Chapter 36: The Existence of the Named Li Shushu

"What am I," Li Wenwen didn't ask any further, but directly began to talk to himself, "I don't know, I didn't understand what I was until I died, in my master's words, it was ......"

"An incomplete man, a monster."

"It looks like you dreamed of what happened at that time," Li Wenwen adjusted his posture to try to make himself more comfortable, "My master is right, I am an 'incomplete person'. ”

"I can't see it." Ilia truthfully said her true thoughts, "You in reality and you in your dreams feel like two people. ”

"Really? It looks like I'm imitating a lot of the same thing. Li Wenwen smiled and said the chilling content.

"Imitation?"

"Yes," Li Wenwen still had that decadent, tired face, "what you dreamed of is really my past." ”

Speaking of this, Li Wenwen got up directly from the bed, projected a stool, and smoked a cigarette.

"Okay, let me talk about it slowly, and answer your inner doubts a little.

First of all, I'm not an indigenous inhabitant of this world - simply put, I'm not from this world, and I'd like to see my world more than you've seen in your dreams, which is why you don't know anything about me.

And why did I come to this world, there is really no conspiracy in this, I just heard your call, your name - Ilia is only a little similar to the Illyasfil von Einzbelen of my world, but you are the counterpart of Illyasfil von Einzbelen of this world and mine.

And then I crossed over with that connection – of course, it can't be as simple as that, there is one, or two behind it.

Then, it's a matter of imitation. ”

Li Wenwen spit out the remaining cigarette butt in his mouth, lit another one and continued:

"I look very unsociable, don't I? It is also difficult to communicate with people.

I had consciously tried to make up for my 'defects', but I found that I had no idea what my 'defects' were, so that 'state' continued until the end of my tenure as priest.

When I found that this kind of reparation didn't work, I decided to learn how to be a 'normal person', which I learned from one of my neighbors.

In this way, I continued to learn, and gradually mastered what a 'normal person' is in, what moods and what behaviors are expressed.

Unfortunately, I died in an accident not long after I learned it.

How is it? Is this answer still satisfactory? ”

Ilia fell silent, suddenly feeling strange in the face of this familiar man.

"Hey, monster."

"Hey, hey, here."

"Everything before ......"

"Starting from the basic personality of this mask, referring to the behavior of 'normal people', plus constraints such as 'morality' and 'faith', the most 'normal' and 'should' behaviors are deduced."

"From this...... Mask? ”

"As I said, what is summoned through the ritual is an aspect of the Heroic Spirit, and a similar doppelganger is formed from this side - that is, the Servant." Li Wenwen's smile was as decadent as usual, "And this me, as a servant, is one of the many masks that I imitate as a heroic spirit." ”

"So, that berserker is also a masked personality?"

"No, no, no, that's not a mask, after all, imitation is a reference to normal people. Berserker, strictly speaking, is the dark side of my heart as a heroic spirit, and it is also a manifestation of the culprit that makes me not a 'fully human' - there is no so-called reason, there is no dogma such as 'morality', everything is just a collection of 'evil' starting from whether or not I can make myself happy. ”

Ilia felt that she had lost a lot, and a large piece of her heart was empty.

"Why, people like you become Heroic Spirits."

Ilia's voice was low, and her words were filled with a lot of emotion.

"Why? I'm also curious, after all, a monster like me can die in the most 'deserved' way, but the person behind the scenes needs me...... No, there is no shortage of thugs, and strictly speaking, it needs an existence like me, so I founded the Heroic Spirit. ”

"It feels like I'm in a dream," Ilia lay on the bed, closing her eyes, "everything has changed, everything is different from usual, but ......"

"But it's incomparably real, unbelievably unbelievable, incomparably dirty 'real'," Li Wenwen took the cigarette butt and pressed it on the palm of his other hand to extinguish it, "I wish you a good dream, master." ”

Li WenwenΒ· Alter stretched his naked, muscular body, and on the bed beside him were several dead women, some of them still intact.

"Hey, magician, remember to call someone to deal with it."

"I can hardly believe that you are a berserker," the magician's voice sounded, "and has a complete wisdom, even far superior to that of others, but yet it is like a beast that knows only to satisfy its own desires, if not worse than a beast." ”

"So, magician, you have to keep satisfying my desires." Li WenwenΒ· Alter bared his jagged teeth and smiled into the air.

"Really? But there's a limit to what I can do. ”

"Oh, you say that, aren't you afraid that I'll leave you?"

"First of all, I have a 'spell' that can force you, and secondly, the purpose and process of my plan can be of great interest to a madman, are you willing to rebel?"

"You can even get the 'Spell', you're not simple, this thing isn't a rotten street. Well, I'll just look forward to it. ”

PS: My roommate is already my RBQ, don't expect him to urge the change.

Next, it's time to cultivate immortals, I want to cultivate immortals, happy Xitian~