The problem is huge
The issues we talked about were so sensitive that I didn't know how to face Sakura Hakuro now, and from last time to this time, it was because I was too entangled that it became the way it is now.
"Lijiu, are you struggling again?"
"I can't say it's tangled......
In the end, I was the only one who didn't make up my mind. Simply because I don't want to take responsibility, simply because I'm afraid of working hard, and simply because I'm afraid that I won't get the results I want.
"Are you afraid that after you agree, you won't be able to do what you want to do?"
"Probably...... That's right......"
The simplest definition is that it's because you're afraid that you won't be able to do what you want to do, and that's it.
"Is there really anything to be afraid of?"
"Probably...... No. ”
"That's decided, so what?"
Because you have nothing, you don't have to be afraid of losing anything, is that what you mean? Really, although it makes a lot of sense, it's still unacceptable, after all, no one doesn't want to get something.
"Is that enough?"
Sakura Bai's tone was much calmer, more like it was none of her business.
"It's definitely not enough now."
"Then why be afraid."
"Because after choosing, you will also be responsible."
"The current Lijiu doesn't look like a normal person at all."
"Why?"
"I can't cry, I don't laugh much, I don't even have much mood swings, and I can bring everything with me in a daze."
"It's not bad, it won't hurt anyone, and it won't hurt."
"Then, it's okay to make a choice, after all, I believe that I won't hurt others, and I won't hurt this kind of thing."
Although Sakura Bai usually looks dull and doesn't use his brain much, but once in a while, he still feels that Sakura Bai's brain is terrifying, and there is no way to refute it.
"I know who I prefer. Is Lijiu's weakness? ”
"Is it weak......"
I've heard all kinds of words, but this is the first time I've heard the word weak. Is it weak...... Probably.
"Why is it weak?"
"I like it but I don't dare to say it, probably."
"What do you mean...... It's too much......"
"Because I like it or not, only Lijiu himself knows, but I don't dare to say it, everyone knows."
"That's ......"
Sakurabai sat quietly next to her, as if she was waiting for my answer, and I guess this was the pressure.
"I'm sorry...... I still can't do it. ”
"Why?"
"Why...... Because I can't be responsible for anyone, or even myself, I can't do it. ”
"Is it just because of this......"
"Well...... If I have to say it, that's probably it, after all, I can't do a lot of things with hard work......"
Sakura Bai didn't say anything more, just nodded slightly, and then typed something into the computer.
Since when did you learn this kind of thing, for the sake of such poor self-esteem, or a ridiculous sense of responsibility. Either way, it's something I shouldn't have.
Since when did I start running away from home, it was still earlier and earlier, I have forgotten when I knew, but I still don't understand.
I don't want to hurt others, I don't want to see anyone sad, and I don't want to see anyone sad, that's why it's like this......