Chapter 1164: Beautiful and Ugly World
Leng Xuetong glanced at the two of them, and her first reaction was to take a step back and close the door.
However, the two men blocked the door with their strong hands.
One of the men in black said respectfully, "Miss Leng, if you don't leave, the old lady should be in a hurry, people still think that something has happened to you, and they want to come to you in person, and when the time comes, a large group of people will have to come to you." β
"Soon, I'll be over soon, you guys go back first."
Leng Xuetong motioned to the other party to retract her hand, she was about to close the door.
Of course the other party didn't do it.
"Miss Leng, please don't embarrass us, your mother is also in a hurry, and we must take you back, if you don't agree, then please forgive us for being rude."
ββ¦β¦ Are you still planning to take me back? β
"Of course not, if the eldest lady doesn't follow us, we won't embarrass the eldest lady, we will just hang ourselves here quietly."
Leng Xuetong's expression froze, "...... Whose idea was this?
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I want to know.
The attitude of the two was very tough, and Leng Xuetong knew that it couldn't be delayed.
"Give me three more days."
"Miss, don't be kidding."
"Okay, one day."
"Miss, please don't embarrass us."
"Give me 3 hours,...... Don't put on a bitter gourd face, are you rushing to the market, you can't do it for 3 hours,...... Those thirty minutes will be fine, or I will go back and find someone to clean you up, and you will not have a good time." β
ββ¦β¦ Yes, yes, of course, then we'll wait here for 30 minutes. β
As soon as the two finished speaking, Leng Xuetong directly "slammed" the door shut, but immediately opened it again, "Help me buy breakfast, just a soy milk and 3 meat wraps." β
"Yes."
Leng Xuetong actually knew very well that there was no way to drag it out any longer.
She slowly came to Xia Xin's bed and sat down, then sighed deeply, just stared at the bulging quilt blankly, and did not speak.
Leng Xuetong is not the kind of girl who is gentle and can say a lot of comforting words.
Something similar, be strong, don't give up, cheer up, believe in yourself, the future is still long, etc., if you say something that is equal to not saying it, Leng Xuetong can't say it.
She's a doer, and she can't utter these inspiring empty words of comfort.
Her thinking is braver, stronger, and stronger.
When encountering difficulties, you can be blocked, you can be hurt, you can be depressed, but difficulties are used to overcome, and there are few hurdles on the road of life.
Xia Xin.
Leng Xue Hitomi has it herself.
Xia Xin's efforts all the time, Leng Xuetong saw it in his eyes.
In fact, in a certain way, Xia Xin set an example for Leng Xuetong, making her more courageous to face her predicament.
She believed that Xia Xin would be able to overcome this obstacle.
Time passed minute by minute, and there was not much time left for Leng Xue Hitomi.
Finally, she looked at the scenery in the distance outside the window, as if she was talking to Xia Xin, and as if she was talking to herself, she muttered, "I, when I was a child, lived in one wall after another. β
The scenery in the walls is beautiful, the environment is also very good, there are all kinds of people who are respectful to you, and you don't have to do anything yourself.
Someone feeds the meal, someone helps put on the clothes, and someone helps with the bath.
Everyone greets you with a smile and a kind look.
will play with you, make trouble with you, and do all kinds of things with you.
Everyone looks so friendly and likes the way you look.
You may even have the illusion that the whole world is so beautiful, and naively think that the world is such a beautiful paradise.
However, this is not the case.
Gradually, I realized that this was not a paradise.
It's just that what you see is like paradise.
Behind the park, there are many unknown pictures.
I remember one time, I quietly ran to the other side of the back mountain to play, and although the two maids kept stopping me, I still went quietly.
On the other side of the mountain, there are a lot of animals, some of which are dangerous, but I still have a strong sense of self-protection, and I just want to see some wild animals there.
Then, I ran into a black bear.
I didn't panic, really, not panicked at all, I hid myself in the thorn bushes.
The palm of my hand was punctured by thorns, but I managed to escape.
I told the maid about it, and the maid told me not to tell anyone about it.
But I couldn't bear it, I thought I was so smart, and I told a lot of people about it.
As a child, I always want to show off to others, and everyone says that I am amazing.
Then, when I got up the next day, my maid was replaced.
I asked the new maids, what about me, I had a good time with them.
The newcomers told me that they had something to do at home and had returned to their hometown.
I asked, "The two of you go back to your hometown together?" β
Of course I didn't believe it, but even if I forced it, the two wouldn't say anything.
Later, I found out that because of those two people, poor supervision, caused me to run into the back mountain, encountered danger, and pierced my palm.
The two of them were punished a hundredfold, both hands were pierced with thorns, the hands of the originally beautiful and delicate girl, were pierced like buns, and they were bleeding all the time, at that time, I was scared when I looked at the photo, and both of their mouths were swollen, so they naturally had to avoid.
