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The foolish middle is a little difficult in his heart, and he is depressed in his heart and doesn't know what to do. I have an occasional feeling today, and I write it before I go.

…… Ay.

It is true that I envy Li Tianjiao and Li Renjie. I don't have the talent of the two of them, and compared to the two brothers, I was blindfolded and crawling all the way on the path of cultivation.

I've seen too many cultivators shake their heads helplessly, and they reveal pity, disdain, or disregard for me. Eventually, I didn't bother to ask anyone for advice.

Father, you used to laugh at me all the time. Say I...... Focused on the family business, which I don't have to care about at all. The achievements are pitiful. Is such a sacrifice worth it?

In fact, every time, I have an answer in my heart. It's not worth it, it's worth it.

I spent a lot of energy and time on my family, and it was really not worth it, after all, the method of prolonging life was too cherished, and the materials consumed for each life extension were too huge.

But Yong'er also got a lot. There are many things that I couldn't figure out before, and if I think about it carefully, isn't that what it is.

Yesterday, I sat on the valley cart back to Yiyi City, and somehow suddenly laughed. Some of the pictures that have been experienced are fleeting in front of your eyes, and people are clear!

In fact, whether it is resentment or shame; Whether it's laughing at yourself or calling yourself stupid, it's useless.

Some time before leaving the Tiannan Domain, Yong'er felt that his father had changed a lot. My father's teachings, I also listen to Yong'er, as you said, giving up is not necessarily a bad thing.

Of course, if he insisted at the beginning, he might have become a 'powerhouse in the Emperor Zun realm', and he would not be dizzy, and he might have managed the Tiannan Region in an orderly manner. Either take on the responsibility of the family well, or have many friends, it will not be like now......

But ask yourself, it's all my own choice.

After thinking about the six sentences you left me, I also know why the 'Chinese' can 'stand up to the sky and the earth, and the heavens and men are one.' ’

People are only that tall.

Stepping on the earth, the sky above my head, and between the 'middle' is the 'me', with my own thoughts at the time, the decision I made.

Finally I asked myself, 'You only see the good, but you know the old saying goes. Grievances can be fulfilled, can you stand that grievance? ’

I said to myself, "I can't stand it, I can't stand this grievance." ”

And then I thought, 'So you're not going to be the best side you think you are.'"

Through the drizzle outside the window, listen to the sound of nature. This answer naturally came out of Yong'er's heart.

Before parting, you often said to me, "Life is a process." "I didn't believe it, but I stretched it out. It is born and died. Or it is opened, it is nothing more than 'look at the mountain is the mountain, and see the water is the water; Look at the mountains are not mountains, see the water is not water......

…… In the end, look at the mountains or the mountains, and the water or the water. And so on and so forth.

At this time, he complained about his life, and looked at him like this, the pestle was there, regardless of whether you were beaten or scolded, bitter or ashamed, he would blush when he thought of it, and he didn't care. It's like a deep-rooted camphor tree.

I figured it out, 'enlightened', and went with him.

Father, you may laugh at me, or hate me for being iron and steel, and I know it, but it's not what you have always expected.

I was also very confused, because for a while I was ashamed of what I had done, and even felt hopeless for a while, but I was also ......

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

A drop of ink trembled from the tip of the wolf's pen, and a hibiscus was wet on the snow-white letter paper.

"What's the matter," Li Zhongyong's gaze withdrew from the rosewood table.

"Ancestor, the maintained carriage has been prepared, and the second master of the Huang family has prepared his bags and packed his bags, and has been waiting in the Guixiang Hall for a long time," Li Wangke, who was standing outside the house, spoke in a respectful tone, without hesitation, and said the purpose.

"Very good, I'll be right away," Li Zhongyong had already wiped off the excess ink from the ink with paper as he spoke, preventing the ink from smudging. He looked at the letter at this time. Turning around, from the drawer on the side, he took out a delicate wooden box carved from a spirit wood seal.

The letter was folded in half. Li Zhongyong put it into the wooden box. The thin, dry hands were not as weak as they thought. With a steady movement, he put the wooden box away again.

At this time. Li Zhongyong suddenly felt that the people outside the door had not left, and after closing the drawer again, Li Zhongyong looked at the hollowed-out door covered with a layer of white veil and asked, "But is there anything else?" ”

"Cole didn't dare to say it."

