Chapter One Hundred and Three: A Love Song Can't Be Grasped
"Whoa, whoa,"
Sitting cross-legged on the ground, Li Tianjiao seemed to vent, and he smashed the iron chain on his wrist on the hard ground for a while. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"......," although he was still silent, he didn't say anything more ugly, Li Tianjiao just lowered his head, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Li Xiao took two steps forward and reached out to pat the other party's shoulder.
Halfway through his hand, he thought about it and put it on his head again.
There was force in his palm, and Li Tianjiao seemed to struggle for a moment, and then stopped moving......
So, like a child, Li Xiao slowly, carefully, and extremely gently combed Li Tianjiao's messy hair.
"You! When I was a child, I was a competitive character, and I never refused to admit defeat ......," Li Xiao's tone carried a hint of nostalgia.
"I still remember that year in Lion City, because your second brother was bullied, you had a quarrel with a disciple of the family, and you were almost beaten to ......death by several evil slaves,"
“…… At that time, Dad, I was really panicked, I was really afraid that we would lose you forever like this...... God is pitiful, God gave you back to me...,"
Li Xiao said intermittently, strand by strand, carefully combing Li Tianjiao's hair, and the fingertips had some withered texture, sliding over her delicate ten fingers.
"Huh~, it's not as ruthless as my father, I'll never forget it," Li Tianjiao heard this, panting slightly, moving his lips, he opened his mouth and said, but he was not as annoyed as before.
The man in the palm of his hand seemed to be a little tame at this moment.
This feeling is very strange, as if this man, in an instant, has become his own child, and can know him well.
Li Xiao was about to speak, but he heard Li Tianjiao ask rhetorically: "Daddy still remembers Aunt Yun." ”
"Aunt Yun?"
When Li Xiao heard this unfamiliar name, he was a little confused in his heart, and he couldn't help but make a sound out of his mouth.
"Or Uncle Yunyan!"
"Yunyan?"
Li Xiao's eyes flashed, and a figure suddenly came to mind, at first it was just a white color, but as if he had found the focal length, the figure became clearer and clearer.
At the same time, a dusty memory was also slowly revealed, and at this time, Li Xiao felt a pain in her heart for no reason.
At this time, Li Tianjiao's voice suddenly appeared in his ears:
"Uncle Yunyan used to love your father so much, accompanied you all the way to the battlefield, accompanied you from a beggar to a king, when you were away, it was Uncle Yunyan who took care of us, Uncle Yunyan loved you so much, and even did not hesitate to become a woman forever for your father, but what about you, Dad?"
"When you sat high in the Jinluan Palace, Uncle Yunyan left alone, and I don't know where to go...... At that time, did you think about his feelings! ”
"Why didn't you think about it," Li Xiao smiled bitterly, at least in his memory, this memory that was deliberately sealed was so profound, as if he had experienced it himself.
"You've thought about it!" Li Tianjiao's voice suddenly raised an octave.
"Yes, where you three brothers can't see......"
Although Li Xiao didn't know what Emperor Xiao Soul was about his feelings for Yunyan, who he had never met, he couldn't fake such a deep memory in the sea of knowledge, if it was for an ordinary person, he didn't need to remember it like this.
The vision was a little blurry, and Li Xiao vaguely saw ......, it was a ......, a man with very good-looking curved eyebrows, the man's eyebrows were like a crescent moon, and the way he smiled was very beautiful, just like his name.
The clouds of smoke, hazy like a wisp of cooking smoke, so beautiful that they do not look like tangible things, in the next moment, they float into the clouds and are no longer there......
"Yunyan? … The clouds and smoke pass by, and the clouds and smoke pass through the eyes......"
Li Xiao lowered her head, staring at Li Tianjiao, who lowered her head to the ground, so that she couldn't see her expression, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, she murmured softly:
"Tianjiao, Daddy has a ...... for you Have you ever sung a ballad? ”
Li Xiao was talking in his mouth, but the movements in his hands did not stop, and his hair brushed through her hands wrapped in a small amount of hot water.
