Episode 4 Chapter 41 You're Not a Stand-In
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At night, by the waterfall, a pot of wine on the stone table, two dishes of small dishes, and the nanny of Lige cooks it herself.
The moon is in the middle of the sky, sitting opposite each other.
I picked up a wine glass: "Lige, how about I trick you?" ”
There was a faint joy in Lige's eyes: "Xiao Shu, you are so amazing." He had taken off the mask of human skin, his narrow but well-proportioned eyes had a hint of coldness, his eyes did not hang themselves, nor did they fly obliquely into the temples, nor did they show enchantment, but they were so beautiful, a kind of cold beauty.
"If I can't make wine, I'll punish it." I changed, and I watched the song seriously, "I've changed!" Still with an empty wine glass, he smiled, "Oops, it looks like I don't have enough mana today." "Fill yourself with a glass, drink it, the wine is more sorrowful, and the cool wine has a hint of bitterness.
"Lige, what kind of wine are you? How a little bitter. ”
But I didn't expect that after my words, Lige's eyes were filled with worry and sadness: "This wine is to forget worries, it is tasteless, Xiaoshu, you are not happy." ”
"I'm not happy? Nonsense. I picked up the empty glass again, "I'll make sure to conjure it up for you this time." I change! Still with an empty wine glass, a little angry, "Oh, where's my mana?" Penalty for drinking. It was full again, but Lige grabbed my wrist: "Xiao Shu, you can't drink too much wine." ”
"It's only two cups. What, you can't bear it? "I approached Lige's body, and he turned his face sideways to look at the waterfall, but he still didn't let go. I smiled all the way and changed hands to take the cup. As soon as I drank it, the wine was bitter again.
When he turned his face back from the song, he looked a little helpless.
"I'll change it for you again, this time with a guaranteed drink."
"Xiao Shu!" Lige angrily snatched the wine glass from my hand, "This wine really can't be drunk anymore." ”
"And what are you going to do with it?" I stole the flask from under Lige's nose, and a trace of remorse appeared in Lige's eyes: "I, I just want to give you a taste, because I made it myself." ”
"Haha. Since it is a song that you brewed with your own hands, wouldn't it be sorry for you if you didn't drink it all? In the mouth, the bitterness spread all over the lips and tongue, and then went to the depths of the heart. Lige reached out to grab it, I turned around and escaped from him, and when I stood up, I had a splitting headache, why? Why is this cocktail on the top?
"My head hurts...... my body staggered.
Someone held my arm, and a faint voice came from the wind: "How deep is the sorrow, how bitter is the wine." There is a little bit of sorrow, and a little bit of pain...... Xiao Shu, do you really regret leaving them? ”
"They? Who? "The vision began to blur, and Lige's face was ghosted in the moonlight." You mean Xuanyuan Yifei? Hahaha! Of course I don't regret it, why should I regret it? He is the emperor, what kind of woman do you want to marry? You say, if you were the emperor, would you marry a bunch too? ”
"Xiao Shu ......"
"I don't need your help!" I shook off Lisong's hand, "He has children!" This bastard has a baby with that woman! Why! Didn't he say he loved me? Then why did he have children with the woman he hated again! What does that mean? It shows that he has also been in bed with Feng Xueyin, why? How can a man go to bed with a woman he hates? ”
"Perhaps...... He was also drunk......"
"Don't make excuses for him!" I grabbed Lige's collar, and Lige's heartache was like a silver needle piercing my heart, "He can have many women... He can too, so why should I guard them? I pressed Lige down on the stone bench so that I could look down on him condescendingly, "Do you say yes!" Isn't it! ”
In the hazy vision is that blurred face, aren't those eyes cold? Isn't it indifferent? Why is there a deep sorrow today? Who's in those clear eyes? It's me?
Oh, you all say you love me. But it's all like a dreamlike bubble. Unobtainable, unreachable. They have a life of their own. Even having children, why should I still live in their shadows!
Xuanyuan Yifei's face suddenly appeared in front of me, I was stunned, and then, it was Nangong Qiu again, he? Or is he? They overlapped and called, "Shu'er...... unfold
Don't call me! Don't call me again! Your call will only disturb my tranquility once more, only rob my peaceful life again, and make my fate chaotic again.