"When did you become as squirming as Li Buregret," Li Zhongyong is still very satisfied with this talent recommended by his father. He interlocked his index fingers and placed them on the polished tabletop, looking at the pile of manuscripts beside him, revealing an invisible smile.

"Ke'er is afraid of colliding with the ancestor," Li Wangke's posture was extremely low. He knew who he was, and there were some things he couldn't say directly. But if he doesn't stand up and remind him of this. I'm afraid that no one in the Li family will dare to stand up and say it.

"It's okay, you are my descendant, you don't have to be so polite, just say whatever you want," Li Zhongyong's heart suddenly burst out, and he became vigilant at this time. Li Wangke will not be untargeted, he will bring it up, I'm afraid the matter is a bit serious.

"Yes, Ancestor." Li Wangke pondered the wording: "Actually, I also heard from others, and there are rumors outside, saying: The old ancestor of the Li family, like a rough housekeeper, where the family needs help, just throw some silver money, beckoning like feeding chickens, he will run over in a hurry......"

This sentence is already difficult to hear, but on the other hand, Li Zhongyong in the room still has an indifferent face on his face, and a little swear words can't shake his heart. At the moment, he just looked at the interlocking ten fingers, lowered his head slightly, and asked casually, "Who said it?" ”

"I don't know, in short, it's going viral everywhere on the street......" Li Wangke was originally nonsense, and he was naturally vague at this time.

"Yes."

"......" was silent in the room.

"I see, you go down first. This time, I will lead the team and prepare an extra carriage. Other than that...... You also called Li Yun'er and those juniors. ”

The thumbs and fingers were pressed together and separated, and Li Zhongyong said in a deep voice: "Their boss is not small, and it's time to share the burden of the family." ”

"Yes," said outside the door. Li Wangke suppressed the excitement in his heart. After only saying yes in a low voice, he didn't stay any longer, respectfully faced the door, and slowly left backwards.

"Hey...... Mei Niang, forgive me, forgive me for not being a qualified father. "Inside the fishy and sweaty cavern, a desolate voice sounded faintly. This small cave dug out of the situation is cold, damp, airtight, and cramped......

Almost any word that evokes fear in the heart of a person can be found here. The iron door blocked the entrance, and it seemed that it was deliberate, and a few gaps were deliberately exposed in the tightly welded door panels.

With a faint rainbow of sunlight, it came in through the crack in the door, seducing the deepest part of people's hearts, that trace of ultimate despair.

By the light of the day, I heard a rustling. The faint sound of a hard object sliding on the fabric became the only melody in the cavern.

…… Qin Se pipa, the head horn of the eight kings; The four little ghosts have their own hearts.

I wanted to talk to you about some thoughtful homely words, but when the words came to my lips, I didn't know where to start. Maybe it's been numb for too long...... Say whatever comes to mind.

As my sister-in-law, you must know that the fate hidden in the rocky beach is actually a tributary of the River Styx.

As everyone knows. The nature of the River Styx is that it swims against the current. Wave after wave, washing the spirits inside upward.

This section of the River Styx was actually 'bitten' down from the super world in order to resist the devouring of the small world. It's not just the River Styx, in fact, there was a section of the 'River Teng'. It's just that it was contributed to the samurai of the world above.

The River Styx was left behind because its tributaries were too small. After the transformation, it will be continued as the Land of Trials.

In the beginning, this place of trials had to be opened every year, but later, because of a major accident, it was blocked.

This ban is a full 9,000 years.

The Sect Masters of the War Sect of the past dynasties, while obtaining this secret, also shouldered the heavy responsibility of exploring this forbidden place. In the hope that I can, this trial ground will be reopened.

Rumor has it that this proving ground was the birthplace of the Spirit of Styx. And I had the privilege of seeing the spirit of the Styx when I was younger.

The so-called Spirit of the River Styx is actually a kind of ghost, which is not a soul, and is conjured up by various negative energies.

He has no strength, but he can never be killed, and he is very good at demagoguery.

Looking back, that adventure at the beginning was really a life of nine deaths. Along with me, there was also a genius at the time, Wu Jingyan, who, in my opinion, could actually soar into the sky.