"Feeling speechless and want to divert the subject?"
The answer to her was still a cold one.
"You didn't mean... Daddy, don't I understand love? …… Daddy wants to tell you my love. ”
Li Xiao was not in a hurry, so he combed Li Tianjiao over and over again.
"Singing...... That's a privilege that only the second brother and the best people have......"
This time, Li Tianjiao's hoarse echo became a little angry, and it came slowly from the inky black hair.
"Silly boy, because you're the big brother......"
With a strong sense of love, Li Xiao stroked the young man's hair, and his tone was soft: "Dad, I'...... How about singing a song to you today? ”
"......," Li Tianjiao's gaze condensed on the ground, did not move away, did not change, and he said without being salty:
"Whatever!"
"It's good," Li Xiao said with joy in her tone, pressing her free hand on her temples and rubbing it, and the large number of memories that appeared in her brain made her a little confused.
The image of that man has completely filled Li Xiao's mind, and with a slight adjustment of his mentality, Li Xiao sang in an ethereal and tactful, just like a phoenix bird's voice:
"The shy rose blooms quietly,
Slowly bloom the feelings she left me,
Spring's hand flips through her waiting,
I'm secretly thinking about whether I should pick her gently,
……
In the melodious singing, Li Xiao's vision was blurred, and she subconsciously manipulated her vocal cords, her mind at the moment had already sunk into the sea of knowledge, and the dusty memories were like a piece of film, which continued to appear in front of her eyes one after another.
At the same time, there was a deep old voice.
……
"Doctor, please, please save Tianjiao, save my son!"
When I was so destitute that I had no one to pity even begging in the streets, I carried my son, who was about to die, to his door.
"I don't have any money, but I beg you, I'll be a cow and a horse for you, and I'll kowtow to you."
"Bumper ......"
My forehead, soon in contact with the cold slate, lost sensation.
"Woo woo, uncle, please,"
The second child knelt down with me, his thin body, and hugged his younger brother, and the person in his arms seemed to feel something, and he also cried.
"Bumper ......"
At that time, I didn't think about anything anymore, I didn't know Tianjiao with life and death, I only knew a strong kowtow.
I don't know if the heavens heard my begging, or if the cries of the two children moved the people inside the door.
"Squeak~~"
The door opened, and in the blurred vision, there was a pair of white cloth shoes.
"Big brother, get up! Bring the child in, I don't charge money,"
The moment I opened the door, Bai Ying was like an immortal, he walked out of the painting, into my heart, into my dirty, hard-beaten heart .......
"Thank you, thank you."
The corners of my eyes were a little moist because I knew that I couldn't afford to lose my son.
I knew that there were many people around me, who had been looking at me with sarcasm and ridicule, and when I was helped through the door by the white figure, it was all stunned and incredulous.
……
In the chain demon abyss, the melodious singing does not stop:
"The shy rose blooms quietly,
Slowly burning the feelings she doesn't admit,
The hand of the breeze tempted her waiting,
I was secretly hesitating whether I should gently pluck her ......,"
……
Yunyan, just like his name, likes white, although it is not said to be completely white in the medical hall, but it is all plain.
Since Tianjiao was saved, our family of three has stayed.
Yunyan's medical skills are very skillful, not only saved Tianjiao, but also helped me repair the damaged and dilapidated meridians that have been in trouble for many years.
Under the treatment of Yunyan's medicinal diet, the three children also became much more energetic, and their faces were gone.
Yunyan likes three children very much, and I ...... it too My kids love him too.
……
The old and stiff voice of Emperor Xiao Soul paused here, and so did his memory, as if he had suddenly pressed the pause button.
From the perspective of Emperor Xiao Soul, near this picture in Li Xiao's mind, there were a large number of leaves blocking it, as if he was hiding somewhere.
In the distance, there is a stream, the surface of which is blown by the wind and ripples like fish scales, blooming in the sunlight.
