Not worthy, so what.
"Sakurabai, the banquet seniors and the pity seniors are going to take us to the hot springs, let's go together."
"Hmm."
I don't know why, but it always feels so strange, and the banquet seniors will never bring up this kind of thing inexplicably. Probably there is something inconvenient to say in front of the pity, these two people are tired of being together all day long, why don't they get married!
The next morning, the senior Yan drove to the downstairs of my residence, and it always felt great, after all, the senior Yan was not much older than me to afford a car.
"The hot spring inn I went to today will be a little far, so let's have a good rest in the car." Senior Yan looked back and smiled.
"Well, okay, huh, wait? You didn't tell me it was a hot spring inn yesterday! ”
"Well, it's too late to regret it, let's go." The pity of the seniors echoed, and they set off like this.
"I have to say, the scenery of this kind of place is still very good!" After getting off the car, the banquet senior sighed.
"After all, it's a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, let's go!" The merciful senior excitedly pulled us and ran over.
After putting down the things, come to the hot spring inn, of course, you are going to go to the hot spring, this place is also good, there are separate small hot springs, and there are separate small cubicles, you need to book a fixed cubicle.
Men and women are separated, and the entrance is opposite, with a considerable distance in between. Maybe the senior Yan really wants to say something to me.
"It's so comfortable to soak in a hot spring after a long time." The banquet seniors leaned comfortably in the hot springs, looking at the scenery separated from each other.
The other side of each compartment was open, the glass was only half inlayed, and the glass below was probably a guarantee of security, reaching only chest height, and the upper part was completely empty.
I leaned on the hot spring with the banquet seniors, soaked in the hot spring, and looked at the scenery in front of me, maybe Sakurabai painted this scene in front of me, and it was another masterpiece.
"Former ......" Before I could say anything, I turned my head and saw the expression of my senior. A beautiful young man with long hair on his shoulders, his eyes are a little melancholy and confused. It could really be a famous scene from an anime or light novel.
"Senior, have something to say."
"Huh? Did you find out? ”
"I felt it yesterday."
"Yes, what to say, words that you can't say in front of pity."
"Why are you looking for me?"
"Maybe you feel the same way I do."
I was stunned for a moment, looking at the banquet seniors, before I could ask questions, the banquet seniors spoke first.
"You say, is the gap in talent really so big?" The words of the senior banquet were very flat, without any emotional ups and downs.
"Maybe that's true." I smiled and looked at the banquet senior.
"You like Sakuraba, too."
"I don't like it."
"Do you not like it, or can't you like it?" The smile of the senior banquet is probably the same as me at this moment.
"Even you found out......"
"So, you understand." After the senior banquet finished speaking, his eyes suddenly dimmed a lot.
"What do you want to tell me?"
"I want to tell you a story."
"Okay."
"Rei is an unpredictable person, since she was a child, I don't know when she started to like making animation, probably since junior high school. Since then, she has shown an amazing talent, just like as long as she does it, she can make great scenes, as a childhood sweetheart, of course, happy for her. Senior Yan sighed, closed his eyes and continued.
"One day when she was not satisfied with the picture she made, she cried so much that I went to ask her what was wrong, and she told me. It's not that kind of thing I want to do. What she needed was someone to write a script for her, and I told her, 'What you're missing, let me fill it in for you!' From that day on, I worked hard to learn how to write scripts. ”
It should be more than that, out of politeness, I didn't interrupt the banquet senior, and smiled in my heart.
"Why am I like this, I don't know, maybe it will be a long time before I know that I like her. But the talent she showed was so terrible that I couldn't keep up with her anymore, and now the gap between me and her is getting bigger and bigger, and I can't chase it. That's why I want to relax, this emotion is really uncomfortable......"
"I can understand that's what it means...... That's true, doesn't it deserve the feeling? ”
"Haha, that's probably it."
"But, seniors, people are always different."
"I know, it's different."
"So the most responsible way for you is not to be with your predecessors."
"I understand it."
"Is it really okay to let the pity seniors wait for you like this?"
"How could it be, how could she like me."
She didn't look at her footsteps very satisfactorily, until now. If you don't confess, it doesn't mean that your seniors don't like you. ”
"But I'm not worthy of her."
"Not worthy, so what? Do you give up like this, the banquet seniors I know, but the people who will pursue them endlessly. ”
The banquet seniors were silent.
"What should I do......"
"Find a way to be worthy of her, that's it."
"It's not easy to catch up, you know better than me."
We all fell silent, watched the sunset, and then got up to leave.
After changing clothes and returning to the room, Sakura Hakuro and Rei Senpai were already waiting for us in the room.
"Two big men are so slow!" As soon as he opened the door, he shouted.
"I'll take Sakura Bai out to see here, and the banquet seniors have something to say to you."
"You!" Before the senior Yan could speak, I pushed him in.
"Come on!" After that, I took Sakurabai and went outside.
"Now, Yan, what are you going to say?"
The atmosphere was a little depressing, and Yan looked at Pity, closed his eyes, and after a while, opened his eyes and looked at Pity.
"Pity, do you have any comments on my current script?"
"No opinion, it's good."
Yan looked at mercy, and after a long while, mercy spoke again.
"I think...... I'm not satisfied enough. ”
"That's the case......"
"Banquet ......"
"Pity, I like you, I've been liking you since I wrote the first script for you!"
This time, Pity was stunned.
"Now I'm not worthy of you! You must wait for me to become a person worthy of you one day! Yan's voice trembled slightly.
"I too, I like you, the first time you wrote me a script, I really enjoyed animating, I thank you...... I'm sure, I'll be waiting for you! There were already some tears in the corners of his eyes.
"Lijiu, why did you bring me out."
"Cause...... It's a beautiful view. ”
"Hmm."
The green mountains do not change, and the green water flows forever. The scenery, feelings, and experiences here may one day really become the soul of my story.
"Lijiu, the light of the sun will disappear for a long time, and the moonlight will also shine for a while."