Teenage Scar

If I also get the ruthless answer of that figure, I'm afraid it will be the same as the uncle in front of me, and I won't want to die. Thinking of this, the young man clenched the paper bag full of roses in his hand and said heavily in his heart.

"At that time, I was also like you who insisted on sending her things every day, sometimes a small wooden carving made by myself, with her appearance carved on it, and sometimes a rich meal made by myself." The old gardener sighed deeply, "At that time, what I had to do every day was to think about what I was going to give her tomorrow and what she liked, but then I realized that these were just jokes, and it turned out that as long as the girl liked something to give her, she liked it." ”

"Why?" Teenagers don't quite understand that a person always has likes and dislikes, is it because he likes a certain person that he can ignore what he doesn't like?

"Because I gave her a wood carving before, she said she didn't like it, but when I saw that someone she liked gave her a wood carving, and it was the kind of existence that was even uglier than her own carving, she still accepted it with joy, and the expression on her face was full of like." Speaking of this, the uncle smirked, as if he was showing deep mockery and sarcasm about his past self. "At that time, I learned that likes and dislikes are built on the same foundation, and when the likes exceed a certain limit, the things that I don't like will also become likes."

The young man looked at the uncle who was in the vicissitudes of the wind in a daze, not knowing how to comfort this man who had been seriously injured, he could only watch him laugh helplessly, like a fool who had lost everything, standing pitifully in place, watching his beloved girl leave ruthlessly. And he couldn't do anything, his outstretched hand trembled in mid-air, and he swallowed what he wanted to say, never able to speak.

This is the final farewell, maybe the uncle in front of him doesn't even have a farewell.

"That's why Uncle saw the shadow of the past in me?" The young man asked in a low voice, looking down at the bouquet of flowers lying in the palm of his hand, his expression depressed as if it were a gloomy sky.

"Yes," the florist nodded heartily, and patted his thin shoulder with his rough hand. "I saw that when you first came, I just thought that you bought flowers for your beloved little girlfriend, after all, your handsome appearance will definitely attract countless girls. But when you come for the second and third time, I don't feel that way. If you're with several girls at the same time, you shouldn't have that gloomy face every day, but like a smug rooster, holding your crown high. ”

"And I come to the flower shop every day like a lovelorn teenager looking for comfort, right?" The young man smiled stunned and said self-deprecatingly.

"Yes, every day when you come, you always cry with a sad face, like a lovelorn young man who has just been dumped by a girl." The uncle replied affirmatively, "So when you come more times, I can guess from your face that you like a certain girl as in the past, but she doesn't like herself, and there is nothing more regret in life than this." ”

"There's nothing to regret, since I chose this way to make amends, no matter what happens, I'll ...... Accept it. The boy took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. Okay, thank you Uncle for telling me so much, but even if the ending is the same as the uncle in the past, I still won't have any hesitation. ”

He turned slowly, holding the bouquet of fresh roses in his arms, and walked away from the flower-filled florist. In the sun, the back of the young man is lonely and lonely, like the shadow under the light, and no matter how bright the light is, it cannot illuminate.

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"Scar, you are the best student in the teacher's heart, and you are also the student president of the academy, and you are an extremely excellent existence, and you will definitely inherit my will in the future." This was the first time he met the old man named Mercarron, and it was because of that simple word of encouragement that he wasted countless hours in his life, and also made the girl who once liked him leave him and become a stranger now, even if he used a bouquet every day, it was irreparable.

Like is like, dislike is dislike, when the past like becomes the current dislike, he can't get it back anyway.

He looked down at the flowers in his arms, and on the crystal dewdrops, he seemed to see the teacher who was talking to him at that time, the old man who had crazy ambitions and was willing to pay with his own life. But at the last moment of his life, he still looked like a helpless old man, showing a silly smile, talking about his past heroic dreams.

He never thought that an old man with such a hair would have such a dream in the past, just like a little boy would have dreamed of becoming a hero to save the world, but in the face of cruel facts, his dream began to shatter, and the hero gradually became a villain, using his own means to tell the world that only bad people can survive, and heroes can only die.

But the appearance of that man broke all these laws. The midshipman from the slums had the talent he envied, unlimited future possibilities, unlimited room for growth, and there were no defects in other aspects except that he was born poor, and he also had luck that most admirals did not have, and he built the Prince of Wales for the first time, which is the best proof.

When he first saw the boy in the extremely hot town guard's mansion, in addition to being shocked by his youth and youthfulness, it was more of his gentle heart. is gentle to his ship, but for those who want to destroy his peaceful life, he is gentle and never soft, and uses thunderous means to tell these people what is the inviolability of the majesty of genius.

In front of him, Scar's own proud talent had lost its effect, as if it had never existed, and he felt fear and awe for the first time. At that moment, the noble bloodline, the noble family, and the title of genius seemed so pale and weak, and he just wanted to survive at the hands of the madman with his own ship's sword, without any other thoughts.

Thinking of him now, Scar felt deeply ridiculous, knowing that he was a student who had high hopes from his teacher, but he lost face in front of the admiral called Jiqi. Like an old dog who is powerless to struggle, he is trampled under the feet of others.

Jiqi, Jiqi, I really envy you now, there are so many shipwives who love you, and the wedding ships you love, you damn guy must be very happy. Unlike me now, I can only move forward persistently on such a road where I can't see the future, even if there is a cliff in front of me, I can only do it without hesitation.

Teacher, it seems to be really ...... now It's really you who did wrong, in this world, there are still heroes, even if you are not, others will be.