By the stream, there is a big bluestone, on the stone sits a snow-white figure, wearing a white shirt, extraordinary beauty, the corner of his mouth with a shallow sweet smile, eyebrows curved, laughing, the whole face seems to have turned into a wisp of smoke, clean, hazy.
Following the gaze of Emperor Xiao Soul, between the streams, three children of different ages were splashing and playing in the cool stream.
……
Subconsciously, Li Xiao gently stroked Li Tianjiao's hair, and she continued to sing:
"How can I be willing to accept your love so much,
If you like it, you will be loved as sad,
How can I be willing to take you into my heart like this,
The more I love it, the worse my temper becomes...... ”
……
The picture just pauses for a moment, and the gears of time continue to scroll forward.
……
I can feel that Yunyan also has feelings for me, but the two of us have a tacit understanding, stop at courtesy, and be sensitive to words.
And just like that, the relationship between us is slowly baked during this time.
The two men silently guarded the .......
During that time, I often found a place to sit down, looked at Yunyan, and saw his curved eyebrows, and I was very happy; Seeing that I was happy, he also laughed stupidly; Seeing him laugh, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise; The children who came back from the private school saw the two of us laughing and laughed along......
The two of us, and our three children, spent a few spring and autumn like this.
This year, my cultivation has once again returned to the shelling realm.
That is, when Tianjiao was sixteen years old, no one thought of it...... So much happened that year.
The first thing is that by chance, Tianjiao accidentally participated in a prosperous era of the Ten Sects, and was tested for his good talent, like a carp jumping over the Dragon Gate, and worshiped the War Sect, one of the top ten upper sects of the famous Eastern Tianzhou.
The second thing is that when I and my two remaining children came back with the good news, we found that the once warm hospital was empty, and I searched the whole courtyard, leaving nothing but a letter.
The third ...... But it's my identity, it turns out that Yunyan is the subordinate of the person who hurt me, and he was sent by the other party to spy on me.
The fourth thing is that I have already told me the secret that I have been guarding, the secret that the person who hurt me wants the most, and Yunyan told me everything in the letter, telling me that he had a purpose, and told me not to think about him anymore.
But how could I not want him?
I have passed the age of fierce fighting, and when I reach middle age, I don't have too many ambitions, only that trace of friendship has always remained in my heart, and I have placed it in the deepest, softest, and cleanest place in my heart.
Wine and meat turned into bacon in my mouth, but I had no other way, alcohol was my best friend at that time.
……
"The shy rose blooms quietly,
Slowly withering and blooming at the same time,
The hand of love caresses her waiting,
I was secretly sad that I didn't gently pick her ....... ”
Li Tianjiao's ears echoed with singing, he quietly raised his head, like a child who had made a mistake and was being scolded, and glanced at his father secretly, and a hollow and dull face appeared in Li Tianjiao's sight.
The face was so painful and ravaged that it almost lost its color, except for a teardrop hanging from the corner of its eye, which shimmered with a little spiritual ...... at the moment.
In Li Xiao's mind, the memory monologue of Emperor Xiao Soul continued:
……
I wanted to forget him, it was true, but at that time I suddenly realized that I had a deep love for Yunyan.
I'm a fool, I scold myself like this; I'm a coward, I think of myself like this; I'm stupid...... I threw the bottle in my hand to the ground.
When I woke up one day, I saw two slender and thin figures trying to make money, trying to get a few coppers to buy wine for me;
When the two children stretched out their calloused hands and handed me a jug of cloudy wine that was just warm;
When I lifted my embarrassed and ridiculous faces, heard the hungry sounds coming from the stomachs of the two children, and saw the original full and lovely faces, which were salallow again;
My heart for no reason, I pinched it fiercely, it was me who was wrong, I thought like this, Yunyan cherished these three children so much, how could he have no true feelings for me, ridiculous, I am a fool, the biggest fool in the world.
I finally came to my senses, smashed the flask in my hand, sold all the things that were still valuable, scraped together the last few coins, bought a little rice and cooked porridge, and let the children drink, and then I packed my bags, and I went to find him!!
(To be continued)