I choked out the voice, and everything was so quiet, so quiet that only my heart beat and breathed.
What was pressing under my lips? Soft, with a hint of sweetness, and that familiar fragrance, I greedily absorb that sweetness, dilute the bitterness in my lips and heart... Soft as a very good quality gummies, no matter how you bite with that initial elasticity, this special elasticity makes me nostalgic and makes me want to stop.
Suddenly, I felt a little trembling, what is it?
The line of sight gradually became clear, and a pair of panicked eyes were met, and their faces finally became detached, he was so pale, so panicked, and his lips were touched...... It's the lips of the song!
What am I doing? What are you doing!
He was so panicked that his eyes had become dim and obscure, and something black was seeping up from the bottom.
"Why don't you stop me!" I grabbed Lige by the collar, and his expression became a little sluggish, "Don't you know I'm venting!" What the hell do you think! If I get drunk, will you just let me continue! ”
Lige's gaze slowly fell on my face, and then, I nodded.
I was shocked, stunned, but my heart kept throbbing, and an inexplicable anger arose: "What do you think of me!" The indignation made my voice tremble, "Do you think of me as a woman like Feng Xueyin!" Since you really love me, you must love with dignity! Otherwise, it's unfair to anyone, and even more disrespectful to me! Do you really want to be someone else's stand-in! ”
A trace of unwillingness and anger instantly appeared in Lige's blank eyes. Taking a deep breath, he slowly pushed the song away: "I'm sorry, I was drunk and reminded you of that woman, that bad past......" turned around and walked into the darkness behind the waterfall.
Lige is an idiot. He's a fool. I'm not Fengxueyin, I won't use Lige as a stand-in for Xuanyuan Yifei or Nangong Qiu! Use it as a plaything to fill the emptiness of your heart! I want to be good to him, good in the true sense of the word.
However, today's drunken venting almost ruined my original intention of purity, and if I hadn't sobered up in time, what would have been the consequences? I don't dare to think about it, and I don't want to think about it. I told myself that I couldn't hurt Lige, but I didn't expect to hurt him today......
It's also good......
threw himself on the bed, hoping that after today, Lige can understand what equal love is, and he will no longer learn from Chu Yi who is willing to sacrifice everything for his lover, and love has no dignity, only pain.
Oh, he was also scared just now, what will happen to a ** built on the basis of fear? I'm afraid it will cast a permanent shadow on both sides...... Luckily, I woke up in time......
Falling asleep with a headache, the figures of Nangong Qiu and Xuanyuan Yifei kept alternating in front of them, and then, Feng Xueyin appeared, she smiled at me, and said You snatched my leaving song, I will snatch your man. I sneered and said that all you get is your body, and their hearts are all with me!
Feng Xueyin was furious, and stabbed at me with a sword, I slapped it, but my eyes were full of blood, Feng Xueyin's lower body was bright red, her face was distorted because of hatred and pain, and the distorted smile was terrifying, she pulled out a bloody ball of flesh from under her body and put it in front of me: "Return my child---- return my child----"
"Ahh I woke up in a cold sweat. yes, if she was really pregnant that day, would I have knocked out her baby by mistake? The fear made my whole body tremble, and I looked into my hands, and suddenly, they turned blood red!
I hugged my head and fell into fear.
After a long time, my breathing slowly stabilized, and when I looked out the window, it was already midnight.
I got up in a daze and walked to the hot springs in the depths of the cave, my head was still very painful, and for the first time, I felt a little cold, cold body, and chaotic heart, and I began to doubt my own way of helping Lige out of the shadows. Is it enough to give Lige care and love?
The sparkling hot spring is bathed in the moonlight, and the cultivators of the Tianji Palace are very good at enjoying it, and above this hot spring, there is actually a skylight, and the stone wall above this is thin, otherwise it is impossible to make such an opening.
In the hot springs, there are also a lot of cobblestones or stone couches that people can rely on, so it can be seen that there were many people here in the hot springs in the first place. The crystal clear water was completely different from the one I was reborn in for the first time. Slowly shedding his clothes, walking into the warm spring, he lay on one of the cobblestones, sighed deeply, and the cells in his body completely relaxed, as if ...... Sobered up a lot.
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