A future without a future is not the future I want

"It's so late......"

"Hoo ......"

There was a sound of gentle breathing around him, and Sakura Bai was already asleep at this time, but I really didn't expect that something that seemed to have happened in a week today.

Standing on the open-air balcony, looking at the stars outside, feeling the temperature of the wind, even at the end of summer, it is still very hot, but the feeling from the skin is indeed cold.

In the room behind her, there was Sakura Shiro, the girl as far away as the stars. The girl who can't be reached.

"Senior Yan has already made a decision, what about me...... It's just the same as before, writing a new story, that's all. ”

Ask yourself, what does it look like now? I can't make up my mind like my predecessors, and I don't have the possibility to continue learning, maybe that's just it.

Everyone around me is like this...... It's not a genius or a hard worker, and there is no way to play such a game.

Every time, I want to ask myself, what does the future look like, and will one day write a great story?

Maybe I want to know how long I can write, and what will happen to professional writers like us who can't write anything, I can't imagine it, and I can't imagine it.

When I was thinking wildly, I was suddenly hugged from behind, and a warm feeling came from the skin behind my back.

"Lijiu."

"What's wrong?"

"Thank you for your hard work."

"Huh?"

It always feels like a very unexpected thing, and in my impression, Sakura Bai probably wouldn't say such a thing.

"I always feel that Lijiu is so far away."

Because he was held from behind by Sakurabai, he couldn't turn around, so he was even more overwhelmed. This kind of thing should have been said by me, but it was out of place for Sakura Bai to say it first.

"Far away?"

"Well, far away."

Sakurabai's tone didn't pause at all, just said flatly.

"yes...... Faraway...... I can't even see your back now. ”

"Lijiu has gone a lot farther than me."

"You've done so many unexpected things, and you're the one who went far."

"But I don't know anything but paint."

I can't do anything but draw, and it's true, I can't wear clothes and I can't do anything myself, but even if I can only draw, I can do something that ordinary people can't.

"Sakuraba, it's getting late, it's time for you to go to bed."

"Lijiu."

"Huh?"

Sakura Bai pounced on me, wrapped her arms around my neck, and lay on my shoulders.

Sakura...... Sakura white? ”

"Future...... What it will look like. ”

A little hesitant, what the future will look like, it turns out that Sakura Bai will also be confused, what it looks like, I don't know.

"The future, I don't know, but I think the future without the future is definitely not the future I want."

"That's right, Lijiu."

Sakura was silent for a moment and looked at me.

"What's wrong?"

"My father also comes to the exhibition."

"Huh?"

"I want to see you again."

"For ...... Why do you want to see me......"

"What do you think?"

"I got it......"

"Come on."

"Come on, what's ......"

"Please advise me for the rest of my life."

"No, it's not."

"What do you want to do?"

"I ......"

"Happy newlywed."

"No...... Why did it develop like this? ”

"I don't know what Lijiu is thinking."

"I don't know what you're thinking!"

"Mu Ya should be able to make it clear to you."

"What is this...... Pronounce a verdict? ”

"I'm sleepy...... Lijiu: I'm going to sleep. ”

"Hey, hey? Wait a minute, you can't sleep on me no matter what! ”

It seems that he can't wake up, so he can only carry Sakura Bai to bed.