In the morning, the sky has just turned a touch of fish belly white, the crisp birdsong sounds outside the window, and there are already people in the city who have already dressed and boarded the subway, planning to start a heavy and hard day.

But...... Well, I don't need to.

The quilt wrapped in a ball in the room moved, rolled over, and rolled towards the bed.

Puff .......

“…… It hurts, what time is it" struggled out of the wrapped quilt with a blank face, rubbed his buttocks, and it was not a pleasant feeling to sleep on the ground.

What about my phone? Such a big thing, right next to the pillow.

After rummaging around the bed for a few minutes, I found my phone in my pajamas, opened it and saw that it was only 6 a.m., and it was still a little gray outside.

[Tanhua City News Forecast, Today's Meteorological Bureau released an important news, it is expected that there will be rain in our city for a week, but it will last no more than a week, and then a news about the explosion, on the north side of the suburbs.....]

I opened the bathroom window with a toothbrush in my mouth, and the sky outside was not very optimistic, although it didn't seem to rain immediately in the morning, but some gray rain clouds had accumulated in the sky, and it was estimated that it would rain soon.

And I don't have many clothes for myself, generally I only have a few ordinary clothes in the cabinet, basically a few sets of changes and clothes, but it has been worn for a long time and is a little uncomfortable, or a little broken or something, so it is necessary to replenish the clothes today.

Brushing my teeth and looking at myself in the mirror, I feel that my face seems to have changed a little, compared to before, the contours of my face are softer, if I used to look at it carefully, it still looks a little masculine, but now there is no such masculinity, at first glance I definitely think I am a girl.

I don't know if this is good or bad, I rubbed my face, it was very silky, and there was no rough feeling, which made me wonder if it was a little too bizarre.

But thinking about it, I will be inexplicable because of a bizarre thing like a wish to become a girl, and it's not an uncommon thing that my skin is getting better and better, but looking at myself in the mirror who is less and less like before, I feel a little upset, I don't know if I will be Lin Yuqiu or who I will be in the future.

Even though the way I look now is what I once wanted to be, but now this desire has become a problem for me, but ..... I have to admit that I do think I look good now.

But if I could, I would like to be a cute boy instead of actually being a girl.

The wish made cannot be taken back, nor can the second wish be granted.

"Eh, why am I suddenly thinking so much today?,Is it because of the bad weather today?,It doesn't seem good to think too much" Scratching my hair and thinking, I walked out of the bathroom after washing, and during menstruation, I can only use hot water or warm water to wash my face and brush my teeth, otherwise I will be really annoyed if I continue to have menstrual cramps.

Speaking of menstrual cramps, I am very pleased that the menstrual cramps only lasted for one day, and today I only feel some throbbing pain in my lower abdomen, and I still have no strength in my body.

And the question of the replacement time of sanitary napkins also gives me a headache, when the amount is large, it needs to be changed every two hours, but fortunately, when the amount is small, it is good to change it once every half a day, otherwise it will really be troublesome.

So it's really troublesome for girls, why did I want to be a girl in the first place, and girls have to have children in the future, and they have to have children with men, vomiting, it's disgusting.

I retched a few times nauseously, and the thought of having sex with someone else or something, I was sick to death, I think my sexual orientation is still very normal, so there is no way to accept things like falling in love with men, I still like girls.

At least my sexuality hasn't changed, or if I really like men, I might as well hang myself in one go, and I'll be alone anyway.

For the first time, I realized that there were so many concerns.

After changing clothes, I took a few deep breaths, and most of the nausea disappeared.

I don't want a girlfriend anyway, it's nice to be alone.

Pull up the hood, lock the door and run downstairs quickly, if you want to buy some really cheap clothes, you must go to the department store far away from home to buy, but also to take the bus over, it takes not a lot of time, about ten minutes to arrive.

If you don't want to go to a department store to buy, you can only buy online, but online shopping has to be delivered by express, usually two or three days, it is better to buy it yourself.

"Huh? Did you open the door so early, anyway, I don't have anything to do" Glancing at the door of the convenience store, he thought that Lin Chen's bastard should still be in class at this time, maybe he found a new clerk.

Hehe.

It's a quick change.

I stretched my waist and felt that my lower abdomen was still restless, and when I looked up, it seemed that the sky was a little overcast, and there should not be much time left before it rained, so I trotted directly to the bus stop.

"Well, if you don't exercise, I'm really tired" Sitting on the seat of the bus, panting and thinking, my home is not far from the bus stop, I trotted all the way to feel that my body was going to be hollowed out, and my physical strength was still too poor, so a little distance made me out of breath.

I opened the window behind me and poked my head out to breathe in the fresh air, a drop of rain fell on my face, and I trembled and immediately retracted into the bus.

"No, it's starting to rain, how long has it been" depressedly drove the car with more and more rain, and after closing the small window, the rain outside suddenly became heavy, just now it was a little light rain, and suddenly even the sound of the rain falling can be heard clearly.

Today's rain is too early, and the news says that it will rain for almost a week, it seems that these days will not stop, I don't know if this relatively cold weather will make me uncomfortable, still during menstruation, only the next day, and I don't know how many days of menstruation.

No matter how annoying I am about this period, I have to write down the date helplessly, otherwise it will be embarrassing if I miss it next time.

Maybe I shouldn't go out today, it seems that the rain is getting heavier, and I don't know when it will be a little lighter.

The drivers were talking about such a heavy rain today, and the pedestrians on the side of the road quickly accelerated and ran towards a nearby place where they could take shelter from the rain.

It seems that today is not destined to be good weather.

When the bus arrived at the department store, the driver was very considerate to park the car at the door, although it would still rain a little, but at least it was much better than running from the other side of the street.

"Eh, it's a lot wet at such a little distance, hiss, it's really a little cold" I blew a breath into the Great Wall of the department store, the air inside is much warmer than the outside, the central air conditioning is still on, it seems to be blowing warm air, it looks like it has just been turned on.

That's not bad here.