need to say it at the time, because if you continued to say it at that time, you would be wasting what you feared the most, time," Guo Zhouyi kissed Haman, "It's just that you and I don't have much time together, and you're afraidγγγγγγγ Woo woo woo woo . β
"Don't really talk about it." After the lips of the two parted, Haman said against Guo Zhouyi's forehead.
"Get up, we still have a war to win."
"Yes, but you're hugging it too tightly...
"Don't you either."
[Soldiers are more likely to fall in love, because dangerous lives need more joyful compensation, that is what we all used to be afraid of, afraid that we only came together because of loneliness, but in the end we found that kind of indulgent love is far away from us, we love each other because we love each other, not love each other because we love each other--- we love each other. I still don't know what it means to launch a strategic weapon, I don't know if I can hide things in my heart and I don't know a lot of things, but I really don't know a lot anymore. γ
[People who live in danger are more likely to fall in love, because that kind of life makes them abandon tomorrow and blindly pursue happiness, which is what I used to fear, and what I used to fear---- and I did fall in love with others desperately when I lost everything. I knew better than anyone what it would be, so I was scared, I was scared when I saw him hesitating and suffering, I was afraid that he wasn't really in love with me, but simply because a dangerous life had pushed us together. And in the argument that followed, I understood that my concern wasγγγγγγ Then happiness overwhelmed me--- we fell in love. I know he's not Char, and maybe even inferior to Jado in some ways, but I also know ---that he is willing to change with me, for me, not just expecting me to change, or commanding me to change and not moving himself... That's love. γ
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