"Hey...... Is that so? ”

"Hmm."

"We met a long time ago, a long time ago."

"A long time ago?"

"That's right, the book called "Crazy" is the reason why I escaped from home, and it is also the capital."

Li Jiu took out a book from the shelf, and there was a big word "crazy" written on it, and there was Li Jiu underneath, and the cover of the book was the oil painting that Sakura Bai painted for the first time.

"I remember the first time I left a message, and the guy who sent me the picture said, 'There's a kid who loves your work so much, and hopefully one day, you can meet.'" This kind of thing, but at that time, due to some reasons at home, I didn't care about this matter, and now that I think about it, that kid is probably talking about you. ”

"Is this a mutual influence?"

"Well, let's just say that, when this painting was sent, I was also very emotionally unstable, because I was thinking about how to get to a million words quickly, so my thoughts were often confused or broken when I was writing, and this painting gave me a very suitable idea."

"The right idea?"

"The right idea, so I can write a million words in such a short period of time."

Sakura Bai shook her head, indicating that she didn't understand the meaning of Lijiu's words.

"It's okay, although this book has not been published, the layout is designed by Miss Wenyu, so there is such a book."

"Lijiu, why did you write such a story?"

"Why...... This question is also very well explained. At that time, my nerves were indeed on the verge of collapse, so I wrote about madness. ”

"On the verge of collapse."

Sakurabai's soft voice is like a whisper when she is thinking about something, and she doesn't have so many feelings, but it really expresses Sakuraba's questions.

"Because of some problems with my family's attitude towards me at that time, I collapsed."

At this time, it is probably the most incomprehensible, but it is just a matter of being said, why he ran away from home, why he had a nervous breakdown, and the incomprehensible place is here.

"Lijiu also occasionally talks about things before her debut, and she also talks about some things from the past when she has nightmares, so I can probably understand what happened to Lijiu."

"Hey...... I can still talk in my sleep, it's terrible......"

"So, does Lijiu just want to protect herself?"

"Protect yourself?"

"In order not to be regarded as a non-existent person, or a useless person, trying to do it in your own way? That's probably how to protect yourself. ”

"Is that so......"

"That's about it."

"Sakurabai...... Why would you want to illustrate me?,There are a lot of authors who are better than me.,Obviously, I can have a better chance.。 ”

"Because only Lijiu's book saved me, I also have to use my own way to do what I feel is right."

From the very beginning, Lijiu didn't take Sakura's illustrations for granted, and looked at Sakura Bai, who was more and more able to grasp the key positions, and always felt that only he hadn't made progress and was still in such a position.

"Lijiu, come on, I believe in you."

Lijiu looked up at Sakura Bai in front of her, and the corners of her eyes seemed to squeeze out something that shouldn't belong to Lijiu. Subconsciously, Lijiu pounced on and hugged Sakura.

"Thank you...... Sakuraba, in the past and now, I've always been grateful to you! ”

This posture of being held, the posture of holding people, lasted for a long time.

"Lijiu ......"

"What's wrong?"

"Why was I suddenly hugged?"

"Right...... I'm sorry...... Did it make you angry......"

"No...... It's just here...... Jumping so much. ”

Li Jiu only found out at this time that the current Sakura Bai was covering his left chest with a flushed face, panting slightly.

"Suddenly, it's beating so much."