It's a pity that in the end he stayed there. There were too many negative emotions in his heart, and he once bluntly told me that it was because he was jealous of me that he kept cultivating despite himself, hoping to catch up with me when I was a genius.

So when the two of us jumped off that stretch of Styx at the same time, he became a black imp and I survived.

In my opinion, the so-called chance is actually the river Styx itself, which has the power to wash away and soak the negative thoughts of the whole body, and can purify the spirit.

Due to the small size of the River Styx, the process is very fragmented. And through the transformation of all the ancestors of the War Sect, the River Styx has become only for all kinds of inner emotions and six desires.

In the end, a 'Heart of Xiangwu' will be left, and the rest of the foreign objects will be left behind by this Tianhe River and become the nourishment of the 'little ghosts' in it. The negative emotions of the armed police were too strong, and he directly became a new ghost.

This is the secret of the forbidden land of rocky beach, sad and lamentable. The genius torrent is brave to be the first, and the white bones are covered with blood.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"

At this time, Li Tianjiao's thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a violent cough.

"Sect Master, are you okay?" Wu Gange hurriedly put down the charcoal in his hand and left his clothes covered in handwriting. He stood up and looked at the middle-aged man beside him with a little worry.

"Ahem, cough, it's okay, Li Tianjiao, you continue to write," he gasped violently, and the middle-aged man's tone was extremely hoarse. Just now, as he coughed, a few blood splashes flew out of his mouth with spittle.

"A little wound, I'm not so fragile in Wugango, ahem, you continue to write," even though the messy hair was like a chicken nest and a few wisps of withered grass, the man's face still showed a majesty after he spoke.

"Okay," Li Tianjiao was actually not much better than a man, his whole body was ragged, and his snow-white prison clothes were full of holes. In addition to being able to move, he also had a thick iron chain attached to his ankle. This iron chain not only sealed Li Tianjiao's cultivation all over his body, but also exuded a piercing cold aura that tormented him all the time.

Retracted his right hand that patted the back of the Sect Master of the Battle Sect, both of them were sitting cross-legged, Li Tianjiao tried to rub it a few times back to his original position, and every time he moved, it became more and more difficult. Grabbing the piece of charcoal, he fell to the ground again, his hands pressed over the spread of his white clothes.

This is also a prison garment, which belongs to middle-aged men.

The Sect Master of the War Sect was bare, and his muscular body was covered with countless scars, which were not left by the battle, but evidence of the horror and torture he had experienced.

The master of a sect that was once high and unspeakably expensive has now been reduced to a prisoner. Chillingly, all that was left of his eyes was a pair of dark hollows. The original eyes, including the eyelids, were gone. It was as if something had been dug up and had not been treated, and the tissue and minced flesh were still sticking around the eye sockets.

"Did you get your pen?" The tone of the Sect Master of the War Sect was no longer as lofty as before, obviously after experiencing the ups and downs of life, his heart had also quietly undergone some changes.

"Sect Master can continue," Li Tianjiao sighed silently, and as the Sect Master of the Battle Sect narrated, he was once again attracted by his own brushstrokes.

After having a heart for martial arts, I cultivated the martial arts with half the effort, and it only took half a month for me to recover the cultivation I had lost. I can say that I have started cultivating anew, and ten years of hard work have only taken half a month.

Although this has the relationship that I have my own cultivation experience, I also have the comprehension and understanding of the realm. But the changes in it still fill my heart with incredible, which is not amazing.

But the price to be paid is also enormous......

My friends, my buddies, are drifting away from me. My friendships, my family relationships, these 'negative emotions' have all been washed away. Also includes......

It also includes my love for you, my mother. The first time I had your mother, it was like holding a log. Although various memories from my childhood still come to mind, now I am like an indifferent bystander, and it is difficult for me to have a trace of pride in my heart.

I want to be surprised by such a scene...... But I found that I didn't even have the feeling of 'surprise'.

"I ......" was about to say the words of enlightenment, but the Sect Master of the Battle Sect felt that he was out of words for a while. At a very early age, his emotions were 'lost' by himself.

After a long time, the middle-aged man said in a hoarse tone: "Li Tianjiao......"

"In!"

"Can you call me father-in-law......

*To be continued *