It's just my fault that I ran into the back mountain without permission.
Actually, I didn't care about it myself, my hand was pierced and there was some blood, I was really not afraid at all, I just felt that this was my pride.
And they will bear ten times the responsibility for my mistakes.
Of course, it's not just this one thing.
Soon, I also found out that not all smiles are smiles, I heard with my own ears, people just told me that they were good, and they kept praising me, laughing so kindly and kindly, turning their heads and cursing me to death, scolding me in the most vicious language in the world.
And, more than that.
If smiling isn't because you're happy, then why laugh again?
At that time, I felt that the world inside the wall was not a paradise, and I wanted to go outside the wall.
Of course, there was strong opposition.
My grandmother was very fond of me, and she told me that the world outside is very dangerous, and everyone is just wearing a layer of human skin, and you have no idea what is under the human skin, maybe it is a person, maybe it is not a person.
The environment outside is harsh and dirty, the people outside are dangerous and cunning, the road outside is very difficult to walk, it will make me wrestle, and outside, you may encounter all kinds of things, all kinds of difficulties, and ...... Dangerous.
It sounds like there's a flood of beasts out there, ready to eat me at any moment.
But, I still insisted on coming out.
My answer was, "No matter how dirty the environment is, it doesn't matter, I will clean my body by myself, the environment can't dirty me, I will take a bath frequently, I don't know that people who bathe themselves, even if they stay in a clean environment, will still be dirty." β
"People out there are dangerous and cunning, but I'm not stupid, I'll protect myself, I don't need others to take responsibility for my mistakes, I'm capable, I'm responsible for myself."
"The road outside is difficult to walk, maybe I will fall, so what, I can get up by myself, who doesn't fall, who hasn't fallen, it's good to get up."
I want to see the outside world.
Use your own eyes to confirm the world with your own eyes.
I don't need a paradise of hypocrisy, I want to face the real world, even though there will be many difficulties.
Then, Grandma agreed.
I finally stepped out of the walls and saw the real world.
At first, I didn't get used to it, for example, everyone was in class together, for example, some people were good to me, some people were bad to me, and they said they hated me to my face, which made me very sad.
At that time, I hoped that everyone would like me and everyone would be happy.
Very naΓ―ve idea.
Around, there are perfunctory smiles, but, more real emotions.
I think that's good.
Moreover, children, the world is also very simple, some people make me angry, and he doesn't listen to what I say, and he doesn't respect me at all, so it's simple, just use your fists to solve the problem.
Whoever has a hard fist is the boss.
I think that's pretty interesting.
Because the people who lose are willing to call me the boss.
Everyone's world is very simple, even if there is a quarrel and a fight today, we will play together again in a few days.
Others will ask me to play, and I will ask others to play, and no one will care about anyone.
I've also been a big sister for a few years, and my fists are hard.
When Leng Xuetong said this, she couldn't help but smile, revealing a look of memory.
"If it weren't for some bastard who pushed me to the ground and hammered me around, I would still be very majestic, and now that I think about it, it's quite interesting."
"However, this outside world is indeed quite dangerous, and I almost ...... it several times."
Leng Xuetong shook her head lightly, not thinking about it, "But I have never regretted it, the world has an ugly side, and there is also a beautiful side, sometimes, you dare not face the ugliness, and you never want to see the world again." β
"But, I don't know if you have any happy, happy, or even grateful times for the world, and I thought, it's good to be here, it's because I was lucky enough to be here, I saw, heard, and experienced those wonderful things."
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Xia Xin's quilt moved slightly, as if he wanted to do something, but he immediately calmed down again.
After Leng Xuetong finished speaking, she stood up, came to the door, took the breakfast from the man in black, and put it on Xia Xin's bedside table.
"I'm going home, it may take a few days to come back, and you'll have to take care of yourself for a few days."
Xia Xin did not respond.
Leng Xuetong thought about it, then took out the string of white hook jade from her neck and put it on the bedside table.
"This jade, has the effect of calming the mind and calming the mind, and will also bless people to turn evil into good fortune, peace and security, I always feel that there have been several times I have saved me by relying on this jade, so I will lend it to you first, and then return it to me when you get better."
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Xia Xin still didn't respond......
Leng Xuetong came to the door gently, paused, and said calmly, "Then, bye-bye." β
After waiting for three seconds, he exhaled deeply, walked out quickly, and said to the two men in black, "Let's go." β
As the door was gently closed by the cold snow pupil, the house also fell into a deathly tranquility......
Xia Xin lifted the quilt slightly, and looked blankly at the bedside table, the quaint hook jade, the crystal that crossed the jade body from time to time, seemed to tell a beautiful story, making Xia Xin fall into contemplation, revealing a look of memory.
Soon, however, another pain came to his eyes, and he immediately covered himself with the quilt......